Sunday, December 25, 2005

hee universal studios Posted by Picasa
hee this was taken at the airport in florida. Posted by Picasa
was looking around
i decided lynn is pretty
hahaha i realise shafia prom pictures are very pretty
and sissy thinks s- looks like joel!!
oh my gosh so many s-es
and that im the only one jobless ARGH I WANT A JOB. i will go work at fullerton. i will go waitress at erm erm ritz. and get my work experience for cornell if they want me! and then give tuition on weekends. hahaha FUN.
.

i need to pooooo .

anna s partying. sherry has highlighted hair. grace is lovesick. penny is asking if maurice can go over to so she can see him topless.

zhen is suggesting we have a gettogether!!
hee okay sweethearts/ since everyone knows everyone else. thats cool right.

okay i should be turning in!

merrry christmas guys i LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU. :) grin
oh im so tired.
today was a mighty long day
sissy woke me up at 7tish. saying she couldnt sleep. everyone s still suffering from jetlag. and then all 4 of us were up. and we went for prata breakfast. of course the boys ate prata on top of something else. it was so cool. just the four of us. it felt nice. like we were kinda grown up you know. and then we went supermarket shopping for salady stuff and yong tau foo. somehow something like that was fun too. and the rest of the day was sissy and i were in the kitchen working hard and cleaning. the salad turned out good. the brownies sucked. arghhhhhhhhh but HARHAR. i put in so much effort okay. and chocolate sucks. its bitter. yuk i had a hard time licking them off my fingers. haha

and then off to joel s place for dinner. whoah i ate till i died. and then there were those mini cornettos. and everyone was so happy opening their christmas presents. that was so cute. hee we tried to hide ann's big garfield in her room but she simply walked past it without realising! im exhausted. havent had much rest for the past few days ever since i got back. i can like not smile and have my eyebags sag like nobody s business EWWWWWWW. im tired. sissy s up and alive playing with gobi s cartoon drawing book because she just woke up.

Saturday, December 24, 2005

hee so today. was spent watching the family stoneeeeeee so so so so so so nice!!! i like. haha its supposed to be a comedy but i cried at the last part hahahaha im so embarrassed. but joel didnt know. i mean tears actually trickled down my cheek hahahahah but but but i think he didnt realise cos he was probably crying tooo hahahaha just kidding.

had a good chat with anna last night. NICE!!!! to talk talk talk. naughty naughty girl

hahahaha sherrry ishow you something.
cant wait to see you and grace too. eh why dont we go out for dinner some weekday. haha

so im meeting anna next thurs and going to penny's next tues. yay.
christmasssy

Thursday, December 22, 2005

HELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLOOOOOOO. haha how come my blog looks so boring and plane. hahaha but who cares. i just decided that im tired. the entire family woke up at like 8tish in the evening. while i was out all day with fatty-an! haha and we got our pictures at suntec and had sushi and stuffffffff. and and and i hate the pictures so much. joel loooks so nice and suave in it. and i look like a piece of shit. ARGH what s with the stupid smile. hahahaha i hate taking pictures. as of today! deal. im tired. and broke. .i ll borrow money from sissy to go shoppping. hahahaa
hee hi guys im back. hated the flight. bloody flight. bloody babies. i need a nap.

Tuesday, December 13, 2005

haha i finished my interview say many many hours ago
hahaha
and the lady was so nice
but i dont know how i did
i hope i ddint screw it up
because i felt so small. and so young there
everyone else had make up on and stuff
and they looked 18
i looked 5.
so that kinda sucked
but itried my best to smile
hahaha
and stand tall.
as joel has always taught me.
and maybe i did okay
but she toold me it was highly competitive
sob. what are the chances man.
i guess i ll be happy if i get in, an di f i dont, thats fine, i ll stay in sg. yoo hoo.
save lives
deliver babies
hahaha
your babies sherry quekquek
your babies grace lim
your BABIES anna cheng

I don’t know how a dream can do so much to me

Well today , this dream did

I realized just how important the family means to me

That when I woke up, I just prayed and prayed. Prayed and thank God for teaching me so many lessons in just one dream

The dream is pretty vague now

Was about people jumping out of our suitcases continuously

Like we couldn’t kill them or get rid of them

And they wanted to get rid of us.

In a way, it was like a crisis for the family

And immediately, In the dream, we prayed out loud. We just prayed and prayed for courage for strength to deal with the problem. And we also prayed to God, prayed that evelyn and I could share as much as we know about God to the rest of the family.

