seven was BADDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
:(

the only thing i had alot of fun doing
was taking pictures with household
heehee
we agreed to go as a household
but i think clubbing s really not me thing
i dont ever have fun

i was so sian
and so un-high
trying to stay off alcohol
that
when liling pulled me in the middle of everybody where we were dancing
i just pushed my way back out.
and this frigging shithead pulled or pushed me i cant remember.
it didnt help that liling kept pushing me to him.
so
i got so pissed
i turned around and kicked him
and i think i kicked his ****

lol
and cheryl was so pleased with me.
rarr
take that

and the
good part..

cell at beit today
was mighty good
refreshing
and i really really loved it

i actually enjoyed the bible study
and sharing after which
and praying
i think i can start looking forward to cell from now :) :) :)
really Glad and thankful God brought me here
andddd

all the horrible thoughts are gone
after cell
lets hope they dont come back :) :)