our ticket! 

hahaha indians round their coconut pillar 

hahaah on the hammock! 

hee my poser took off his shirt to dry me in the RAIN! 

oops i thought it said GIGOLO. its GIO GIO hahahaha 

tts joel with water.  

hahahaha LOOKS SO DUMB RIGHT. mommy said we look like small kids. small kids we are. 

oops i FORGOT> this is the lUGE. that was the CARLIFT hahahahha 

hahaha thats us on the luge.  

the little islands where rex proposed to GRACE!!! 

the greenery 

this is the BEST 

sentosa 

hee 

hahahah scary or not? 

that s us. waiting for our turn! 

hahaha so FUNNN 

hee LUGEEEe 

sentosa! 

seee mr lai! for guitar 

the goonwearing his helmet! 

at sentosa! 

i am so embarrassed.
lunch today with daddy mommy and maurice
and like
mommy gave me five bucks
i thought it was ten
paid the lady
for my blackchicken thingy
and like when she returned me some change
i told her i gave her ten bucks
and there i was wondering
when she took out the same note.
to show me
oops
and i apologised profusely after that.
whoah what is wrong with me?
.
i decided
that it would be lovely to study in newyork.
if only my sats was fine. hmmm.

today was the last day of schhhhooool.
hee i took pictures with favourite janicia!!!
anyways.
thru out the entire farewell thingyi was dying
stupid cramps
i dont wanna be a lady
girl. whatever
heehee
anyways
but i still went to sentosa with joelllllllllllleeeeeeee.
heheeeee.
poor j had to put up with me because i was sulking the entire dayyyy cos of stupid cramps
anyways. and we did the LUGE thingy.
so so so so FUNNNNNNNNN
and we bargained until we got the family package.
4 rides for 20 bucks
hahaha so we did 2 rides each twice.
:) so nice
we took nice pictures
and on the carlift up
silly joel was shaking hahahahaa
anyway we checked out rasa sentosa.
its so niceeee
i wanna stay there for 1 night!
hee
and then we headed to bugis street to shop
i couldnt find any smog
sherry you bluffed meeee
heehee.
silly cramps go away.
. i had fun today.
sorry we argueed again.
whoops

oohlala

hee we played badminton today and i was so smelly i had to spray JAY s cologne all over me. yuk yuk
i hate being smelly
heehee
then cabbed down with OOOHH to the national skin centre
and oops it was my fault EEEE had to wait like 2 hours for his appointment. hiaks.
and sorry i couldnt accompany EEEL today!
AND i met meet sherry at expo!
heeee was supposed to buy grace s pressie
but we changed our plans!
.hahaha loser woman. who wants moisturer for their birthdays man
tink tong
yay farewell tmr. last day of school!!!
exciting :)
anna s birthday tmr
HAPPY 18th birthday moo
:):)

.

i wonder who instigated you to be so nasty on msn.
i hardly know you.
come on.
i dont even need to guess why.

so yea.
come on ade
tell the world how it feels like to be ignored.
tell the world how it feels like to feel so crappy.
.
ade. you're such a stupid girl
wake up.

hi honeyyyyyyyyyyy i moved

when you start to smell something in everything.
you know its time to stop
because you re just hallucinating
imagining.
ha-ha
and life's a joke
im such a joke right now.
i m not as smart as i think i am.
i still do let ppl get their way dont i.
come on ade.
scream!

if God gave you the ability to wonder?
shouldnt you/?
but then again,
God gave us the the freedom of choice
such that we can even sin.
should we then say since God gave us the ability to sin, we should?
course not.
so maybe i shouldnt wonder. .
sats today was awful
how on earth did my alarm not ring
that i woke up at 8.
cabbed down to the silly ngee ann
with wobbly tables.
and drilling going on outside
and like NO AIR CON
no wind.
and like
i was like almost in panic.
my essay sucked.
my critical reading stinked
and e silly invigilator stopped the test 8 minutes before it was supposed to be over.
and like i was like panicking.
because i had like an entire passage untouched.
so i thought this was the end of it.
and we moved on to math
i couldnt bring myself to complete the rest of the test properly
until this guy like five whole minutes later raised his hand and told the teacher.
what the shit
caused all the rubbish and panic.
but okay. since he didnt look like he hated me when i stepped in late, i forgive him.
.
so after sats. we kinda went shopppingg at bugis
harhar.
sushi-ing for lunch again.
i think i might be sick of jap food pretty soon
and i was just so tired today.
every dress i tried look ugly
all the unsightly unnecessary weight.
hee
ARGH
and then we had dessert at this simple but pretty nice chinesey place with chinesey wooden chairs and tables.
like this egg like tofu like pudding and honeydew sago which was pretty goooooddddd. haha
and now im home
and tired.
left to complete my bs homework.
OKIES!!!

i am an APPLEVORE

Hmm haha I just ate an apple happily while printing out stufffff
And like suddenly when I look up from my printing
My entire apple was gone.
Like nothing left
Not even the core
Dont you wonder where everything went?
IN MY STOMACHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHh!!!!
Man im hahahaa insane.
An applevore.
Anyways.
I decided that I wanna be a food host
But first
I ll have to be
As dimply as lisa angggg
As Skinny as tan kheng hua
As pretty (or act cute) as Fiona xie
As charming as Annabelle francis
.
hee dude
hahahah DUDE im working on it.
BUT CAN YOU IMAGINEEEEEEEEEEE?
Whoah all that yummy food for free.
.
an update.
My dream house has 6 bedrooms only.
Not too ambitious there J

hahahaha i cant believe iim wasting my time doing stupid things online when i should be either mugging for my sats. doing my gp homework or fantasizing about m y dream house hehehehe
byebye

wheeee. so i got abbc c5 u u
haha erps.
i did average in class. double erps.
burp
hiaks
had another talk with joel today
heee i learn something new everyday its really exciting.
hahaha but tts the way
then u ll never ever run out of interesting thigns to tell me.!!
FUN!!!!

heee reopen it rere re reopen it. this skin s so pretty . MAN!

evil evil world.
make something good out of whats left in this evil evil world dude.

