Monday, November 29, 2004

apple

alrighty. stupid day
i am tired. lethargic. sick of everything.

met sheralyn at buckies today. and I SHALL see more of her. haha

school's a terror to me. i dont know how im going to last another year. when my holiday's only about a month left. this is utterly disgusting. haha and perhaps its time i move away from bloggggger.

because . blogger doesnt lock entries wth.

hahaha yay. im hooked to stupid computer games.
to think i couldnt dumb stupid boys at first
and yea this is for a person with NO life. heee. i cant wait to get to the GREAT BIG FAT apple.
first i get to watch all the movies in the world on the plane 18hours nonstop. hahaa i DONT CARE if you keep telling me its a bloody small screen.
and then i can forget all the shit in the world and be there with family.
and maybe all the planes in the world will cease to function and we'll be stranded there.
and there i will grow my papaya tree in the big apple.

haha wheee. sheralyn said gerri went to france. that's so coooool. i wanna go tooo. but i'll have to grow up first. right now, i hardly appreciate anything.
not like anything appreciates i.
hahaha cool huh.

Friday, November 26, 2004

guitar made 2000+ from busking
hurrahs for guitar

here s to the big shits in the world who think guitar sucks.

sorry feeling lousy. hhaha. :P

Tuesday, November 23, 2004

my best friend's wedding todayyyyyy haha and i cant watch it because im awfully exhausted and my ears hurt.
and shopping today was only like average.
i simply keep buying stuff i dont use eventually
hahaha sometimes one's got to learn.
wahla~
my free week's gonna be over in no time. oh freak.
sheralynnnnnnnnnn lend me your boook. hee okay
i better get some sleep. if only i could wake up one morning
with zero problems.
no red eyes
no horrid fingers
nothing.

hee brilliant.

Sunday, November 21, 2004

heee. touch came over today
we baked oreo cheeeeesecake
and xintian and cherie were like licking so much
and decorated the cake in the shape of a rugby ball
with TABI's name on it.
MIGHTY NICEE

everyone just kept watching the dvds
and fooling around
then tabi came around with rad. haha they're cuckoo today
anyway its good to see that we 're interacting more and stuff haha
too bad we went to the pool at like past nine. so we hardly had enough time
but yea. tabi just stripped and went in. and rad was in a black swimsuit its hilarious because we could hardly seee her. haha and yea. tabi and rad screams lilke shit. they're so girly when it comes to screaming man.

hahaha anyway. i love touch.
rjtouch people rawks my socks
and i think bird is one hilarious kind of a vainbird who likes taking pictures. hahahahahahaa she's going to kill me
1.) first grade teacher's name: vera
2.) last word you said: haha
3.) last song you sang: drift away
4.) last thing you laughed at: craziness of last night's dinner
5.) last time you cried: hmm haha not very long ago
6.) what color socks are you wearing: nope
7.) what's under your bed?: there's no -undermybed-
8.) what time did you wake up today: eightish
9.) line from the last thing you wrote to someone: good night
PRESENT:
1.) current hair: growing
2.) current clothes: nothing hahaha nah
3.) current jewelry: nope
4.) current annoyance: mosquitoes
5.) current smell: papaya
6.) current longing: happy
7.) current desktop picture: some picture at esplanade
8.) current worry: HMM
9.) current favorite article of clothing: oh you know
10.) do you currently like someone: of course. love everyone

FUTURE:
1.) what is your career going to be: a nice samaritan
2.) if you could live anywhere in the world, where: in my farm. actually right here because that's where all my darlings are.
3.) how many kids do you want: 22 hahahaha
4.) what kind of car will you drive: kind of CARS. / rather i'll be driven hahaha

FAVORITES:
1.) favorite physical feature on a girl: SMILE
2.) favorite physical feature on a guy: HMM smile definitely
3.) one person you wish was here right now: how about dog? happy?
4.) favorite author: bu zhi dao. i read every garbage
5.) favorite coffee: eek coffee s horrible except for like nice starbuckies or something
6.) favorite smell: haha ah you know.
7.) favorite way to waste time: dreaming and dreaming
8.) favorite season: WINTER
9.) favorite color: i really have no idea. black? purple?
10.) favorite time of day: nights