It taught me a very good lesson.that I should never wait till the last moment to share this one very important life-saving message to the world. To my family and friends whom I love very much especially. You know, guys, when you read this, I hope it doesn’t put you off. When we try to share our beliefs, its not that we want to enforce them on you. Its really about us loving you so much that we want you to enjoy what we enjoy

You know. One thing I really believe is that God is so amazing that he makes even the fearful things unfearful. With god, nothing seems impossible. I don’t know how to make it sound so personal. But really, for myself, I believe that God has made me a much stronger person, whenever im scared, I turn to God, and like Im not scared any longer.

You know how like when we were young. When we re scared and stuff, our daddies and mommies seems to solve all kinds of Problem for us, it works the same way, but this time, God solves even more problems. Even BIGGER problems. Even IMPOSSIBLE problems. I don’t know how to explain it. But in my dream. I kinda saw a message, I read that we should never hesitate to spread God’s love to people we love. You know, I didn’t grow up in a Christian family although daddy s side were Christians. Like from what kongkong used to say to us, the bad experiences he had from Christians in his school who used to bully him, in some sense,we tooo developed a slight dislike for Christians. At school, Christian friends try to talk about their God, I asked them “don’t you feel like you re betraying your Chinese cultures and stuff ” its not about that

True, I know when I say I find much comfort in Jesus Christ, others might say their own Gods give t hem comforts too. But if you are non-believers of God, I really hope that you let me share more about my change in life and attitude after having to come know God. Haha I know its hard to believe in an amazing God who can make the day in what 6 days. Shite or issit 7. he rested on Sunday right. Its hard to believe that the human race is not so powerful after all. But I can assure you that in writing all these, im not bullshitting or anything. Im only writing it because you, my friends mean so so so very much to me.im writing this because I hope that some one will stumble upon it and at least read something out of it.

In my dream, I dreamt that Galvin was saved. He carried a cross with him everywhere he went. You know, it isn’t about the church going, about the cell going, the socializing and all that matters. Its about simply believing in God, in believing that Jesus Christ died for our sins, paid for our sins with His blood. Its about believing that our God is amazing, believing that He loves us and only wants the best for us because we are His children. I know it’s a dream for me, to slowly spread God;s love around. because im after all pretty new if you think about it. I accepted Christ when I was 12. and then along the way. Things happen. I maintained to my friends that I was a free thinker. And then again along the way, I changed somehow because evie fell sick. You know in hard times like that, besides really strong family support and wonderful friends sticking around, you still really need God.

U know its very true that when we re happy, we in good times,laughing, smiling, we tend to forget God, but when we re in deep shit, in trouble, God doesn’t say “hey you forgot me when you re happy, now I ll forget u ” its amazing how He chooses to be there for you all the way when you re down. Its amazingggggggg. How He never leaves us alone. Im bad at this, I know im a newbie. Haha but im just sharing my experiences. I hope that you don’t find it bullshit. But when I woke up and started praying. When I prayed the second time, tears just started rolling down my cheeks, teaching me how important it is to save love ones as well.

Please don’t get mad at me for sharing these okay. I m just sharing something from my heart. Really. I think God cures all heartaches, all loneliness, all frustrations. And I guess you have to believe in Him, to experience it for yourself!

I love you guys. I really do J

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gosu the baby! Posted by Picasa
hee yea i know sherry s pictures are always so nice Posted by Picasa
gosu and maurice on the plane! hahaa Posted by Picasa
hahaah this was at the airport. i look fat. YUKKKKKKKKKKKKkk Posted by Picasa
hee with the fagggy fag. so pretty right. hahaah i like!can see her tan lines la. Posted by Picasa
haha this is the class. and shafia cut off at the end! Posted by Picasa
hee the babes of 2S03d. the lady sitting on the far left is miss lo, our CT! haha. looks like one of us. Posted by Picasa
hee manu who wore this low cut thingy. monish picked out the dress for her hahaha just kidding Posted by Picasa
this is mr. lai our chem teacher who bent down for joel! hahahaha Posted by Picasa
haha so this is how he looked like.
the aunty carrying all my barang for me! Posted by Picasa
hee daddy says his jacket looks tight hahahahahahah just kidding. Posted by Picasa
hee daddy says his jacket looks tight hahahahahahah just kidding. Posted by Picasa
haha prom prom. stupid prom.
but this is my lovely DATE! Posted by Picasa

