yes im weird, but i dont care. i love these!  

silly j setting up the camera to show me his parade i missed 

dreyers SO NICE BUT ITS GONE now! :( 

haha the perfect match for that.  

my baldie model acting cool! i got him the shirt from esprit! 

hahaha daytona daytona daytona 

my confident look before my race 

joel, after winning stupid daytona. my best lap 1725 was better than his! 

such pretty stuff 

guess what's inside! 

chicken kaminabe so special RIGHTTTTTTTt. soup on paper! 

my favourite shishamo shio yaki! 

salmon skin! 

the core of the apple! joel ate the chocolate ball thingy. we couldnt split it. was too hard 

its not a real apple! 

PRESENTING THE APPPLEEEEEE dessert snack!!! ade stupidly asks the waitress if its a real apple. me and my stupid mouth. 

just when i didnt expect joel
he went to school to get me.
it was 6ten by then . and i had left because daddy came earlier.
:(
things have stopped going right for me.
but joel came along for prayer meeting
and was so naughty. laughing at nothing. and not praying properly. haha
and his nose bled. hiaks
and he had to tell eve how to park the car twice.
.
but i praise the Lord that he came out from NS safe, and has completed his BMT nicely.

now i am so concerned for maurice. i really care and im always so worried.
but i really hope my worries are unfounded.
he's after all so much more mature than me.

yea im crushed
and i dont know if i have the stamina to go on
to be deceived again?

haha oh yea. i got dumped
carried all those rubbish biscuits in vain.
and one of the 5 packets i bought dropped on the floor.
and burst. so i had to pick them up one by one, YAADDDDDA
but there was fish head curry at home. so wasnt tt bad.
.
on the bright side, i met sherry for lunch today
went to crystal jade kitchen, my nightmare place
where i got food poisoning/stomach flu the other time.
hahaha
we had like yummy sea bass with black bean sauce or something
its so nice i can FAINT.
hehee
and that yucky noodles, which i decided i hate a lot. :(
makes me feel like puking.
and I WISHED i could hang out longer with sherry
(her ian's hilarious.
he reminds me of joel back then, when we first started. )
but i was late
missed my bus
and i cabbed to school from pasir ris.
/
my cab fares are insane.
no more cabbies for me.
gosh im so tired. maybe i ll turn in like NOWWwww hahahaha
..
he will rejoice over you
if you could only hear his voice
you would hear the lord rejoice
rejoicing over you, rejoicing over you, rejoicing over you,
with singing

i will praise you lord, for all eternity
your glory oh lord, is an awesome thing.

this is my favourite song. bobby michaels
hee who came to church on sunday for worship
i love his songs. so we got his cd.

driving today was funny.
suhaimi makes me feel smart hhaha
but then he'll begin his usual stuff of how my bf can tahan me.
oh and lynn walked by and waved today
suhaimi thought lynn was his student and waved back haha
so loserish. hee but ya. so then i was talking to her, when kit fay came.

so the three of us were like standing in the middle of nowhere talking and some stupid instructor drove by to scold us for standing in the middle of the road.
haha

.
the kiddies' junior olympic day is on friday.
i am so excited. because its talent fiesta first, then junior olympic day.
i wish i could take part. the school is full of talents. whoopeee
i have a terrible headache
joel is popping tmr.
and he's mad im not going. but i promised him dinner.
now its up to him to return tt promise of whether he'll be available tmr.
i HOPE SHERRY LUNCHES with me tmr. :)

my lazy saturday
was spent with mommy watching korean drama-mama shows
which are really nice. im trying hard not to watch too many so that poor j can watch too when he comes out.
a weekend without a bf is pretty sad and no-lifeish.
haha its like u work an entire week to look forward to nothing
but dinner was good
our buffet dinner never happened because galvin refused to come home for dinner
had his plans
so yea
we bought dinner back
and ate it at the poolside
so it was very nice. and windy
and i was happy.
just the four of us.
mom dad eve me.
so we just finished another disc. and its time for bed
yay
sissy s finally going to church.
i dont have to take the bus!
maybe she'll let me drive tmr.
heh
yea right.
.
wonder if i'll see him tmr.
bought him those baby biscuits haha im sure everyone remembers those colored thingys.
childhood memories baby.

