i have lost the drive to mug
ARGH

stupid ciabatta
occupying so much space in my tummy
raymand just came by to ask me what i was doing on a friday night
and i said nothing
and suggested that i joined them at the PUB
i said i cant drink
and
im sulking here
because i AM NOT WORKING
and life is unfair
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHhh
ok i feel like throwing up
IM PMSING
and dad said he's not bringing me to BINTAN
ah. ah . ahhh

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my feet. poor feet still aching. where's my john mayer
sheesh
HAHAHAHA
erm suzanne vega s fine too
i feel like sleeping
zzzzzzzzzzz
concentrate!
concentrate
this is a game of concentrationnnnnnnnnnnnn
freak it

i need a happy fruit
EEW why is bloody titanic playing.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
i shall go read my bible before i study
maybe God will have answers for me

on why things are going all wrong
for me
myself
and
ADE

where is my MOMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMYYYYYYYYYY
sob, wish mommy was here, she could play her scrabble while i study
i miss home
what is wrong with me.