today was a day out with j
the 31st july
the supposed-anniversary
haha
so he gave me 3 roses
2 red for love and a pink for friendship
he says

and said that the 2 were the 2 years of love, and that it was a pity that the 3rd year was incomplete or something

was very true. but sad, i got a little sniffly reading the card.
haha but still im glad it got to him
i really hope j will find somebody better
but yeaaa
looks like im not helping him at all!


and then we got down to talk about stuff
and he got so upset
and then i got sobby and almost went bonkers when i told him about how he screwed up my exams.
and stufff and that if his exams were so important to him,
how come he could still be selfish enough to affect mine

haha though hmm. i have myself to blame for the horrendous grades.
but at the end of the day
we parted as happy friends!

hahahaah mommy is sick of my side profile
OMG THAT C-U is infecting me with side views.
this is baddddd
im going to slim wrap my left profile of the face!
then i'll show both sides!