FASHION:
1.) how many coats and jackets do you own: are you insane. how am i supposed to count
2.) do you wear a watch: not now. lazy i make watches look ugly
3.) favorite pants color: HMM denim
4.) most expensive item of clothing: this shit which i regretted buying and got killed buying
5.) most treasured: harharhar i have no clue
6.) gold or silver: silver

YOUR FRIENDS:
1.) do your friends know you: what a backside question. DUH.
2.) what do they tend to be like: MY PERFECT BEINGS
3.) can you count on them: doh.
4.) can they count on you: DOUBLE TRIPLE DOH
5.) do you find it hard to trust people: sometimes
LASTS:
1.) last book you read: autobiography of a geisha
2.) last movie you watched: shall we dance
3.) last movie you saw in theaters: princess diaries
4.) last show you watched on tv: singapore idol
5.) last song you heard: knockin on heaven's door
6.) last thing you had to drink: milk
7.) last thing you ate: chocs hehe
8.) last time you showered: last night
9.) last time you smiled: never stopped smiling
11.) last person you hugged: eve
12.) last person you danced with: haha HMM in sec 2?
13.) last person you talked to online: grace
14.) last person you talked to on the phone: hmmmmmmmmmmmm i cant remember
15.) last thing you bought yourself: lunch

DO YOU?:
1.) smoke: nope
2.) do drugs: no
3.) drink: no
4.) sleep with stuffed animals: haha does my mogu count no.
5.) have a dream that keeps coming back: yeaaaaaa
7.) believe there is life on other planets: why not. cool alright
8.) read the newspaper: sometimes
9.) have any gay or lesbian friends: well yeah does sheralyn and karen count
10.) believe in miracles: of course
11.) consider police a friend or foe: friend

FEELINGS:
1.) do you have any regrets: no way
2.) i am happiest when: im with great company
3.) i feel lonely: the world ignores me hahaha
4.) what makes you mad: BIGFAT FAKES

Saturday, November 20, 2004

haha busking today outside wheelock was totally cool
the weather was brilliant to start off with.
it was mighty windy and all. haha and yea at first i was almost kinda embarrassed with our terrible speakers and amps.
but yea. things got better.
we got better amps.
people actually stopped to listen and smile
but what really made our day were the really generous lot who gave like 50 dollar notes
man. this guy gave like 100 bucks and a couple of others 50 each.
i dunno. we appreciated the fact that they appreciated our hard work? hhaha

yea but there was this shitty man
he came so close and then made a stupid freaking idiotic face and went
"just wanted to check if you guys are really playing"
i made a face back and almost slapped him hard
then he went to the other side
and touched somebody's guitar and tried playing.
you would think he's satisfied.
but NO
then he took moses' electric and started playuing
making more faces like the guit was mighty shitty
i mean then DONT TOUCH IT YOU FREAKHEAD.
and yea he thought he played really well
but nope. im not impressed
the only one smiling was his girlfriend
and you know what
his girlfriend actually looked so sweet
argh.
stupidman
GAGS and dies.
and GUESS WHAT

at the end of the day.
he didnt even drop a single cent into our collection case. garbage man.

dinner was fabulous at this chinese place heheee.
we played truth or truth.
and weijie stinks big time. haha i'm going to blow his head off
and moses and ben are bigger suckers. they think they're such good pals they dont betray each other. hahaha im so going to sow discord man. haha just you wait.

and today we discovered new secrets. heee cool.

Wednesday, November 17, 2004

heeeeeeeee
hee
heeeee
heee

things are starting to work out for the better.

games today were GOOD. brilliant. fantastic.
i got so excited. that i think i screamed way too much.
my throat hurts like crap now haha but i like screaming all the same.

drink more water drink more water. im going to end up bursting my little bladder again.
and hee.
we got second. whoo hooo
tabi was happy all the same because she said we played well. hahaha
:):) you know cos we had so much support. so many of them came down to support us today. heheee delightful.

tj peeps carried tabi and drove her into the mud and tabi's horrid man. i was an innocent bystander with my camera. and she just dragged me onto the field. haha. and wouldnt let me go i tried to take my revenge later. but she's like WHOAH so strong.

love touchtouchtouch.
but i still think there's a mini problem.
we need to get closer.

so yay. they're coming over on sunday i think. and i dunno what we'll do.
playplayplay eateateat that's what we'll do. hee

and i decided tt i love guitar too.
hee this morning it was so nice sitting at the speakers; corner. playing our busking songs. exciting. dumb moses. hahaha i wanna play like him. that shitter. he better teach me how to playyyyyyyy.
yay yay yay. jumps jumps jumps jumps.

i ve finally gotten my break. right now im happyhappyhappy
but i know its not gonnna last long. ohwells.