Monday, December 12, 2005

hee. hello im online! at ithaca now. and it was snowing on the way here!
its a very nice place. although pretty dark already since when we got here it was like almost five. its like this small cosy town with NOBODY. its super mi ghty ulu. and we kinda drove past cornell jus t now. hahaha its nice!o oh boy. now it seems super hard to get in. sob. hahaha
yay
hi sherry i got your email! okay i ll look out for you. and maybe get to you again. haha but if you buy your shoes first, then email me quickly okay. hahaha although my internet connection here doesnt last long.
only hilton offers complimentary internet access! hee
okayyy how do i upload pictures"? hahaha
prom sucks
i was talking about ny.
cold cold ny!

Thursday, December 08, 2005

hey sweeties. im off to ny tmr. let me know if you guys want anything from over there okayyyyyy. can email me. the gmail. one. adeeeebay@gmail.com hahaha cos i ll be checking that one. and i love you guys.
sherry the food was disgusting. and i hate prom. good thing you saved your 88 bucks. hahaha okay byebye darlings.

Tuesday, December 06, 2005

hee. i cant believe myself. this is so gay.
i actually spent 5 hours playing DINER DASH
hahaha the stupid mouse is not working and i had to use the notebook s mousey thingy.
whoah i can see my finger somehow twisted in a pretty awkward angle. scary!
.
okay its one thirty
i need to clear my computer. it has way too much shite
by the way
chicken little is really funny
man i laughed so hard.
hhahaha
and i was practically screaming
though we did get 2nd row seats.
HMMMMMMMMMMM

Sunday, December 04, 2005

and i guess in some ways you may find me sick for using all sorts of ways of getting to know what i want to know.
but its not stopping me.
i wont stop until you come out of your shell and give me what i want
.
i seek your honesty
your love
your patience
your endurace
your concern
.
and when i dont get any of those
i fall
and even you cant pick me up.
.
you said you left but i see you there.
you can tell me how much its hurting you but you dont see my hurt
.
its way past 2 . i have church tmr. good night!
it was a good day out today
shall put pictures up soon
courtesy of sheerry
unlike grace who brings her camera out and refuses to ttake pictures with us cos she s lazy hahaha idiot
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Saturday, December 03, 2005

haha
sats today
subjects satsy
physics killed me a little. i bet j.el found it easy
hahah jean gave me a lift to the station!
yay
and then met sherrry
MAN MAN MAN she was early today for the FIRST TIMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE in her entire life. my entire life .
hahaha
so she had to wait for me. hiakssssssssss.
evil grin
and then when we got to buona vista, grace wasnt there yetttttttt
hahaha
strange!
usually she s around a little early
so when she came, sherry and i walked off straight away and pretended to be angry
then we asked her why she turned up half an hour late.
we kinda bluffed her that we were supppppposed to be earlier and we waited very long and stuff
and SHE BEING THE AC dude she was, BELIEVED USSSSSSSS
hahaha what did i tell you.
sherry s the biggest faker on earth
and only silly people believe her
.
and then we headed to holland v.
where i actually lost my way
found a nice place at breko.
grace s recommendation
was pretty dark nice and cosy
and then we went shopping.
saw suling, and ying tze
took pictures
and had coffeee
nice okayyyyyyyy
and it ffelt good sitting at star bucks talking nonsense for a change
instead of mugging or something
hahaha sherry s such a ...
talking about hormones when one gets pregnant.
and grace is my favourite friend.
hahahaa she s so frank and honest that i love her
so i hereby present her with the best vacuum cleaner award
and sherry
hahaahha SHE S SO HOT AND SEXY
i LIKEEEEEEEE
too bad the clubber ditched wl to go clubbing today!
hahaha but she had a good dinner for her grandma s birthday anyway
roar.
cornell is still sleeping!
wakee wakeeeeeeeeeee

Friday, December 02, 2005

sats tmr yuk

grace is back! yay. looking forward to a day with you guys
sherry s shopping too much
maybe she has a boyfriend
and grace can update us on scandalous chalet with rex
hahaha she pretended its a class chalet la.
okay she s gonna kill me now
see you tmr.
.
loving can be painful sometimes
but i d rather love.
because life without any kind of love is just meaningless.
bak kut teh at sin min. its really good :) Posted by Picasa

Thursday, December 01, 2005

i have a big big blister on my right toe
pop pop it!
ouch
stupid wretched shoe. i ll bite you one day
am tired. sleepy i wish i could sleep till as long as i want.