I just heard mommy laughing.
I like hearing people laugh
It makes me happy
And happy s such a superb feeling
If I could write an essay on happiness
My essay wouldn’t end.
I wonder if it joys others hearing my hysterical laughter
And I wonder how joel or sherry or penny feels to hear me say “don’t you think im so funny”
.
just thinking seriously to myself about what I really wanna do in future
am I gonna be obsessed with making big bucks
or am I gonna be the kind who would bum around. Shop all day have hi-tea / waiting to be served all the time.
I wanna do something .
/
Hate seeing others in pain. Hate discomfort. Sorrow. Suffering.
Hate hate hate all these negative feelings.
.
how come its so cliché for people to go “we re so lucky we don’t realize it. Others are out there suffering blahblahblah” and yet we never cease to complain. To whine. To lament.
Don’t wanna be a useless person
,
I Want ppl to go, hey she made a difference in my life.
Really im praying for God to lead me to what I really want to do.
I want other people to be happy
That’s what I want to do.
And that’s probably what I will enjoy doing.
Boy. 5 days later.
You ll hear me say I hate school and I hate life. And I just want to like chill out all day for the rest of my life.
.
but hey maybe I do want to be a doctor after all
irony of it all. I hate studying.
So much
.
or maybe I will go work at a special place. I wish I knew what I want to do.
So I can zoom right in .
But life’s meant to be for of surprises aint it.
I wonder a lot. And maybe things will be better if we never had the capacity to wonder.

hahaha i am CLOSING adeeee.blogspot splashsplash go eat your poo. hahaha
i realised i ve been closing blogs whenever im in a bad mood. here goes. so BYEBYE BLOGGIE hehe

went back to live journal and read through all the old entries. haha and i found this so i redid it. hehe
boy i love this show



Colin Mochrie


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Haha back.
Am so tired.
Thank God mommy was nice today to be unlazy to fetch me the sch.
And the weather today was good again.
Freakin cold in the morning and we were freezing at the speaker’s corner, refusing to move into the aircon room. Hahaha quite funny eh. Its just so unlike ME.
And I was being quite racist today because I had too much of the ethnic humor or so you say last night. hahaha dumb people. Only good at telling such dumb jokes. And then to the portie to get the pottyman from Thailand. Haha black again. No surprise.

Anyway Hung around after guitar watching them practise their caroling stuff.
I AM SO JEALOUSSSSSSS.
I wish I could join them on Christmassy EVE.
ARGH. BENWANG STINKS. He’s so gooooood with the guitar that I wanna steal his guitar because it’ll make me so pro too. Heee c:
Alrighty. So I almost finished angels and demons while waiting for the slow slow poke sheralyn
Hahah because APPARENTLY the gay’s leaving town on Friday so it was her last chance to be AT TOWN [orchard tt is] haha
And we caught the sneaks for national treasures or something

OH MY. You must you must you must catch it.
It was soooo mighty exciting then I was screaming away and we were poking each other through out the show. Hehehe and I think the lady’s pretty but I have no idea who she is. Hee Nicholas cage gets all the pretty girls. NOT FAIR.

When I kneel before my Master,
I can feel His presence there,
And the load of care and sorrow
Seems much easier to bear. —Anon.

man. that hideous thing.
maurice and galvin couldnt stop laughing at me.
horrid boys.
and everyone was smsing its almost hilarious.

haha uh oh. i have a few days left to do my christmassy stufff.
cardssssssss plus a teeny weeny little shopping.
but we'll be away for christmas YAY
hee im looking forward to a white christmas.

and a fags outing before sheralyn goes away as well. c:
+ to the FAGS in the world!

haha PAP rally
i must say. i haven seen a thing like this

but i had a terrible headache.
not to mention my rashes were coming back all over again. so yea.
eyes ugly red and hideous
and stuff
haha but im trying my very best not to complain.

still i dislike cheegoupeh old farts. i think they should shut up and go back home.
but yea the other pap people were cool though. funnny how there were 7000 people. but the indoor stadium seemed so small.

still i liked the nice people who were motivating with us. haha they're so friendly. and everyone's like "how old are you. you guys look so young"
FINE haha
yea then we got some interview with the straits times which i uttered total rubbish. im sure i sounded stupid. i wonder if they'll quote us. haha all in all.
tiring day
eye opener
thought provoking
nice politics in the world there

fullstop.
ends there.
am tired. daddy wants me to sleep.

p.s. dont try to keep anything from me. i find out eventually. hee :/

nighty pals

Gifts of the Heart
by Sheryl Nicholson

In this hustle-bustle world we live in, it’s so much easier to charge something on a credit card rather than give a gift of the heart.

And gifts of the heart are especially needed during the holidays.

