im back to bitch mode. hee just showered. SO COLDDDDDDDDDD. i threw on loads of stuff today. ALTHOUGH my track pants are so tight now. omg im worried. did it shrink or did my ass grow bigger o_O


i ve got a good mind to be mad at a lot of people and a lot of things
but those people could just have been me, making those annoying mistakes.
take for instance

going to church on sunday mornings
we
have
never
been on time.

not one sunday
i dont mean to be anal about this
but i mean i take the extra effort to get up early on time.
so does chong, to be exact at 815 to shower.

so that we can at least try to be at church early and get better seats

but haha i end up sitting around waiting at their place
and we're usually 10-20 minutes late
yea im pretty annoyed
but chong comes apologising to me, when its not even his fault.
and not like an apology from any of them would make me feel better.

hahaha and i just got disconnected

i feel so in need of talking to someone now
and thats when i realise i do miss LL.
i mean she could be messy and insensitive at times
but at the end of the day,

really, im not close to any of the rest
though granted, they're all so nice.

its almost sad how when we talk, we talk about her only
and that seems to be the topic most of the time

im sick of this life.
life still sucks

esp when u keep disconnecting hehee stupid router.

we sleep we wake up we eat we study we go back to sleep
i cant wait to go back to sg
but thats ah hah.
when all the problems start again

im miserable. and i suggest a couple of hours of nap would do me good right now
heehee
then i ll wake up and finish off my presentation. :D