Wednesday, November 30, 2005

hmmm
hmmmm hmmm hmmmm.
wheee
crystal dunno what jade at bugis s pretty nice!
it just opened!
go try it out
.
wild wild wet yesterday
haha poor joel
i was practically sulking and giving him death-threat stares because i was mad that there was no sun.
was pretty good i must say
just pretty little rides
but the samsung ride thingy was so cool
like they just push you off this slope and its like the skateboarding thingy you go up down up down
hahaha and because we were so fat
we could move more than the others
heavier mass i think
hee!
.
so cool we think alike
how could all three of us be at Pasir Ris on the same dayyyyyyyy?
heee
saw grace sandwiched between wayne and rex at the interchange
and she practically ignored me
until i just stood behind and stared at her till she turned around.
heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
and then
sherry called to say she was in sk's house and told me to like walk to some canal or something. hiaks
thought she wanted to tell me she saw grace making out with rex thereeee
hahahhahaaha just kidding sweetie.
noone reads my blog anyway.
so funnnnnnnnn.

Monday, November 28, 2005

yay
i got my dresss
shopping today was tiring
i love mau's shirt!!!
but he didnt get his blazer
hahaha
i think he s pretty disappointed!
but boys shouldnt spend money on clothes
they should be spending money on girls!!!
.
and whoah its like almost 2.
and i ve been playing 4 hours of games with gosubay hahahhaa
so fun!
i hate losing though.
i need to build up those skills. hahahah

Sunday, November 27, 2005

worship today
jason said it was off.
hmm i guess i d never understand in that sense. i really dont have the music in me to tell.
and he said he wouldnt judge and that the band is much better than how we played. and i felt like
oh no. im the new player. was it MEEEE who was playing badly?
because i had this impression they unplugged me today hahaha
.
yea these things aside
sissy maurice joel and i had chicken rice for lunch after church
yay maurice and joel came to watch me!
poor thing. both didnt get enough sleeep. hee
sissy s a pig. she slept so much so its fine.
and anyway it did feel nice sitting down together.
though i ate so much and almost exploded
.
then we headed home together.
wanted to hail a cab since there were four of us.
but 9 came instead
hee
.
blahblah
supposed to play tennis
but thank god joel changed his mind
hahahaha
so we went to eastcoast instead
and somebody cant even make up his mind to like pick the bike
like a double or 2 singles or something
hhhaaha
and the guy got pissed with us for changing our minds
and demanded joel gave him a gummy (pooh)bear
(but he didnt!)
anyways we rode the double in the end
and lazy fatty joel was hanging his feet everywhere but the pedals
so ade pedalled most of the time
haahh nah
but he did it so many times
even up the hill.
bad bad boy.
.
dinner at katong
yummy porridge cos im still sick
and he had porridge plus laksa
and ROJAK
fatty boy how come u re never fat
groawl
its a roar and a growl , 2-in-1
hahahaha
.
yay mommy s bring maurice and i prom shopping tmr.
(if daddy agrees)
i hate being fat.
it stinkssssssssss.
hahaha
.
and my ass hurts now
ouch
happy birthday janicia!!!!