A few years ago, I began to prepare my children for the fact that Christmas that year was going to be a small one. Their response was, “Yeah sure, Mom, we’ve heard that before!” I had lost my credibility because I had told them the same thing the previous year, while going through a divorce. But then I had gone out and charged every credit card to the max. I even found some creative financing techniques to pay for their stocking stuffers. This year was definitely going to be different, but they weren’t buying it.

A week before Christmas, I asked myself, “What do I have that will make this Christmas special?” In all the houses that we had lived in before the divorce, I had always made time to be the interior decorator. I had learned how to wallpaper, to lay wooden and ceramic tile, to sew curtains out of sheets and even more. But in this rental house there was little time for decorating and a lot less money. Plus, I was angry about this ugly place, with its red and orange carpets and turquoise and green walls. I refused to put money into it. Inside me, an inner voice of hurt pride shouted, “We’re not going to be here that long!”

Nobody else seemed to mind about the house except my daughter Lisa, who had always tried to make her room her special place.

It was time to express my talents. I called my ex-husband and asked that he buy a specific bedspread for Lisa. Then I bought the sheets to match.

On Christmas Eve, I spent $15 on a gallon of paint. I also bought the prettiest stationery I’d ever seen. My goal was simple: I’d paint and sew and stay busy until Christmas morning, so I wouldn’t have time to feel sorry for myself on such a special family holiday.

That night, I gave each of the children three pieces of stationery with envelopes. At the top of each page were the words, “What I love about my sister Mia,” “What I love about my brother Kris,” “What I love about my sister Lisa” and “What I love about my brother Erik.” The kids were 16, 14, 10 and 8, and it took some convincing on my part to assure them that they could find just one thing they liked about each other. As they wrote in privacy, I went to my bedroom and wrapped their few store-bought gifts.

When I returned to the kitchen, the children had finished their letters to one another. Each name was written on the outside of the envelope. We exchanged hugs and goodnight kisses and they hurried off to bed. Lisa was given special permission to sleep in my bed, with the promise not to peek until Christmas morning.

I got started. In the wee hours of Christmas morn, I finished the curtains, painted the walls and stepped back to admire my masterpiece. Wait-why not put rainbows and clouds on the walls to match the sheets? So out came my makeup brushes and sponges, and at 5 A.M. I was finished. Too exhausted to think about being a poor “broken home,” as statistics said, I went to my room and found Lisa spread-eagled in my bed. I decided I couldn’t sleep with arms and legs all over me, so I gently lifted her up and tiptoed her into her room. As I laid her head on the pillow, she said, “Mommy, is it morning yet?”

“No sweetie, keep your eyes closed until Santa comes.” I awoke that morning with a bright whisper in my ear. “Wow, Mommy, it’s beautiful!”

Later, we all got up and sat around the tree and opened the few wrapped presents. Afterward the children were given their three envelopes. We read the words with teary eyes and red noses. Then we got to “the baby of the family’s” notes. Erik, at 8, wasn’t expecting to hear anything nice. His brother had written: “What I love about my brother Erik is that he’s not afraid of anything,” Mia had written, “What I love about my brother Erik is he can talk to anybody!” Lisa had written, “What I love about my brother Erik is he can climb trees higher than anyone!”

I felt a gentle tug at my sleeve, then a small hand cupped around my ear and Erik whispered, “Gee, Mom, I didn’t even know they liked me!”

In the worst of times, creativity and resourcefulness had given us the best of times. I’m now back on my feet financially, and we’ve had many “big” Christmases with lots of presents under the tree…but when asked which Christmas is our favorite, we all remember that one.

And on the way down
I saw you
And you saved me
From myself
And I won't forget
The way you loved me
On the way down
Almost fell right through
But I held onto you

shopping with evie today.
she asked me out.
because she had to buy something for gerald and baby stuff for baby joel
and a pressie for mommy
but she got tired like after ten seconds.
haha that's her for you man.
so like 2 hours later, she was dragging her feet getting me to hurry because she needs to sleep.
thank god im not her boyfriend.
:/ but i love you all the same honey.

apple

alrighty. stupid day
i am tired. lethargic. sick of everything.

met sheralyn at buckies today. and I SHALL see more of her. haha

school's a terror to me. i dont know how im going to last another year. when my holiday's only about a month left. this is utterly disgusting. haha and perhaps its time i move away from bloggggger.

because . blogger doesnt lock entries wth.

hahaha yay. im hooked to stupid computer games.
to think i couldnt dumb stupid boys at first
and yea this is for a person with NO life. heee. i cant wait to get to the GREAT BIG FAT apple.
first i get to watch all the movies in the world on the plane 18hours nonstop. hahaa i DONT CARE if you keep telling me its a bloody small screen.
and then i can forget all the shit in the world and be there with family.
and maybe all the planes in the world will cease to function and we'll be stranded there.
and there i will grow my papaya tree in the big apple.

haha wheee. sheralyn said gerri went to france. that's so coooool. i wanna go tooo. but i'll have to grow up first. right now, i hardly appreciate anything.
not like anything appreciates i.
hahaha cool huh.

guitar made 2000+ from busking
hurrahs for guitar

here s to the big shits in the world who think guitar sucks.