Monday, November 15, 2004

haha argh. suckssuckssucks
i hate it i cant live the perfect life i want to live.

im not a perfect human being
but im trying. hard.
no wrong im not trying hard enough
because there're always bound to be distractions and all

and every sunday.
i find out that, wow. my life has been one big joke

rita's right
i'll learnnnnnnnnnnnn.

and trng tmr. tired.

Saturday, November 13, 2004

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY PORKCHOPS............... beef up baby for tues. i mean pork up baby.

http://www.columbia.edu/%7Erhee/

heehee its awfully hilarious
his cheeks are so PINCHABLE

well anyway. IM HUNGRY. where's my food?
this is what we get when mommy and daddy arent at home

haha today went well
we concluded that small little boys are cute. they smile when they run and they run fast and they're absolutely adorable. they're so tiny i cant believe they;re actually in primary school.
and then guitar was cool today.
i like gaspar. he's so funky and like mr. nice. and he smells familiar.
and he said i can play the bassss hehehe
YEA BABY.
apparently contrabass s too big for me and he thinks noone would be able to see me except this huge guitar moving if i play it

and im not going to disappoint my team-mates
i'll cherish the place i got.
and sometimes i think i dont deserve it as much as the others.
bah. im hopeless.

Friday, November 12, 2004

God does wonders for me
and he solves my problems in 2 seconds flat.

2 seconds before i was hating myself
for being so trapped and caught
in the middle of touch and guitar

and 2 seconds later. TADA no more problem .hehe
great fantastic
but im so going to die tmr.
i'll have to cab everywhere

and chubs wants to ask me out for a porkfree candle light dinnnnnnnnner on her birthdhay hahahaha
made me chant something like
PIGS are friends.

owells. okay.

Thursday, November 11, 2004

heee deepavali today was fun
manu's mommy can really coook and we ate so much
food was good chocolates were so good
bollywood movie was so good
the girls were so pretty. man. like WHOAH.
and i came back and ate somemore

hahaha im so glad we finally had our girls' day out.
we should have more stuffffff. c: hhahah the guys in our class are horrid. we're better off without them. hehe

i feel so full now argh. okay maybe trng will solve all problems hehee
uh oh daddy and mommy are going away tmr.
haha and they're being such a wussy wuss.
like hello. we're all grown up.

Wednesday, November 10, 2004







Your Power Color Is Blue


Relationships and feelngs are the most important things to you.
You are empathetic and accepting - and good at avoiding conflict.
If someone close to you is in pain, it makes you hurt as well.
You try to heal the ones you love with your kind and open heart.




What's Your Power Color? Take This Quiz :-)




Find the Love of Your Life
(and More Love Quizzes) at Your New Romance.









You Are Chocolate Ice Cream!






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hee our diff in height. that's it.
haha hmm
trng yesterday was fantastic.
tabi s nice. hahahah i love the chinchow. man.
and haha too bad i couldnt stay for the massage stuff because i had to leave for a guitar meeting. boo. hehe but whatever. hmm.
i think im changing for the better
into a whole new person. haha
im going to tell myself to give my all for both touch and guitar.
so that yea, the guit ppl wont think im a slacker with a wrong attitude and all
like today
i woke up early. told myself i had to go.
but then i felt like shit and sick. and when i looked into the mirror. my rashes came back. my eyes were like red again. and now its so itchy.
thank god mommy and daddy arent at home. or they're gonna force me to sleep again.
yea so today i woke up at 12. hehee for like the first time.

argh. and kangwen's bringing his electric today. i m so so so darn jealous. i would have learnt
baboon.

watched princess diaries yesterday hehe
i think she's quite pretty. eyes so huge and large and all
and sheralyn, the guy. is . quite hot.