Saturday, November 26, 2005

hee worship practice today was pretty fun
thank God pearlyn s playing too.
so i can like hide behind and like pretend to play all the freaking F#m cords hahaha
and like the kiddie choir s so cute
but irritating
"teacher can you make those two change place? they keep talking(while singing)"
'teacher he stand at my place, i stand there just now first"
and they were stepping on each other s toes
little boys. 5 or 6 perhaps?
rascals
and they only sing loudly at parts they re really familar with
like towards the middle of the song, they go really soft so janying has to lead them. hee hee
the guitar s heavy
4 hours of practice was really tiring. but i enjoy singing those songs. they were pretty nice :) hee
worship to worship GOd.
thank you Lord for making me better to go for practice
but now i feel sick again
and i have to head down at 8 tmr. that s like so early HMMPH!
oh no i better find a day for mommy
she s bored and she wants to go shopping hee
poor thing
my mommy s sucha sweetheart
oh yay they re speaking to each other again
(mommy and maurice
sherry, his birthday just past, haha and he refused to cut his cake, i was so sadddddd)
im so pleased
im so delighted
im very very very happppppyy
.
its been a not so good day today though
woke up at 7tish, 8tish and 10tish
because i fell pretty sick today
heee
im sorry to gross you out
but my mucus was like green in color
and i just couldnt stop sneezing
hahaha
galvin s sick, maurice is pretty sick too
we re all sickkkkkkkk.
.
hahaha and this morning
instead of packing my wardrobe and trying on clothes like i always have
i decided to pack my rooom
MANNNNNN
i took twomillion hours
and i think im going to fall "sicker" than ever.
dusty mama
and galvin doesnt like to use anybody else s notes
so i guess i ll have to throw it away in the end
heee
we should really consider giving tuition next year
you know,
sissy thinks i ll miss mugging too much. so tuition s a good idea.
hahaahahhaa
nah
but YAY i dont care sherry you promise to work with me next year
so YOU CAN SPEND TIME WITH ME EVERYDAYYYYYYY
and maybe we ll ask maurice along tooo
k e l ly se rvices or something i think
then you can get to know him better hahahaha and how short he is.
then you can ask GRACE or SK or ANYBODY ELSE along and we ll have lots of fun
i promise
sissy had lots of fun working there okayyyyyyyyyy.
..
uh oh
daddy wants me to work on my essays now
and he thinks my writing s so P.S.L.E
crapppppppppp
hahaha
heading out in a while
worship practice later
im PLAYING TMR for service!
havent touched the guitar in like twomillion and one years!

Friday, November 25, 2005

haha
hmm
bloody chem s was so hard
physics was much better
but chem s was hard
the whole world and joel could DO.
but i couldnt.
not fun
.
and lets see by the time we got to town today, it was 6 and no harry potter till late at 8tish.
joel was sad.
hahaahha
and then hmm,
had dinner at SOUP
man
its so freaking ex.
4o+ on what soup, chicken and ribs
haahahah
but the samsui chicken was so so so so gooooooooood.
pak pak KAIR
hahahaha
and then i tried on some dresses at daniel yam
im fat
oh no
YUK
disgusting
joel thinks i stand with my chest and stomach out cos im lazy hahahahaa
im embarrassed
.
and im home
tired
feeling not exactly very fantastic
haha.
life isnt very interesting, is it.
i dont even know what im doing after all these.
JOEL s dating me FOR PS!!! yayyyyyyyyyyyyyy so fun
he has the steering wheel thingy. i cant wait
.
haha and tooday i made joel spill about all my bad points
HMMMMMMMMMMM
come on come on tell me my bad points

Thursday, November 24, 2005

oh God, what s wrong with him
please let me talk to him.
i really want to know whats wrong
let us be there for him
.
i dont want anything to happen.
but he wouldnt even cut his cake
and he s like in his room doing nothing
but staring into space.

Tuesday, November 22, 2005

ok funny how i knew it all along.
but i still neeeded sissy to wake me up from this one dream again
.
face the truth girl.
u re going nowhere.
your grades wont get you anyway
you are after all just an average student
.
sorry daddy
im a huge disappointment
but i really hope you know i tried my best
i did.
at least i think i did.
.
and no sissy i didnt slip.
the Os were nothing
i was never at the top.
you were deceived.
not meeee
genius my foot.
pui.
.
but thats not going to stop me from trying.
the thought of not being able to achieve the minimal 4 As that everyone s gonna get is
suddenly too realistic for me
im scared
i think i screwed up my bio really bad
i guess i have no choice but to work on bio tmr
.
ohwells
today was one long cold day at smu.
attempting physics.
in this cold cold unfamiliar classroom
but mighty hightech place
if u re looking for somewhere convenient, new, clean, techy, exciting
go to smu
if u wanna be a loser and a school drop out like me
ha.
go get ur results and die.
.
im so worried for my s-es
again,
i know im afterall just an average student.

Monday, November 21, 2005

oops i did it again. sorry.
on the bright side
i learned how to cook today!
from mr. great chef
who refused to let me sleep while he cooked today
so i was made to chop onions and tomatoes
and bossed around his kitchen
so i decided to skive and gosssip with ann instead.
hee
spaggie today was nice
dont be silly
i love it.
ann s just jealous.
.
and sherrry s acting like a HUGE baby on google talk now
hahaha
oh grow up.