sorry feeling lousy. hhaha. :P

my best friend's wedding todayyyyyy haha and i cant watch it because im awfully exhausted and my ears hurt.
and shopping today was only like average.
i simply keep buying stuff i dont use eventually
hahaha sometimes one's got to learn.
wahla~
my free week's gonna be over in no time. oh freak.
sheralynnnnnnnnnn lend me your boook. hee okay
i better get some sleep. if only i could wake up one morning
with zero problems.
no red eyes
no horrid fingers
nothing.

hee brilliant.

heee. touch came over today
we baked oreo cheeeeesecake
and xintian and cherie were like licking so much
and decorated the cake in the shape of a rugby ball
with TABI's name on it.
MIGHTY NICEE

everyone just kept watching the dvds
and fooling around
then tabi came around with rad. haha they're cuckoo today
anyway its good to see that we 're interacting more and stuff haha
too bad we went to the pool at like past nine. so we hardly had enough time
but yea. tabi just stripped and went in. and rad was in a black swimsuit its hilarious because we could hardly seee her. haha and yea. tabi and rad screams lilke shit. they're so girly when it comes to screaming man.

hahaha anyway. i love touch.
rjtouch people rawks my socks
and i think bird is one hilarious kind of a vainbird who likes taking pictures. hahahahahahaa she's going to kill me

1.) first grade teacher's name: vera
2.) last word you said: haha
3.) last song you sang: drift away
4.) last thing you laughed at: craziness of last night's dinner
5.) last time you cried: hmm haha not very long ago
6.) what color socks are you wearing: nope
7.) what's under your bed?: there's no -undermybed-
8.) what time did you wake up today: eightish
9.) line from the last thing you wrote to someone: good night
PRESENT:
1.) current hair: growing
2.) current clothes: nothing hahaha nah
3.) current jewelry: nope
4.) current annoyance: mosquitoes
5.) current smell: papaya
6.) current longing: happy
7.) current desktop picture: some picture at esplanade
8.) current worry: HMM
9.) current favorite article of clothing: oh you know
10.) do you currently like someone: of course. love everyone

FUTURE:
1.) what is your career going to be: a nice samaritan
2.) if you could live anywhere in the world, where: in my farm. actually right here because that's where all my darlings are.
3.) how many kids do you want: 22 hahahaha
4.) what kind of car will you drive: kind of CARS. / rather i'll be driven hahaha

FAVORITES:
1.) favorite physical feature on a girl: SMILE
2.) favorite physical feature on a guy: HMM smile definitely
3.) one person you wish was here right now: how about dog? happy?
4.) favorite author: bu zhi dao. i read every garbage
5.) favorite coffee: eek coffee s horrible except for like nice starbuckies or something
6.) favorite smell: haha ah you know.
7.) favorite way to waste time: dreaming and dreaming
8.) favorite season: WINTER
9.) favorite color: i really have no idea. black? purple?
10.) favorite time of day: nights

FASHION:
1.) how many coats and jackets do you own: are you insane. how am i supposed to count
2.) do you wear a watch: not now. lazy i make watches look ugly
3.) favorite pants color: HMM denim
4.) most expensive item of clothing: this shit which i regretted buying and got killed buying
5.) most treasured: harharhar i have no clue
6.) gold or silver: silver

YOUR FRIENDS:
1.) do your friends know you: what a backside question. DUH.
2.) what do they tend to be like: MY PERFECT BEINGS
3.) can you count on them: doh.
4.) can they count on you: DOUBLE TRIPLE DOH
5.) do you find it hard to trust people: sometimes
LASTS:
1.) last book you read: autobiography of a geisha
2.) last movie you watched: shall we dance
3.) last movie you saw in theaters: princess diaries
4.) last show you watched on tv: singapore idol
5.) last song you heard: knockin on heaven's door
6.) last thing you had to drink: milk
7.) last thing you ate: chocs hehe
8.) last time you showered: last night
9.) last time you smiled: never stopped smiling
11.) last person you hugged: eve
12.) last person you danced with: haha HMM in sec 2?
13.) last person you talked to online: grace
14.) last person you talked to on the phone: hmmmmmmmmmmmm i cant remember
15.) last thing you bought yourself: lunch

DO YOU?:
1.) smoke: nope
2.) do drugs: no
3.) drink: no
4.) sleep with stuffed animals: haha does my mogu count no.
5.) have a dream that keeps coming back: yeaaaaaa
7.) believe there is life on other planets: why not. cool alright
8.) read the newspaper: sometimes
9.) have any gay or lesbian friends: well yeah does sheralyn and karen count
10.) believe in miracles: of course
11.) consider police a friend or foe: friend

FEELINGS:
1.) do you have any regrets: no way
2.) i am happiest when: im with great company
3.) i feel lonely: the world ignores me hahaha
4.) what makes you mad: BIGFAT FAKES

haha busking today outside wheelock was totally cool
the weather was brilliant to start off with.
it was mighty windy and all. haha and yea at first i was almost kinda embarrassed with our terrible speakers and amps.
but yea. things got better.
we got better amps.
people actually stopped to listen and smile
but what really made our day were the really generous lot who gave like 50 dollar notes
man. this guy gave like 100 bucks and a couple of others 50 each.
i dunno. we appreciated the fact that they appreciated our hard work? hhaha

yea but there was this shitty man
he came so close and then made a stupid freaking idiotic face and went
"just wanted to check if you guys are really playing"
i made a face back and almost slapped him hard
then he went to the other side
and touched somebody's guitar and tried playing.
you would think he's satisfied.
but NO
then he took moses' electric and started playuing
making more faces like the guit was mighty shitty
i mean then DONT TOUCH IT YOU FREAKHEAD.
and yea he thought he played really well
but nope. im not impressed
the only one smiling was his girlfriend
and you know what
his girlfriend actually looked so sweet
argh.
stupidman
GAGS and dies.
and GUESS WHAT

at the end of the day.
he didnt even drop a single cent into our collection case. garbage man.

