hmmm
hmmmm hmmm hmmmm.

wheee

crystal dunno what jade at bugis s pretty nice!

it just opened!

go try it out

.

wild wild wet yesterday

haha poor joel

i was practically sulking and giving him death-threat stares because i was mad that there was no sun.

was pretty good i must say

just pretty little rides

but the samsung ride thingy was so cool

like they just push you off this slope and its like the skateboarding thingy you go up down up down

hahaha and because we were so fat

we could move more than the others

heavier mass i think

hee!

.

so cool we think alike

how could all three of us be at Pasir Ris on the same dayyyyyyyy?

heee

saw grace sandwiched between wayne and rex at the interchange

and she practically ignored me

until i just stood behind and stared at her till she turned around.

heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

and then

sherry called to say she was in sk's house and told me to like walk to some canal or something. hiaks

thought she wanted to tell me she saw grace making out with rex thereeee

hahahhahaaha just kidding sweetie.

noone reads my blog anyway.

so funnnnnnnnn.

yay
i got my dresss
shopping today was tiring
i love mau's shirt!!!
but he didnt get his blazer
hahaha
i think he s pretty disappointed!
but boys shouldnt spend money on clothes
they should be spending money on girls!!!
.
and whoah its like almost 2.
and i ve been playing 4 hours of games with gosubay hahahhaa
so fun!
i hate losing though.
i need to build up those skills. hahahah

worship today

jason said it was off.

hmm i guess i d never understand in that sense. i really dont have the music in me to tell.

and he said he wouldnt judge and that the band is much better than how we played. and i felt like

oh no. im the new player. was it MEEEE who was playing badly?

because i had this impression they unplugged me today hahaha

.

yea these things aside

sissy maurice joel and i had chicken rice for lunch after church

yay maurice and joel came to watch me!

poor thing. both didnt get enough sleeep. hee

sissy s a pig. she slept so much so its fine.

and anyway it did feel nice sitting down together.

though i ate so much and almost exploded

.

then we headed home together.

wanted to hail a cab since there were four of us.

but 9 came instead

hee

.

blahblah

supposed to play tennis

but thank god joel changed his mind

hahahaha

so we went to eastcoast instead

and somebody cant even make up his mind to like pick the bike

like a double or 2 singles or something

hhhaaha

and the guy got pissed with us for changing our minds

and demanded joel gave him a gummy (pooh)bear

(but he didnt!)

anyways we rode the double in the end

and lazy fatty joel was hanging his feet everywhere but the pedals

so ade pedalled most of the time

haahh nah

but he did it so many times

even up the hill.

bad bad boy.

.

dinner at katong

yummy porridge cos im still sick

and he had porridge plus laksa

and ROJAK

fatty boy how come u re never fat

groawl

its a roar and a growl , 2-in-1

hahahaha

.

yay mommy s bring maurice and i prom shopping tmr.

(if daddy agrees)

i hate being fat.

it stinkssssssssss.

hahaha

.

and my ass hurts now

ouch

happy birthday janicia!!!!

hee worship practice today was pretty fun

thank God pearlyn s playing too.

so i can like hide behind and like pretend to play all the freaking F#m cords hahaha

and like the kiddie choir s so cute

but irritating

"teacher can you make those two change place? they keep talking(while singing)"

'teacher he stand at my place, i stand there just now first"

and they were stepping on each other s toes

little boys. 5 or 6 perhaps?

rascals

and they only sing loudly at parts they re really familar with

like towards the middle of the song, they go really soft so janying has to lead them. hee hee

the guitar s heavy

4 hours of practice was really tiring. but i enjoy singing those songs. they were pretty nice :) hee

worship to worship GOd.

thank you Lord for making me better to go for practice

but now i feel sick again

and i have to head down at 8 tmr. that s like so early HMMPH!