Sunday, November 20, 2005

hmm
should i go into children's ministry and take care of really small little kiddies at sunday school
or should i do worship
worship's gonna take up saturdays too
but i dont know what it means to be in the children's ministry.
dance ministry s a little out. though natasha did ask. because i cant dance and tash s a pro.
youth. sissy may be coteaching a sec one class with pearlynfroggie.
and nomore.
i dont know what i want.
am i being selfish?



and ignore me. exams just aggravate everything
why do i always go seek trouble
and find myself tangled into troubles and whirling thoughts that wont go away.
stupid girl

let things happen.

dont be selfish ade
im not im not.
ok then here re my blessings.
haha.

Saturday, November 19, 2005

hmm. dumbo.
i cant go shopping anymore.
it depresses meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
so guess whyyyy.

hmm lets see
the exams are almost over
i dont feel happy
not quite yet
.
its depressing.
prom
eeeeeeeeeew.

Thursday, November 17, 2005

caught his game.
and although i couldnt understand the game.
i was so excited.
and his face after he lost korean avatar, looked sad
wanted to go over and give him a hug
knowing that he would only push me away.
hahaha.
at least he was picked for the homerun game on stage.
think he ll be on channel U tonight!
yay.
that s the baby of the family for you.

Wednesday, November 16, 2005

Yo'momma so fat when she puts her foot down she clears rain forests.

Yo'momma so fat when she sings, it's over! .

Yo'momma so fat when she sits on my face I can't hear the stereo. .

Yo'momma so fat when she sweats everyone around her wears raincoats! .

Yo'momma so fat when she tripped over on 4th Ave she landed on 12th. .

Yo'momma so fat when she turns around its her birthday. .

Yo'momma so fat when she turns around they throw her a welcome-back party. .

Yo'momma so fat when she walks in high heels she strikes oil. .

Yo'momma so fat when she walks she leaves snail tracks.... .

Yo'momma so fat when she wears a yellow raincoat people say "Taxi!" .

Yo'momma so fat when she wears a Malcom-X t-shirt, helicopters land on her..

haha oh i just love these.
gobi appeared on tv last night. so adorable.
alright!
the exams are like in the midst midst. we have a week and a half to go
say yay
.
i have the most terrible headache in the whole wide world
but a good thing my cramps and all came at the right time.
:) PRAISE HIM
yayyyyyyyyy
.
oh sherry how was ur econs.
full MARKS or not
hahaha
and grace baboon. dont tell me u finished ur exams already.
hahaah remember we must celebrate sherry s post birthday okies
yayyyyyyyyyy.
.
caught oliver twist today
my my
i do think its a good showwww.
like such a classic.
i enjoyed it
though no romance. no comedy
not a chic flick at all. no no.
but it was good.
and im glad we caught the show.
uh oh i made joel broke again
cos i forgot to bring my wallet out
hahaha
what an idiot with a capital I.
poor joel had to run all the way back up to our lockers to look for it before our paper so that i could have my id
and he couldnt find it
and got a nose bleed on his way back.
on top of that.
he felt like throwing up during his papers
im SORRRRRRRRRYYYYYYYY.
what a stupid abcdegfhijkllmnop you have.
argh
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Sunday, November 13, 2005

im like so glad i went for church today
how more aptly could it be said
/
that we should forgive one another seventy times seven times.
if i we could ever reach that level of true forgiveness
how much more can GOD forgive you for your sins.
so much.
so much
i feel better knowing that i can run back to Him when i fault.
.
thought about the times i told myself to forgive
but yet feel this tugging to hold back
and like WHOAH i derserve the right to be angry
to be hateful
but no.
after today and always.
it makes me want to forgive everyone who have "wronged" me in someway or another.
just like how i have wronged others
ha.
lets see how long this side of ade will last.

Saturday, November 12, 2005

ok
one thing about the As.
its making me FAT
and do i like it?

no.
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHH

stupid joel s going to call me fateline again


grace honey you re going to be FINEEEEEEEEE
and your t-rex is prolly stressed over the big bad exams~

and one more thing.
the post on ur blog?
was it ME you were missing/
cos i MISS YOU TOOOO
hahhahahaha
sherry s jealous. i can smell it.

Saturday, November 05, 2005

"as i was saying when i come back, u'd still be gone so please dun miss me even though i'll find ways to make my presence felt hahaha whether it's bad or good i dun care teeheehee... and as for me, do u think i'll miss u? hahaha so obvious right. "
.
and more...
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"hafta go eat soemthing first before sleeping.. have a wonderful and enjoyable holiday adeline and since my phone cant work in korea, good morning good afternoon and good night! have lotsa sweet dreams(tsk which means dream of sweet ppl *wink) haha jkjk, and let there not be a dull moment no matter what.. super****'s influence will be missed for while hahaha.. take lotsa care.. treat those wounds yar.. hahahaha "


GUESS WHO EMAILED ME?
on the 8th of June 2004.
coool.