dinner was fabulous at this chinese place heheee.
we played truth or truth.
and weijie stinks big time. haha i'm going to blow his head off
and moses and ben are bigger suckers. they think they're such good pals they dont betray each other. hahaha im so going to sow discord man. haha just you wait.

and today we discovered new secrets. heee cool.

heeeeeeeee
hee
heeeee
heee

things are starting to work out for the better.

games today were GOOD. brilliant. fantastic.
i got so excited. that i think i screamed way too much.
my throat hurts like crap now haha but i like screaming all the same.

drink more water drink more water. im going to end up bursting my little bladder again.
and hee.
we got second. whoo hooo
tabi was happy all the same because she said we played well. hahaha
:):) you know cos we had so much support. so many of them came down to support us today. heheee delightful.

tj peeps carried tabi and drove her into the mud and tabi's horrid man. i was an innocent bystander with my camera. and she just dragged me onto the field. haha. and wouldnt let me go i tried to take my revenge later. but she's like WHOAH so strong.

love touchtouchtouch.
but i still think there's a mini problem.
we need to get closer.

so yay. they're coming over on sunday i think. and i dunno what we'll do.
playplayplay eateateat that's what we'll do. hee

and i decided tt i love guitar too.
hee this morning it was so nice sitting at the speakers; corner. playing our busking songs. exciting. dumb moses. hahaha i wanna play like him. that shitter. he better teach me how to playyyyyyyy.
yay yay yay. jumps jumps jumps jumps.

i ve finally gotten my break. right now im happyhappyhappy
but i know its not gonnna last long. ohwells.

haha argh. suckssuckssucks
i hate it i cant live the perfect life i want to live.

im not a perfect human being
but im trying. hard.
no wrong im not trying hard enough
because there're always bound to be distractions and all

and every sunday.
i find out that, wow. my life has been one big joke

rita's right
i'll learnnnnnnnnnnnn.

and trng tmr. tired.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY PORKCHOPS............... beef up baby for tues. i mean pork up baby.

http://www.columbia.edu/%7Erhee/

heehee its awfully hilarious
his cheeks are so PINCHABLE

well anyway. IM HUNGRY. where's my food?
this is what we get when mommy and daddy arent at home

haha today went well
we concluded that small little boys are cute. they smile when they run and they run fast and they're absolutely adorable. they're so tiny i cant believe they;re actually in primary school.
and then guitar was cool today.
i like gaspar. he's so funky and like mr. nice. and he smells familiar.
and he said i can play the bassss hehehe
YEA BABY.
apparently contrabass s too big for me and he thinks noone would be able to see me except this huge guitar moving if i play it

and im not going to disappoint my team-mates
i'll cherish the place i got.
and sometimes i think i dont deserve it as much as the others.
bah. im hopeless.

God does wonders for me
and he solves my problems in 2 seconds flat.

2 seconds before i was hating myself
for being so trapped and caught
in the middle of touch and guitar

and 2 seconds later. TADA no more problem .hehe
great fantastic
but im so going to die tmr.
i'll have to cab everywhere

and chubs wants to ask me out for a porkfree candle light dinnnnnnnnner on her birthdhay hahahaha
made me chant something like
PIGS are friends.

owells. okay.

heee deepavali today was fun
manu's mommy can really coook and we ate so much
food was good chocolates were so good
bollywood movie was so good
the girls were so pretty. man. like WHOAH.
and i came back and ate somemore

hahaha im so glad we finally had our girls' day out.
we should have more stuffffff. c: hhahah the guys in our class are horrid. we're better off without them. hehe

i feel so full now argh. okay maybe trng will solve all problems hehee
uh oh daddy and mommy are going away tmr.
haha and they're being such a wussy wuss.
like hello. we're all grown up.

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hee our diff in height. that's it.

haha hmm
trng yesterday was fantastic.
tabi s nice. hahahah i love the chinchow. man.
and haha too bad i couldnt stay for the massage stuff because i had to leave for a guitar meeting. boo. hehe but whatever. hmm.
i think im changing for the better
into a whole new person. haha
im going to tell myself to give my all for both touch and guitar.
so that yea, the guit ppl wont think im a slacker with a wrong attitude and all
like today
i woke up early. told myself i had to go.
but then i felt like shit and sick. and when i looked into the mirror. my rashes came back. my eyes were like red again. and now its so itchy.
thank god mommy and daddy arent at home. or they're gonna force me to sleep again.
yea so today i woke up at 12. hehee for like the first time.

argh. and kangwen's bringing his electric today. i m so so so darn jealous. i would have learnt
baboon.

watched princess diaries yesterday hehe
i think she's quite pretty. eyes so huge and large and all
and sheralyn, the guy. is . quite hot.

yay. i wanna be a princess too. hahaha whatever. cut me the crap.
and yes. i love salad. im going to come up with all kinds of salads. yippeee. cant wait
im so excited. think mommy and daddy are going away on their 20th anniversary.

pleaseplease let them trust us and not get anyone to live with us. hahaha
whatever. daddy emailed me a webbie to do some research on ny. argh. boring. yay i get to have a white christmas. hooray

