ok funny how i knew it all along.

but i still neeeded sissy to wake me up from this one dream again

.

face the truth girl.

u re going nowhere.

your grades wont get you anyway

you are after all just an average student

.

sorry daddy

im a huge disappointment

but i really hope you know i tried my best

i did.

at least i think i did.

.

and no sissy i didnt slip.

the Os were nothing

i was never at the top.

you were deceived.

not meeee

genius my foot.

pui.

.

but thats not going to stop me from trying.

the thought of not being able to achieve the minimal 4 As that everyone s gonna get is

suddenly too realistic for me

im scared

i think i screwed up my bio really bad

i guess i have no choice but to work on bio tmr

.

ohwells

today was one long cold day at smu.

attempting physics.

in this cold cold unfamiliar classroom

but mighty hightech place

if u re looking for somewhere convenient, new, clean, techy, exciting

go to smu

if u wanna be a loser and a school drop out like me

ha.

go get ur results and die.

.

im so worried for my s-es

again,

i know im afterall just an average student.