Friday, November 04, 2005

i forgot to add
last night was horrible
i dreamt of someoneeee again.
not the reccent one.
but another person
hee
and i dreeamt tt joel scolded me because of her.
and i was so upset when i woke up
made it a point to write it down so that i would remember exaactly what happened.
but i forgot again.
haha WHY WHY WHY
but joel came today and he didnt scold me.
so it was just a dream.
i heaved a sigh of relief.
hahaha thats so p6


HAPPY BIRTHDAY PENNNYYYY
so joel met sherry today
sherry came at 1 and joel at 5tish
but both left at 630
i feel awful


oops sherry i hope you didnt waste time todayyyyyyyyyy
and oops joel, i think u did waste time. too much time
im so uselessssssss argh

Thursday, November 03, 2005

hee NICE new skin?
hahah after saying my goodbyes to joel on skype and apologising for disturbing him to seek attention, i decided to look for new blogskins.
because i dont know how to study.
its like there s no more motivation. haha and oh no. its 11plus already.
i decided i should learn to blog in good proper english
but yeaaa
haha i am so darn tempted to switch back to singlish and stuffie.
after reading sherry's blog,
i forgot to add that yeaaa, you should never believe her
she s one big bloody liar
hahaha once she told me that bathing in hot water will make you fat
because it makes you expand and stuff
and that we should shower in cold water
and i showered in cold water for a very long timeeee. hahahaha

hee playing with joel s pillow while HE COOKS downstairs

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hee this entry is dedicated to one of my bestest friends in the whole WIDE UNIVERSE
drum rollllll
shera lyn quack quack adopt a duck!
because her birthday s coming
and i realised
i ve dedicated entries to grace and anna so far but not the tallest woman yet.
alphabetical order s not working
heee.
.
this woman for 6 years i have known
how dumb she is , i will never forget
the things she say
and the things she do.
hahaah are just not what an ordinary person what do.
she s weird you could say
she s HIlARIOUS or you could say
but its what so special about her that makes us love HERRRRRRRRRr so much
hahahaha
sherry was one of the closest friends i had in lower sec.
like especially since we both lived pretty closed to each other.
we would go home together and stufff.
but yeaa in sec two. we kinda had a stupid fight
OKAY its not a fight
it was me not being happy.
ahahah and she was there wondering what on earth happened to meee and my sudden coldness
hee guess what.
i was so jealous of her
cos
so many other friends she had
you see.
pretty popular my sherry is
with her character and stuff
and i cant remember but happened. but i guess i wasnt getting enough attention?
hahahaha so i ganged up with charmaine to whine and whine
and somehow things got better
i just its just God s way of putting the best people who really care for you in your life for GOOD.
and yeaaa.
SHE S STAYING FOR GOOD IN MY LIFE RIGHTTTTTT.
heee hee
when i grow up.
i dont want to make babies with sherry
but in not very good english, i do want to make friends with sherry's babies
they will be LONG. like more than 30CM
and hairy. only because she s marrying a sexy hairy angmoh boyfriend.
and they will pretty much like me.
and when her babies are 10, they will be long taller than mee. because i think sherry was my height in p4
hahahahahahah STUPID WOMAN
and hee
even in sec 3 &4
when we werent in the same classss, we still met up for guitar and for after school trips home on mrt.
hahaha she was one of those who insisted dropping off at raffles place instead of city hall.
we remained close to some extent
and hey. even in jc
though she didnt choose to come to rj
and though i was so upset with her choice
hahaha
we still do MEET every now and then
and isnt it amazing
i can call her the weirdest names. like how i call grace
and say the stupidest things to her right in her face.
she still LOVES HER GAY for being such a weirdo.
hahahaaaa she scolds the baddies for me even though sometimes its my fault
she buys me coffee most of the time when i study at star bucks
she shakes her hips while she walks
she sends me pictures of this korean actor just because my mommy loves him.
(ohmygosh i just heard mommy saying that daddy thinks he s handsome too because he thinks the actor looks like him)
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and DID I mention that sherry s the FIRST FRIEND TO OFFER ME A PLACE AS HER BRIDESMAID AND EMCEE ON HER WEDDING DAYYYYYYYY.
yay i hope she finds a guy to marry next year.
i look forward to her gettting a driver's liscence
and driving me around singapore.
i look forward to her growing taller each year and remembering this friend of hers.
and i ll remember her for being sexualine quek
heehee
yay
MAYBE i ll name my daughter sherry after you.
or sheanne remember like i said.
sheralyn and anna
and if grace is jealous. i ll make my son's favourite dinosaur a T-REX hahahahahaha
im cool
hee the kind waiter took this for us after many failed attempts of blurry shots. this was where we moved in. after the rain came.  Posted by Picasa
so prettyyy. seems like we were overseas Posted by Picasa
inside! Posted by Picasa
yay another one brighter Posted by Picasa
outside chijmes but the pictures are pretty dark Posted by Picasa
this is joel. the joel so fat that when he jumped for joy, he got stuck (in the sky) Posted by Picasa


