today was a day out with j
the 31st july
the supposed-anniversary
haha
so he gave me 3 roses
2 red for love and a pink for friendship
he says

and said that the 2 were the 2 years of love, and that it was a pity that the 3rd year was incomplete or something

was very true. but sad, i got a little sniffly reading the card.
haha but still im glad it got to him
i really hope j will find somebody better
but yeaaa
looks like im not helping him at all!


and then we got down to talk about stuff
and he got so upset
and then i got sobby and almost went bonkers when i told him about how he screwed up my exams.
and stufff and that if his exams were so important to him,
how come he could still be selfish enough to affect mine

haha though hmm. i have myself to blame for the horrendous grades.
but at the end of the day
we parted as happy friends!

hahahaah mommy is sick of my side profile
OMG THAT C-U is infecting me with side views.
this is baddddd
im going to slim wrap my left profile of the face!
then i'll show both sides!

the toopid lizard ran away when i tried to take a picture with it. hee

sha yu! hahaha

posing with the tree!

heee we were at wondergolf, which is now happily breeding mosquitoes!
and grace is trying to form a link between the monorail track and her little finger!


grace claimed that we kept starting trends, wherever we headed to take pictures, people would follow! hahaah and we were the 2 brave clowns who dared to hop on this car!

perfect scenery! woots!
grace said i looked constipated!
grace trying to act demure! but you cant fool me!!! heeee

hee this slide brought back fond memories from eons again
and we still have little cute pictures of it from when we were young!
but i think they renovated the place!

we sneaked into rasa sentosa, pretended to act rich! heehee

grace , being the lazy girl she was, loved lying around showing her sexy legs and doing nothing!
this was just so adorable! hahaha the little peacock and the daddy peacock or is it mommy. hee following around!

hee see a tree on my head! my aiming skills are perfect!

the freezing room and the not so bad toilet!

hello im at the pool now doing stupid things like blogging!
hee
grace is next to me sleeping!

so here goes!

while i was a teeny weeny bit sick of life yesterday
i decided to look at pictures in london
and the videos
and all the memories of mugging for that one exam
(which didnt quite work out)
came running back

and we've got to this stage
a year has passed
so damn fast
and i was just clearing my texts in the phone this morning while lying in bed

it made me angry
and sad, and got me tearing in bed.
i tried to be angrier than i was sad, haha to remember the hurt, the lies and deceit
to remember that i didnt owe him anything
but then
i said i did forgive him, didnt i
so the hurt and stuff will have to go
i will have to try harder.


SO
to make things right again
i am going to read my butterfly (air)mail over and over again
right now!
hahahaa
all gone wonkers!

HEE
IM GLAD!
SO VERY HAPPY!
thats how gladdddddddd i am!

the first day of freedom!
and it was a gloomy rainy day
but i was still very happy
its almost perfect

trotted to mom's and dad's room in the morning
to crawl into bed with them
and to chat!
:D
and then whoops
dad asked for results
and i had to say

so ya
haha
HMMMMM
joked later on that i should be very glad that he didnt wallop me for horrendous results
but i have the most understanding folks in the WWW :P

anyhows.
we headed to ikea for brunch!
and dad wanted me to drive
as usual
the conversation goes

"do you want to drive"
"erm no"
"no, i want you to drive"
"dokays, only if you wouldnt scold me"

and then the worst thing happen. we all got into the car. i adjusted the seat. the rear mirror. got the mirrors to open and stuff
and then i started the engine and pull down the handbrakes, and my foot left the brakes
and i ASKED DADDDY
what was wrong and why the car wasnt moving
HAHAHA

and then it turned out to be the gear was still In parking
omggggggggggg
and he called me a bimbo

and at ikea again
i made some stupid comment
which inspired daddy to think i was a donkey.

anyhows. im EXCITED
got some frames and boxes and a study lamp for london
and
i am returning to IKEA
ROARRRR

hahaha and anyhows again
after ikea
i returned home to nice emails!
so ade was really happpppppppyyyyyyyy
whoopeeees
and
off to pack the entire cupboard
hahaha shoving things in boxes, telling sissy
look, im closing a chapter of my life

hahaha but i was just shoving things and things and stuffs
and if the cupboard sags, dad is going to kill me :)
whoopees

lets seee
my nose will not stop leaking!
yikes
and everything is tasteless. its so SAD
omg
but im still eating like an ade.
BAD




grace where are uuuuuuuu
what if it doesnt stop rainingggggg
i think i will cry if i cant ahem swim
and ahem run
hahaha
and ahem lose weight
hahahahaha

and sherry u gotta come or i will cry!

hahahaha mommy is being ridiculous, asking me weird things at weird times of the day
and asking where i was
because the house was so quiet
when i retreated into my room without saying a sound
so IM GOING over to their room!
to hang out with the oldies
heee
ho hum :) yay
be back in a jiffy!

HEY
COME BACK QUICK :)

hee hee
i yam seek
andd
a leetle beet hung gree

wheepeedoodles
no more work

but im sick
freakingggggggggggggg
arghhhhhhh

haha and maurice had to sleep in the same room as me yesterday
was complaining that, that was how i used to blow my nose everynight before i slept, back in melville. hee strange aint it!
hahaha so the bin is filled with balls of tissue!!!!
whoopee :)

cartwheels

wish us luck for the presentation
and i hope my runny nose + sore throat goes away
was so painful when i woke up
but i had peeepagao! haha and its a little weenybit better now :)

ho ho ho
be right back :)

hey daddy and mommy
think im going to chalet with grace from sunday to wed! heehee more abt this soon!

haha chip in the pocket so cuteeeeee

elaineeee heee so pretty in that blouse and make up today!MET KOHJI at cityhall
hahahaah SO FUNNYYYY this dude.


hahaha check out the rollers. cos they didnt want to talk to me, i was talking to myself at the backseat