oh no i better find a day for mommy

she s bored and she wants to go shopping hee

poor thing

my mommy s sucha sweetheart

oh yay they re speaking to each other again
(mommy and maurice
sherry, his birthday just past, haha and he refused to cut his cake, i was so sadddddd)
im so pleased
im so delighted
im very very very happppppyy
.
its been a not so good day today though
woke up at 7tish, 8tish and 10tish
because i fell pretty sick today
heee
im sorry to gross you out
but my mucus was like green in color
and i just couldnt stop sneezing
hahaha
galvin s sick, maurice is pretty sick too
we re all sickkkkkkkk.
.
hahaha and this morning
instead of packing my wardrobe and trying on clothes like i always have
i decided to pack my rooom
MANNNNNN
i took twomillion hours
and i think im going to fall "sicker" than ever.
dusty mama
and galvin doesnt like to use anybody else s notes
so i guess i ll have to throw it away in the end
heee
we should really consider giving tuition next year
you know,
sissy thinks i ll miss mugging too much. so tuition s a good idea.
hahaahahhaa
nah
but YAY i dont care sherry you promise to work with me next year
so YOU CAN SPEND TIME WITH ME EVERYDAYYYYYYY
and maybe we ll ask maurice along tooo
k e l ly se rvices or something i think
then you can get to know him better hahahaha and how short he is.
then you can ask GRACE or SK or ANYBODY ELSE along and we ll have lots of fun
i promise
sissy had lots of fun working there okayyyyyyyyyy.
..
uh oh
daddy wants me to work on my essays now
and he thinks my writing s so P.S.L.E
crapppppppppp
hahaha
heading out in a while
worship practice later
im PLAYING TMR for service!
havent touched the guitar in like twomillion and one years!

haha
hmm
bloody chem s was so hard
physics was much better
but chem s was hard
the whole world and joel could DO.
but i couldnt.
not fun
.
and lets see by the time we got to town today, it was 6 and no harry potter till late at 8tish.
joel was sad.
hahaahha
and then hmm,
had dinner at SOUP
man
its so freaking ex.
4o+ on what soup, chicken and ribs
haahahah
but the samsui chicken was so so so so gooooooooood.
pak pak KAIR
hahahaha
and then i tried on some dresses at daniel yam
im fat
oh no
YUK
disgusting
joel thinks i stand with my chest and stomach out cos im lazy hahahahaa
im embarrassed
.
and im home
tired
feeling not exactly very fantastic
haha.
life isnt very interesting, is it.
i dont even know what im doing after all these.
JOEL s dating me FOR PS!!! yayyyyyyyyyyyyyy so fun
he has the steering wheel thingy. i cant wait
.
haha and tooday i made joel spill about all my bad points
HMMMMMMMMMMM
come on come on tell me my bad points

oh God, what s wrong with him
please let me talk to him.
i really want to know whats wrong
let us be there for him
.
i dont want anything to happen.
but he wouldnt even cut his cake
and he s like in his room doing nothing
but staring into space.

ok funny how i knew it all along.

but i still neeeded sissy to wake me up from this one dream again

.

face the truth girl.

u re going nowhere.

your grades wont get you anyway

you are after all just an average student

.

sorry daddy

im a huge disappointment

but i really hope you know i tried my best

i did.

at least i think i did.

.

and no sissy i didnt slip.

the Os were nothing

i was never at the top.

you were deceived.

not meeee

genius my foot.

pui.

.

but thats not going to stop me from trying.

the thought of not being able to achieve the minimal 4 As that everyone s gonna get is

suddenly too realistic for me

im scared

i think i screwed up my bio really bad

i guess i have no choice but to work on bio tmr

.

ohwells

today was one long cold day at smu.

attempting physics.

in this cold cold unfamiliar classroom

but mighty hightech place

if u re looking for somewhere convenient, new, clean, techy, exciting

go to smu

if u wanna be a loser and a school drop out like me

ha.

go get ur results and die.

.

im so worried for my s-es

again,

i know im afterall just an average student.

oops i did it again. sorry.
on the bright side
i learned how to cook today!
from mr. great chef
who refused to let me sleep while he cooked today
so i was made to chop onions and tomatoes
and bossed around his kitchen
so i decided to skive and gosssip with ann instead.
hee
spaggie today was nice
dont be silly
i love it.
ann s just jealous.
.
and sherrry s acting like a HUGE baby on google talk now
hahaha
oh grow up.

hmm
should i go into children's ministry and take care of really small little kiddies at sunday school
or should i do worship
worship's gonna take up saturdays too
but i dont know what it means to be in the children's ministry.
dance ministry s a little out. though natasha did ask. because i cant dance and tash s a pro.
youth. sissy may be coteaching a sec one class with pearlynfroggie.
and nomore.
i dont know what i want.
am i being selfish?