hee this is ann, one of my favourite PERSONS Posted by Picasa

Wednesday, November 02, 2005

today was a good day
because i discovered i could change the font and font size of my yea FONT
hahahah SO FUN!
yay

and today i had a huge FIGHT WITH THE PUIFAT.


likE PHYSICAL FIGHT .
he s NOT A NAN REN!!!
stupid fatty. throw your weight around. physically pushed and threw me around!!!
until i hit my head on the floor.


cos i was trying to change his msn nick to
"its my birthday can WISH ME".
hahahahaha
and his daddy was online.
and i like changed his display picture to something weird.
then i went online and offline a couple of times.
hahahaha and okay. im a MUGGER.
made joel do MATH with me today.
on his birthday
although he was complaining that it was his birthday and he should be playing all day
hee
but it was good


cos HE HAD FULL MARKS for like 2003 s paper
while i had mistakes everywhere.
oh wells. im JEALOUS
hahhaa.
so today
i got him a cake. and wanted to sing him a birthday song and stuff
since he said he hadnt had a cake since sec 2.
and chocolates
and a cushion with our PICTURE on it.
was pretty cool.
but i was horribly afraid he was disappointed.
and i took away clam chowder from the soup spoon
but yea guess
what i kicked it
and everything spilled. i was so so so darn sad and disappointed.
and the bus CAME. so i didnt know how to clean it up. i just took the empty bowl and the sticky plastic and rushed up. BUT THE SILLY BUS left without me.
i was really devastated at that time.
hahaha wanted to call JOEL to get MEEEEEEEE at the station. but yeaaa
i actually ran to the bus which drove away. and tapped on the dooor
hahahaha
he opened the door
and while i smiled an apologetic smile at him. HE REFUSED TO GIVE ANY LOOK. arghhhh
whats wronggg with him.
i did show a sign for him to wait while i pick up my stufff

but for the rest of the day. i was pretty sad. that my GRANDE CLAM CHOWDER WAS ON THE FLOOORRR
and that i irresponsibly walked away.
hmmm.
but pui fat said it was okay. so i pretended it was okay
hee.

and
we headed to town soon after.
sky was dark and stuffie. was gonna rainnnnnnnn.
and we were like worried. because we were planning to have dinner outdoors at chijmes
haha so we walked around and took some pictures
and when we got back it wasnt raining yet. so we gladly set down and stuffff.
ordered quite a bit there.
joel's lambshank
and my ribs
and ginger ale and beer
and calamari
hahaha IM FAT AGAIN.
growl.
i love jason s supermarket
it has nice apple juice
i love it i love it i love it
hahaha and i made joel buy me wholemeal LOTSA GRAIN bread hahaha
so i can eat it for breakfast lunch and dinner!!!
okies. SHOULD STUDY SOON
why did i lose so many bio notes.
.
happy birthday. i had a good time
but THAT WAS NO WAY TO TREAT A LADY.
your kicks and punches!
HAHAHAHA WHY IS THE STUPID THING ON TOP IS BLOCKING ME FROM POSTING PROPERLYYYYYY
i am not HAPPY
HAPPPPPPPPPPPPY 18th FATTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTYYYYYYYYYY BIRTHDAY JOELLEMPUIFATTTTTT

Tuesday, November 01, 2005

was reading livejournal. and the entries i posted at the end of last year.
i want to COMPLAINNNNNNN
AHHHHH AH AH AH AH AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHh.
but its hilarious after you think about it.
and why did i come back from ny saying i was the biggest fool on livejournal. WHY WHY WHY.