"I Don't Want To Miss A Thing"

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
While you're far away and dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Well, every moment spent with you
Is a moment I treasure
I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
Lying close to you
Feeling your heart beating
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming
Wondering if it's me you're seeing
Then I kiss your eyes and thank God we're together
And I just wanna stay with you
In this moment forever, forever and ever
I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
I don't wanna miss one smile
I don't wanna miss one kiss
Well, I just wanna be with you
Right here with you, just like this
I just wanna hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And just stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time
Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
'Cause I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep, yeah
I don't wanna miss a thing
I don't wanna miss a thing

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY my buddies, SHERALYN AND ZECK!!!

hahah wheeee.
i went shopping for sheralyn;s pressie and im very pleased with my purchase
i hope you like it man. haha hopes*
but yea then i saw other stuff so i couldnt help myself
and i splurged at cranberries man.
i love cranberries
someone buy me a cranberry farm or something.

i finally watched notting hill.
its a silly show. silly plot. hahaha
j. cheated me into watching it claiming it was how nice and perfect blahblahblah.
and then covering my eyes every 2 seconds when they're simply kissing.
big shit hahaahhaha but okayokay. it was OKAY
im not complaining
and you never fail to amuse me

my horrid brothers are well. horrid.
to think i bought them sushi. haha brats

okay on to my high tea buffet today
YAY. sheralyn makes you fat.
first that yummy chocolate fudgy wudgy cake on saturday
now this. hehe. i will train hard tmr. what the heck.

p.s. did i mention that i went to little india?
they haVE HUGE RED JUICY TOMATOES
and yea. the brows turned out nice on sheralyn and i chickened out. because it looked painful. hahaha just that i dont think i wanna go there anytime soon.

hehe i found my roots already anyway.

whoohooo

hahar training's good
because im enjoying trng
though it was so freaking hot and i was dying in the sun and heat
and i got so dehydrated that i lost a couple of kg. but yea
i hate that arghineedwaterori'lldiefeeling.
yay i do something almost everyday so i'll build muscles and get nice legs. hahah junnan and i were looking at nice legs today
as usual. i was fooling around so much
crapping and disturbing everyone esp chubbs until they got so sick of meee. hahahahah
rach looks darn sexy now with that hair. :x

and yea. im starting to feel really good for our team. because there're so many good players now and im absolutely proud of them.
i shall train harder haha although. yea im usually braindead on the field. and yawning every 22 seconds.

chinese sucked. the paper was like how mighty tough. haha
but who cares. i GIVE UP. and i am SO NOT GOING TO TAKE CHINESE NEXT YEAR.
i dont care.

baboon yay. i cant wait to see the fags. im looking forward to a wonderful day PLUS SHOPPING. hahahah yay i want i want a dress. i shall be sneaky so mommy wont freak out again. hahaha actually yea. since i bought evie 2 dresses on her birthday i told her its her turn. hee.

hmm WHAT TO GET FOR YOU SHERALYN?
i'll get you 3 boyfriends ok
all at least a head taller than you.
but i'll have to search hard. hahaha

This entry is freaking long. Don’t read if you dont wanna bore yourself. hehe

last night was hilarious and wonderful and exciting and beautiful and everything.

I mean it had to start off with 2 very foolish people wearing the same color thingy for both tops and bottoms.
And yea as usual I didn’t realize anything because I wasn’t really aware of what I was wearing
And yea suddenly suzie looked down and GASPED
Hahha like what a great day. And apparently he’s embarrassed and he doesn’t wanna be seen walking around like a fool so he wanted to get a pair of jeans from LEVI’s. haha but what the heck. Me getting a top’s easier. So yea. I just grabbed a top hahaha with the excuse that its to avoid embarrassment for him. Whopeee. And wahla. Hahaha Im still pretty much amused. Because before I changed , I was laughing so much and we were walking further away, trying to pretend we didn’t know each other yea but somehow we made one entire round in taka. So I told him that I know he’s trying to show the whole world first and offered to go to the ground floor in the open. That way, more people can see. Hhahaha and we were arguing who got changed first. its hilarious.

So we didn’t know what to do and where to go. As usual. We just walked and walked and ended up at HEEREN. Hahaha and we saw olinda and leandra. I mean im like mighty slow. Didn’t see until he pointed out. Leandra’s so prettttttty. Hahah and prettynose claims that olinda’s bigger than him. Terrible boy. Haha
And I decided that I wanted a dress. Haha so we were looking. Halter dresses are pretty And OH IM SO EXCITED. This just sparked me off for what shall be first on my shopping list. Whooo HOOO> I wannnna go away. I wanna go shopping. Shopping shopping shopping.

And ho hum. Hmm. Went to eat. And I couldn’t enjoy my aircon at marche because I was freezing away and yea mama mia started at 8. bah. I didn’t know it was a musical. Hehe and stupid suzie and mommy both thought I was like how dumb.
And whopppeee. They had fantabulous voices. Im so going to learn how to sing. Hehe. See I have so many things to learn. I need to learn how to jazz. How to sing how to erm do lots of stuff. Hehe and to all those of you who can sing and dance. Man. Im jealous. So sheralyn, let’s continue with JAZZZZZz hehehe

Yea and I got so amused taking pictures nonstop again that I didn’t wanna stop but my silly model was tired and refused to do my MTV for me after a while. Haha and it was freakin dark at the esplanade anyway
So we went home. And we had to move to the pool because haha I think the neighbours were spying on us.
And suzie sang. Or pretended to sing. Hahaha

But yea I don’t care. At least I have someone to sing to me. I wanna to be sung to everyday. Haha see and if you would let me record IT. I would have like no problems honey. Stupid dummy. Haha

Garbage if only there was no school today because I wished lastnight never ended. It was such a simple night besides mama mia. yet totally fantastic. Must have been the company I had.