and ignore me. exams just aggravate everything

why do i always go seek trouble
and find myself tangled into troubles and whirling thoughts that wont go away.
stupid girl

let things happen.

dont be selfish ade
im not im not.
ok then here re my blessings.
haha.

hmm. dumbo.
i cant go shopping anymore.
it depresses meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
so guess whyyyy.

hmm lets see
the exams are almost over
i dont feel happy
not quite yet
.
its depressing.
prom
eeeeeeeeeew.

caught his game.

and although i couldnt understand the game.

i was so excited.

and his face after he lost korean avatar, looked sad

wanted to go over and give him a hug

knowing that he would only push me away.

hahaha.

at least he was picked for the homerun game on stage.

think he ll be on channel U tonight!

yay.

that s the baby of the family for you.

Yo'momma so fat when she puts her foot down she clears rain forests.

Yo'momma so fat when she sings, it's over! .

Yo'momma so fat when she sits on my face I can't hear the stereo. .

Yo'momma so fat when she sweats everyone around her wears raincoats! .

Yo'momma so fat when she tripped over on 4th Ave she landed on 12th. .

Yo'momma so fat when she turns around its her birthday. .

Yo'momma so fat when she turns around they throw her a welcome-back party. .

Yo'momma so fat when she walks in high heels she strikes oil. .

Yo'momma so fat when she walks she leaves snail tracks.... .

Yo'momma so fat when she wears a yellow raincoat people say "Taxi!" .

Yo'momma so fat when she wears a Malcom-X t-shirt, helicopters land on her..

haha oh i just love these.

gobi appeared on tv last night. so adorable.

alright!
the exams are like in the midst midst. we have a week and a half to go
say yay
.
i have the most terrible headache in the whole wide world
but a good thing my cramps and all came at the right time.
:) PRAISE HIM
yayyyyyyyyy
.
oh sherry how was ur econs.
full MARKS or not
hahaha
and grace baboon. dont tell me u finished ur exams already.

hahaah remember we must celebrate sherry s post birthday okies
yayyyyyyyyyy.
.
caught oliver twist today
my my
i do think its a good showwww.
like such a classic.
i enjoyed it
though no romance. no comedy
not a chic flick at all. no no.
but it was good.
and im glad we caught the show.
uh oh i made joel broke again
cos i forgot to bring my wallet out
hahaha
what an idiot with a capital I.
poor joel had to run all the way back up to our lockers to look for it before our paper so that i could have my id
and he couldnt find it
and got a nose bleed on his way back.
on top of that.
he felt like throwing up during his papers
im SORRRRRRRRRYYYYYYYY.
what a stupid abcdegfhijkllmnop you have.
argh
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

im like so glad i went for church today

how more aptly could it be said

/

that we should forgive one another seventy times seven times.

if i we could ever reach that level of true forgiveness

how much more can GOD forgive you for your sins.

so much.

so much

i feel better knowing that i can run back to Him when i fault.

.

thought about the times i told myself to forgive

but yet feel this tugging to hold back

and like WHOAH i derserve the right to be angry

to be hateful

but no.

after today and always.

it makes me want to forgive everyone who have "wronged" me in someway or another.

just like how i have wronged others

ha.

lets see how long this side of ade will last.

ok
one thing about the As.
its making me FAT
and do i like it?

no.
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHH

stupid joel s going to call me fateline again


grace honey you re going to be FINEEEEEEEEE
and your t-rex is prolly stressed over the big bad exams~

and one more thing.
the post on ur blog?
was it ME you were missing/
cos i MISS YOU TOOOO
hahhahahaha
sherry s jealous. i can smell it.