yay. i wanna be a princess too. hahaha whatever. cut me the crap.
and yes. i love salad. im going to come up with all kinds of salads. yippeee. cant wait
im so excited. think mommy and daddy are going away on their 20th anniversary.

pleaseplease let them trust us and not get anyone to live with us. hahaha
whatever. daddy emailed me a webbie to do some research on ny. argh. boring. yay i get to have a white christmas. hooray

Monday, November 08, 2004

"I Don't Want To Miss A Thing"

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
While you're far away and dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Well, every moment spent with you
Is a moment I treasure
I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
Lying close to you
Feeling your heart beating
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming
Wondering if it's me you're seeing
Then I kiss your eyes and thank God we're together
And I just wanna stay with you
In this moment forever, forever and ever
I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
I don't wanna miss one smile
I don't wanna miss one kiss
Well, I just wanna be with you
Right here with you, just like this
I just wanna hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And just stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time
Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
'Cause I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep, yeah
I don't wanna miss a thing
I don't wanna miss a thing
HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY my buddies, SHERALYN AND ZECK!!!

hahah wheeee.
i went shopping for sheralyn;s pressie and im very pleased with my purchase
i hope you like it man. haha hopes*
but yea then i saw other stuff so i couldnt help myself
and i splurged at cranberries man.
i love cranberries
someone buy me a cranberry farm or something.

i finally watched notting hill.
its a silly show. silly plot. hahaha
j. cheated me into watching it claiming it was how nice and perfect blahblahblah.
and then covering my eyes every 2 seconds when they're simply kissing.
big shit hahaahhaha but okayokay. it was OKAY
im not complaining
and you never fail to amuse me

my horrid brothers are well. horrid.
to think i bought them sushi. haha brats

okay on to my high tea buffet today
YAY. sheralyn makes you fat.
first that yummy chocolate fudgy wudgy cake on saturday
now this. hehe. i will train hard tmr. what the heck.

p.s. did i mention that i went to little india?
they haVE HUGE RED JUICY TOMATOES
and yea. the brows turned out nice on sheralyn and i chickened out. because it looked painful. hahaha just that i dont think i wanna go there anytime soon.

hehe i found my roots already anyway.

Saturday, November 06, 2004

Friday, November 05, 2004

hahar training's good
because im enjoying trng
though it was so freaking hot and i was dying in the sun and heat
and i got so dehydrated that i lost a couple of kg. but yea
i hate that arghineedwaterori'lldiefeeling.
yay i do something almost everyday so i'll build muscles and get nice legs. hahah junnan and i were looking at nice legs today
as usual. i was fooling around so much
crapping and disturbing everyone esp chubbs until they got so sick of meee. hahahahah
rach looks darn sexy now with that hair. :x

and yea. im starting to feel really good for our team. because there're so many good players now and im absolutely proud of them.
i shall train harder haha although. yea im usually braindead on the field. and yawning every 22 seconds.

chinese sucked. the paper was like how mighty tough. haha
but who cares. i GIVE UP. and i am SO NOT GOING TO TAKE CHINESE NEXT YEAR.
i dont care.

baboon yay. i cant wait to see the fags. im looking forward to a wonderful day PLUS SHOPPING. hahahah yay i want i want a dress. i shall be sneaky so mommy wont freak out again. hahaha actually yea. since i bought evie 2 dresses on her birthday i told her its her turn. hee.

hmm WHAT TO GET FOR YOU SHERALYN?
i'll get you 3 boyfriends ok
all at least a head taller than you.
but i'll have to search hard. hahaha

Wednesday, November 03, 2004

This entry is freaking long. Don’t read if you dont wanna bore yourself. hehe

last night was hilarious and wonderful and exciting and beautiful and everything.

I mean it had to start off with 2 very foolish people wearing the same color thingy for both tops and bottoms.
And yea as usual I didn’t realize anything because I wasn’t really aware of what I was wearing
And yea suddenly suzie looked down and GASPED
Hahha like what a great day. And apparently he’s embarrassed and he doesn’t wanna be seen walking around like a fool so he wanted to get a pair of jeans from LEVI’s. haha but what the heck. Me getting a top’s easier. So yea. I just grabbed a top hahaha with the excuse that its to avoid embarrassment for him. Whopeee. And wahla. Hahaha Im still pretty much amused. Because before I changed , I was laughing so much and we were walking further away, trying to pretend we didn’t know each other yea but somehow we made one entire round in taka. So I told him that I know he’s trying to show the whole world first and offered to go to the ground floor in the open. That way, more people can see. Hhahaha and we were arguing who got changed first. its hilarious.