just watched
"my boyfriend is type B"
haha the show's pretty funny
chauvinistic men
.
i wanna drive drive drive,
must go for more lessons.
it'll be so cool if i can pass by march
YAY
........
WHERE ARE YOU SHERRYYY

i HATE URINALS. there's this sick feeling i get when i see them. haha remember obs. 

haha pretty cool huh ijust love these 

i am in absolute wonder.
of what that man tried to do at the mrt station this afternoon
was he planning to run away with my handphone
what was he thinking,
we were inside the station. there was no way he could get away
did he think that i was some kiddy all ready to be victimised
i dont know. so he claimed he had no idea where his wife and son are
and he wanted to call them
so i said, payphone
he said, no, they dont answer payphone numbers
yea right. told him to head to the control station. he was like "no la no la, cannot one."
"why dont you lend me some money. "
long pause
"dont worry dont worry, i 'll give u my contact number and details. i ll return it"
"I AM A KID. I HAVE NO MONEY"
and he moved so close i got scared. so i started to walk backwards.
and then my train came and he said some stuff and i scrambled to board it
it occurred to me later, that you know if he ever turned violent, i would have been lying on the tracks or something.
i just got so scared on the train, wondering if he would follow me in.
too afraid to take out my handphone
and like after a while, i messaged daddy and mr.an to feel better.
walked while turning my head a few times to make sure
.
and then
what was i thinking
he was prolly some poor guy who was pretty desperate. i should have given him 10 bucks and walked away.
but dont talk to strangers dont talk. how can i call myself a teacher when I DONT FOLLOW that simple rule.
ass.

ze big day

day started off with driving sleepily.
and very little sleep cos i was talking to sis.
.
you know i got more than what i wanted
and i m very very thankful
just before the papers,
joel and i just sat there in his room,
praying
and we had to keep telling ourselves, to not be bothered about the outcome
to realise
that God has a greater plan.
like you know.
if i dont do well enough to go overseas,
perhaps its meant for me to stay
maybe im not ready to go
maybe im not mature enough to be by myself
maybe people here need me, yadda
and that calmed me down so much.
.
so when miss lo told me not to be worried, i was like already so glad
and when i saw the gp i fluked, i wanted to cry as i hugged her
joel did really well too
so did zhen A1 for gp, siao
sherry and grace too :) guys im so happy for you!
lets go out fags soon. grex's treat. she feels rich
.
j and i caught rumour has it, not very good and my hot Jennifer is getting old
we all grow old but she's still pretty. i like i like
hee and i wanted to shop because i was like , mmommy wont stop me today
no one cannnnnnnnnnn

whooppeee. but i didnt,
headed to marche for dinner
was happy there
ate a lot
had a little lovers' spat there
screwed up the day
day ended off like shit
and its my fault
all over again
but i apologised
.
dont be angry honey
you know if i havent said it already,
joel has helped me so much for this A levels.
yea and he sacrificed a lot of his time for me. all the staying back after school,
all the travelling to my place just to teach me stuff,
buying me food to keep me going, im so glad u know for such a boyfriend haha mush mush. whatever
.
and of course daddy, who's always there to advise me and scold me for being distracted and stuff hahaha
and who smsed me before my results not to worry cos he promise not to cane me. hee
.
but the one thing that made me happiest today was maurice's grades
i was so thrilled and happy for him, i mean like i have always wanted him to do well
and he did pretty good. so ya i was so excited.
my hard work did pay off too. :)
.
so i cannot stop praising God, for His works in my life.
Father, i would not have done it without you.

joel looking hungry! 

presenting, joel and chubby cheeks ade ! 

hee drowning meat. i need a new cam.  

hee what would i do without bread in my life? 

hee mY MUSHROOMYY yum yum soup 

haha my favourite garlic sausage rosti. hee it has everything i love, rosti, sausage, and GARLIC hee 

joel, on nice green steps.