"as i was saying when i come back, u'd still be gone so please dun miss me even though i'll find ways to make my presence felt hahaha whether it's bad or good i dun care teeheehee... and as for me, do u think i'll miss u? hahaha so obvious right. "
.
and more...
.
"hafta go eat soemthing first before sleeping.. have a wonderful and enjoyable holiday adeline and since my phone cant work in korea, good morning good afternoon and good night! have lotsa sweet dreams(tsk which means dream of sweet ppl *wink) haha jkjk, and let there not be a dull moment no matter what.. super****'s influence will be missed for while hahaha.. take lotsa care.. treat those wounds yar.. hahahaha "


GUESS WHO EMAILED ME?
on the 8th of June 2004.
coool.

i forgot to add
last night was horrible
i dreamt of someoneeee again.
not the reccent one.
but another person
hee
and i dreeamt tt joel scolded me because of her.
and i was so upset when i woke up
made it a point to write it down so that i would remember exaactly what happened.
but i forgot again.
haha WHY WHY WHY
but joel came today and he didnt scold me.
so it was just a dream.
i heaved a sigh of relief.
hahaha thats so p6


HAPPY BIRTHDAY PENNNYYYY

so joel met sherry today
sherry came at 1 and joel at 5tish
but both left at 630
i feel awful


oops sherry i hope you didnt waste time todayyyyyyyyyy
and oops joel, i think u did waste time. too much time
im so uselessssssss argh

hee NICE new skin?

hahah after saying my goodbyes to joel on skype and apologising for disturbing him to seek attention, i decided to look for new blogskins.

because i dont know how to study.

its like there s no more motivation. haha and oh no. its 11plus already.

i decided i should learn to blog in good proper english

but yeaaa

haha i am so darn tempted to switch back to singlish and stuffie.

after reading sherry's blog,

i forgot to add that yeaaa, you should never believe her

she s one big bloody liar

hahaha once she told me that bathing in hot water will make you fat

because it makes you expand and stuff

and that we should shower in cold water

and i showered in cold water for a very long timeeee. hahahaha

hee playing with joel s pillow while HE COOKS downstairs

 

hee this entry is dedicated to one of my bestest friends in the whole WIDE UNIVERSE
drum rollllll
shera lyn quack quack adopt a duck!
because her birthday s coming
and i realised
i ve dedicated entries to grace and anna so far but not the tallest woman yet.
alphabetical order s not working
heee.
.
this woman for 6 years i have known
how dumb she is , i will never forget
the things she say
and the things she do.
hahaah are just not what an ordinary person what do.
she s weird you could say
she s HIlARIOUS or you could say
but its what so special about her that makes us love HERRRRRRRRRr so much
hahahaha
sherry was one of the closest friends i had in lower sec.
like especially since we both lived pretty closed to each other.
we would go home together and stufff.
but yeaa in sec two. we kinda had a stupid fight
OKAY its not a fight
it was me not being happy.
ahahah and she was there wondering what on earth happened to meee and my sudden coldness
hee guess what.
i was so jealous of her
cos
so many other friends she had
you see.
pretty popular my sherry is
with her character and stuff
and i cant remember but happened. but i guess i wasnt getting enough attention?
hahahaha so i ganged up with charmaine to whine and whine
and somehow things got better
i just its just God s way of putting the best people who really care for you in your life for GOOD.
and yeaaa.
SHE S STAYING FOR GOOD IN MY LIFE RIGHTTTTTT.
heee hee
when i grow up.
i dont want to make babies with sherry
but in not very good english, i do want to make friends with sherry's babies
they will be LONG. like more than 30CM
and hairy. only because she s marrying a sexy hairy angmoh boyfriend.
and they will pretty much like me.
and when her babies are 10, they will be long taller than mee. because i think sherry was my height in p4
hahahahahahah STUPID WOMAN
and hee
even in sec 3 &4
when we werent in the same classss, we still met up for guitar and for after school trips home on mrt.
hahaha she was one of those who insisted dropping off at raffles place instead of city hall.
we remained close to some extent
and hey. even in jc
though she didnt choose to come to rj
and though i was so upset with her choice
hahaha
we still do MEET every now and then
and isnt it amazing
i can call her the weirdest names. like how i call grace
and say the stupidest things to her right in her face.
she still LOVES HER GAY for being such a weirdo.
hahahaaaa she scolds the baddies for me even though sometimes its my fault
she buys me coffee most of the time when i study at star bucks
she shakes her hips while she walks
she sends me pictures of this korean actor just because my mommy loves him.
(ohmygosh i just heard mommy saying that daddy thinks he s handsome too because he thinks the actor looks like him)
.
and DID I mention that sherry s the FIRST FRIEND TO OFFER ME A PLACE AS HER BRIDESMAID AND EMCEE ON HER WEDDING DAYYYYYYYY.
yay i hope she finds a guy to marry next year.
i look forward to her gettting a driver's liscence
and driving me around singapore.
i look forward to her growing taller each year and remembering this friend of hers.
and i ll remember her for being sexualine quek
heehee
yay
MAYBE i ll name my daughter sherry after you.
or sheanne remember like i said.
sheralyn and anna
and if grace is jealous. i ll make my son's favourite dinosaur a T-REX hahahahahaha
im cool

hee the kind waiter took this for us after many failed attempts of blurry shots. this was where we moved in. after the rain came.  