Big shit. Im getting into what I never thought I would have gotten into. And you know, its not so bad if you think about it.

And today mommy refused to let me go for training she thought it was ridiculous when I have a paper on Friday. But she conned me into washing the car with her before that. garbage. Hahaha and I was so amused washing because yea. I ve never washed a car before. Hahaha and i was climbing around Whoo hoo.

And YESS after today, Im finally darker. I see tan lines now. HOORAY but as usual mommy banned me from going to the pool from 10 to 2. haha what nonsense

fiona xie s so prettttttttty
so in love*

my old english sheepdog. hehe its beautiful.

I FOUND HAPPPPPPY
whooo hoo heeee

Wanna feel the warm breeze
Sleep under a palm tree
Feel the rush of the ocean
Get onboard a fast train
Travel on a jet plane, far away (I will)
And breakaway

screwed op
and booth had to repeat the question

and henglip is hilarious.
alrighty. i still have black eyes.
am TIRED

sob. argh i cant go to laos after all
and i really wanna go. after all the excitement and all.
daddy said he had a nightmare about terrorists in laos or something.
he's a scardey cat.
but yea i made him promise me i get to go somewhere nice in dec instead

he asked london and after all that i ve heard about london, i went NO
and he was so surprised
hahah i mean bring me to someplace where i cant really shop because its so frigging ex. like no way.
uh oh daddy's sick. i hope he gets better

so i wanna go to disneyland all over again. haha cow dung. then i can see all the babies there
and i will eat them.

and i cant believe i still have friday to go. well done. garbage. #@%#$%$#$@# i decided i became a little darker after all. :)

FAGS. lets go outtttttttttttttttt. come on come on come on. after all your silly OPS. nownownownownownownownownwonwownownownwonwonwownownwonwonwo im a poor little child with no life.

the silly banana got a naval piercing. NOT FAIR. hahaha and yea i told she must probably be showing off that silly button. i shall pierce my earss again. it got better. hooray
but then again i wanna pierce my nose.

geez
i dont think i'll ever understand people
sdiopspiat em naiag.
i'll live with it.

go away you horrible bloodsuckers
argh its itchy.

haha
church today was good
like how to cope with grief.
man and i dunno why. it so suited my mood. and i felt like crying at everything he said.
why do people always go before you
i cant ever picture myself having to go thru the loss of someone.

haha but yea. today i was comforted more than anything else as well.
he said
blessed are those who moan
for he shall be comforted

well at least i know im never alone when i have to go thru pain all the time.
what would i do without this comfort

i think i would just break down and die

hehe and #$^^%^$%#$ tan my backside
i laid there in the sun for an hour with my shirt covering my face. and MY TUMMY's still white. while the back's like a little darker. somethng is wrong. i mean i only swam half an hour. the SUN DOESNT LIKE ME.
okies. i better get down to doing PW.
stinks. tmr i will be a happy girl.

i tried to dream of my beach house.
but nothing came to my mind
and i couldnt fall sleep again.
either that or i always end up waking up and not being able to go back to sleep and that sucks.
cos usually when i keep thinking, i'll go back to sleep. this time. time just crawls. and i have black eyes all over again. hahaha not good at all.

sob. saw your pictures . hehe i miss last year.
i havent talked to you for so long
and i need someone to talk to
not fair i wanna go to the bird park too
you didnt invite meee
hehe

hmm i see anna online
yay.

og today was quite good.
but most of the time. i was hungry. and my tummy started making garbage noises while karen, xinling, lilian and i were watching chocolate and the guys playing pool upstairs
man . i dont care. im going to open my chocolaterie. hehehe MANMANMAN. their hot choc s like real MELTED HOT CHOC and there we were dying of hunger. bloody pizza took ten thousand years to go. and yea. i didnt really get the idea of the show. i was mostly looking and all the brown stuff
argh. chocolate does NOT make you fat friends. repeat after me.
chocolates are FRIENDS

hehe then the pizza came and all the dumb guys ate ten slices each because we had a million boxes. haha and i actually ate so much today because i was dying of hunger. and then we started playing some silly game. which is actually quite funny really.
zheng's the worse pig. haha the first level nine. and erm hakeem's another one. hahaha and pravin likes to think he's like so darn smart. but i managed to trick melvin and melvin got him in the end. hahaha and they mixed some stupid drink that looked like shit. ahhaha and they fell sick i think

i miss ohgeee. tried making pravin invite us to his place for deepavali but i gave myself away when i asked when deepavali was. i mean. im indian baby. hahaha
when do i always end up discovering all the wrong things that ruin everything i once thought was nice. hmm. not good.

looking forward to next year. karen said the laos thingy would most prolly be postponed instead. shit. i wanna go and i know daddy wont let me go now. freak.

but i do know one and one is two
and if this one could be with you
what a wonderful world this would be

no one ever understands.
and neither do i anyway.


