ze big day

day started off with driving sleepily.
and very little sleep cos i was talking to sis.
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you know i got more than what i wanted
and i m very very thankful
just before the papers,
joel and i just sat there in his room,
praying
and we had to keep telling ourselves, to not be bothered about the outcome
to realise
that God has a greater plan.
like you know.
if i dont do well enough to go overseas,
perhaps its meant for me to stay
maybe im not ready to go
maybe im not mature enough to be by myself
maybe people here need me, yadda
and that calmed me down so much.
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so when miss lo told me not to be worried, i was like already so glad
and when i saw the gp i fluked, i wanted to cry as i hugged her
joel did really well too
so did zhen A1 for gp, siao
sherry and grace too :) guys im so happy for you!
lets go out fags soon. grex's treat. she feels rich
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j and i caught rumour has it, not very good and my hot Jennifer is getting old
we all grow old but she's still pretty. i like i like
hee and i wanted to shop because i was like , mmommy wont stop me today
no one cannnnnnnnnnn

whooppeee. but i didnt,
headed to marche for dinner
was happy there
ate a lot
had a little lovers' spat there
screwed up the day
day ended off like shit
and its my fault
all over again
but i apologised
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dont be angry honey
you know if i havent said it already,
joel has helped me so much for this A levels.
yea and he sacrificed a lot of his time for me. all the staying back after school,
all the travelling to my place just to teach me stuff,
buying me food to keep me going, im so glad u know for such a boyfriend haha mush mush. whatever
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and of course daddy, who's always there to advise me and scold me for being distracted and stuff hahaha
and who smsed me before my results not to worry cos he promise not to cane me. hee
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but the one thing that made me happiest today was maurice's grades
i was so thrilled and happy for him, i mean like i have always wanted him to do well
and he did pretty good. so ya i was so excited.
my hard work did pay off too. :)
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so i cannot stop praising God, for His works in my life.
Father, i would not have done it without you.