So we didn’t know what to do and where to go. As usual. We just walked and walked and ended up at HEEREN. Hahaha and we saw olinda and leandra. I mean im like mighty slow. Didn’t see until he pointed out. Leandra’s so prettttttty. Hahah and prettynose claims that olinda’s bigger than him. Terrible boy. Haha
And I decided that I wanted a dress. Haha so we were looking. Halter dresses are pretty And OH IM SO EXCITED. This just sparked me off for what shall be first on my shopping list. Whooo HOOO> I wannnna go away. I wanna go shopping. Shopping shopping shopping.

And ho hum. Hmm. Went to eat. And I couldn’t enjoy my aircon at marche because I was freezing away and yea mama mia started at 8. bah. I didn’t know it was a musical. Hehe and stupid suzie and mommy both thought I was like how dumb.
And whopppeee. They had fantabulous voices. Im so going to learn how to sing. Hehe. See I have so many things to learn. I need to learn how to jazz. How to sing how to erm do lots of stuff. Hehe and to all those of you who can sing and dance. Man. Im jealous. So sheralyn, let’s continue with JAZZZZZz hehehe

Yea and I got so amused taking pictures nonstop again that I didn’t wanna stop but my silly model was tired and refused to do my MTV for me after a while. Haha and it was freakin dark at the esplanade anyway
So we went home. And we had to move to the pool because haha I think the neighbours were spying on us.
And suzie sang. Or pretended to sing. Hahaha

But yea I don’t care. At least I have someone to sing to me. I wanna to be sung to everyday. Haha see and if you would let me record IT. I would have like no problems honey. Stupid dummy. Haha

Garbage if only there was no school today because I wished lastnight never ended. It was such a simple night besides mama mia. yet totally fantastic. Must have been the company I had.

Big shit. Im getting into what I never thought I would have gotten into. And you know, its not so bad if you think about it.

And today mommy refused to let me go for training she thought it was ridiculous when I have a paper on Friday. But she conned me into washing the car with her before that. garbage. Hahaha and I was so amused washing because yea. I ve never washed a car before. Hahaha and i was climbing around Whoo hoo.

And YESS after today, Im finally darker. I see tan lines now. HOORAY but as usual mommy banned me from going to the pool from 10 to 2. haha what nonsense

fiona xie s so prettttttttty
so in love*

Tuesday, November 02, 2004




my old english sheepdog. hehe its beautiful.

Monday, November 01, 2004

I FOUND HAPPPPPPY
whooo hoo heeee

Wanna feel the warm breeze
Sleep under a palm tree
Feel the rush of the ocean
Get onboard a fast train
Travel on a jet plane, far away (I will)
And breakaway
screwed op
and booth had to repeat the question

and henglip is hilarious.
alrighty. i still have black eyes.
am TIRED

sob. argh i cant go to laos after all
and i really wanna go. after all the excitement and all.
daddy said he had a nightmare about terrorists in laos or something.
he's a scardey cat.
but yea i made him promise me i get to go somewhere nice in dec instead

he asked london and after all that i ve heard about london, i went NO
and he was so surprised
hahah i mean bring me to someplace where i cant really shop because its so frigging ex. like no way.
uh oh daddy's sick. i hope he gets better

so i wanna go to disneyland all over again. haha cow dung. then i can see all the babies there
and i will eat them.

and i cant believe i still have friday to go. well done. garbage. #@%#$%$#$@# i decided i became a little darker after all. :)

FAGS. lets go outtttttttttttttttt. come on come on come on. after all your silly OPS. nownownownownownownownownwonwownownownwonwonwownownwonwonwo im a poor little child with no life.

the silly banana got a naval piercing. NOT FAIR. hahaha and yea i told she must probably be showing off that silly button. i shall pierce my earss again. it got better. hooray
but then again i wanna pierce my nose.