im going to start peeling the skin off my feet. it hurts like crap.
lets go shopping sheralyn :P
keep the 8th free? or around that time. after your peeeedoubleyew ok.

argh im so pissed now i could kill

like did the damn powerpoint the whole friggin' day till 2am
and then wake up early to come to school and the shitty thing wouldnt open.

so yea. everyone came down for fun.
thanks to me

and then the com lab had to close. smriti had to go. shamiah came for fun.
argh irritating
but yea. who appreciates anyway.

wahlawahlabingbang.

wahlawahlabingbang.
hey let's go outttttttttt.
hit the beach. haha

since the both of your birthdays are coming.
haha

but whatever. my face is breaking out. it hurts like crap in the sun and sweat argh i dont even feeling like going out now. boo hoo hoo.
garbage.

open house was alright. just felt a little cheated. but yea. nevermind.

haha. i need a break. and plenty of sleep.

Everybody Loves A Happy Ending

Toe the line
Toe the line

Wake up your time is nearly over
No more the supernova
And no action guaranteed

Wake up you've had an operation
Ideals above your station
Too much reality

Think about the waste of time spending
Watching Mother Nature's knees bending
Everybody loves a happy ending

Wake up you're on your own agenda
Give up the great pretender
With baby eyes of green

Wake up you're holding on to nothing
You know you're only bluffing
As dead as autumn leaves

Think about the waste of time spending
Watching Mother Nature's knees bending
Everybody loves a happy ending

Don't you just love a happy ending?
Oh yeah well so do I
And all your love will shine on everyone

The darkness of the day
A curse in every way
You try to see the light
But you don't know why
Don't know why

They tell you on the phone
To give your God a bone
And grow a set of wings like a butterfly

The guarding at the gate
Reminds you that you're late
You try to take your time
But you toe the line
Toe the line

The children of the world
And daddy's little girl
The grass is always green on the other side
So stay and breathe new lies

Wake up, wake up, wake up, wake up

Wake up, wake up
Everything is moving faster than you think

Your pen is running out of ink

Fill up your bath and kitchen sink

They're really kicking up the stink

You've never found the missing link

You should be happy and to think

You're rending members out of sync

And God is whiskered as a wink

Once more are different to the brink

hmm.

live
laugh
love



i'll live by these three.

bought nice stuff today. cant wait to get started.
i want to crumble up and die. again.

die. dying. died.

the end.

i thought i studied.
hard.
i just blew my chances





argh my bin's filled with paper.
what a wuss.

hey sheralyn. i hope you feel better. wanted to call too. but i was trying to hard to fall asleep

sometimes i try too hard.

hahaha. whatever. get a grip. there's more to come tmr.
i will just wait.
good luck everyone. and to those who did well, SHARE THE GRADES alrighty. c:

stole this from sheralyn
oh my. you've got to check this out. its so hilarious i almost fell off my chair
silly dumb exam paper
heehee

hmm. hmm. ouch ouch. i want to go home. hurts hurts.

haha man. im freezing in this aircon haha
but do i care. no. i love it. but im hungryyyyyyy. argh garbage

haha talked a bit to vidhya i miss her and suba's nonsense right at the start of the year when we were gossiping so much about youknowwho. heehee.
and now that they're blissfully together, i always see this smile on her face that i m so happy for her. hahaha because yea i can imagine her smiling to herself because she's so in love. haha

but im too lazy to go back for training. hahaha

and MET PENNYYYYY. wheee. haha miss tt Crazy insane dumb silly woman. this one's worse. she amuses me more than anybody in the world with the crazy things she says and daringly DOES. hahaaha man sometimes i wonder if she's right in the mind or if she's a girl at all. BUT yea tts what i so love about her. haha we were just laughing so hard like while walking that we had to stop and yea those were a few good hours spent well. but yea then we finally sat down and got down to talking about serious stuff. and then sometimes you really wonder so much. how something can be so happy and sad at the same time.

something she said which i'll very much keep in mind. and yea i shall live by it
we should always live for the moment.
im going to enjoy myself, have my happy moments, crazy moments, tough moments blahblah and yea at least at the end of the day, im gonna look back and say i have no regrets. haha so there we were trying to rationalise, trying to be optimistic , trying to turn everything dark -bright- again.

SO I am SO NOT GOING to whine anymore. too bad if we have school, so what if i have to suffer thru waking up early, depriving myself of sleep yadda. haha i'll enjoy every bit of it while i can.

and come to think of it, im quite lucky, arent i. i love the people around me. thank you guys. -that knowing smile-

still, i cant wait for after the A levels. hehe my real holiday starts there WHILE the silly boys go for NS. whoooo hoo. hahaha

and yesyes. the last yoga lesson sheralyn and i went for, I DID A HEADSTAND. hahaha so cool. but lousy. yoga's mighty tiring. haha insane. i need a break from my promos. but the break's not coming. -at all- i think im gonna be more stressed up than ever. just look at those black eyes of mine.
sheralyn remember our tanning date. haha tell GRACE> why dont you guys just come over if we're lazy to go to sentosa or something. haha we'll tan for ten thousand hours at noon. and like die from skin cancer together.

ANNNNNNNNNNNA HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY. im sorry this came so late. garbage friend i make.

i slept my day away. sleeping straight for more than 3 hours in a row in the day hasnt never happened haha and i felt so good even though i had a big headache after waking up.

hee hee im such a an oldie
"honey there's a hundred million crazy things i do to keep myself from missing you"