so prettyyy. seems like we were overseas 

inside! 

yay another one brighter 

outside chijmes but the pictures are pretty dark 

this is joel. the joel so fat that when he jumped for joy, he got stuck (in the sky) 

hee this is ann, one of my favourite PERSONS 

today was a good day
because i discovered i could change the font and font size of my yea FONT
hahahah SO FUN!
yay

and today i had a huge FIGHT WITH THE PUIFAT.


likE PHYSICAL FIGHT .
he s NOT A NAN REN!!!
stupid fatty. throw your weight around. physically pushed and threw me around!!!
until i hit my head on the floor.


cos i was trying to change his msn nick to
"its my birthday can WISH ME".
hahahahaha
and his daddy was online.
and i like changed his display picture to something weird.
then i went online and offline a couple of times.
hahahaha and okay. im a MUGGER.
made joel do MATH with me today.
on his birthday
although he was complaining that it was his birthday and he should be playing all day
hee
but it was good


cos HE HAD FULL MARKS for like 2003 s paper
while i had mistakes everywhere.
oh wells. im JEALOUS
hahhaa.
so today
i got him a cake. and wanted to sing him a birthday song and stuff
since he said he hadnt had a cake since sec 2.
and chocolates
and a cushion with our PICTURE on it.
was pretty cool.
but i was horribly afraid he was disappointed.
and i took away clam chowder from the soup spoon
but yea guess
what i kicked it
and everything spilled. i was so so so darn sad and disappointed.
and the bus CAME. so i didnt know how to clean it up. i just took the empty bowl and the sticky plastic and rushed up. BUT THE SILLY BUS left without me.
i was really devastated at that time.
hahaha wanted to call JOEL to get MEEEEEEEE at the station. but yeaaa
i actually ran to the bus which drove away. and tapped on the dooor
hahahaha
he opened the door
and while i smiled an apologetic smile at him. HE REFUSED TO GIVE ANY LOOK. arghhhh
whats wronggg with him.
i did show a sign for him to wait while i pick up my stufff

but for the rest of the day. i was pretty sad. that my GRANDE CLAM CHOWDER WAS ON THE FLOOORRR
and that i irresponsibly walked away.
hmmm.
but pui fat said it was okay. so i pretended it was okay
hee.

and
we headed to town soon after.
sky was dark and stuffie. was gonna rainnnnnnnn.
and we were like worried. because we were planning to have dinner outdoors at chijmes
haha so we walked around and took some pictures
and when we got back it wasnt raining yet. so we gladly set down and stuffff.
ordered quite a bit there.
joel's lambshank
and my ribs
and ginger ale and beer
and calamari
hahaha IM FAT AGAIN.
growl.
i love jason s supermarket
it has nice apple juice
i love it i love it i love it
hahaha and i made joel buy me wholemeal LOTSA GRAIN bread hahaha
so i can eat it for breakfast lunch and dinner!!!
okies. SHOULD STUDY SOON
why did i lose so many bio notes.
.
happy birthday. i had a good time
but THAT WAS NO WAY TO TREAT A LADY.
your kicks and punches!

HAHAHAHA WHY IS THE STUPID THING ON TOP IS BLOCKING ME FROM POSTING PROPERLYYYYYY

i am not HAPPY

HAPPPPPPPPPPPPY 18th FATTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTYYYYYYYYYY BIRTHDAY JOELLEMPUIFATTTTTT

was reading livejournal. and the entries i posted at the end of last year.
i want to COMPLAINNNNNNN
AHHHHH AH AH AH AH AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHh.
but its hilarious after you think about it.
and why did i come back from ny saying i was the biggest fool on livejournal. WHY WHY WHY.