oops sorry
i have no idea why my pictures disappear all the time
stupid macbook
maybe i dont really know how to use it after all.

!! and i have no idea why i have nothing to blog about anymore, nothing much has been going on in my life
except that im still eating alot and not running.

and just waitingggggggg to watch boysbeforeflowers again,
and yea work starts this week.

i thank God for the free days i have, for a while. just nice before c goes back (in a month)

hee but yea, i know its really important to blog, because i love reading through my old entries and recalling very vividly, incidents in the past. haha maybe i'll see how i really grow. how my language changes as well. pictures of how i grow fat(er) and tall(er) haha and how awesome friends stay the same, and how some come and go :)



anyway
sadly,

i have been really disappointed in some people
i struggle so much with controlling myself these days, holding back and preventing myself from erupting in their faces
lol and i have this strange thing about wondering why such people actually do exist
or perhaps its just
miscommunication that is the root of all these problems in the first place.

i think i will just stay away for now.
lest things get nasty.

but i am glad though, that i'm reminded constantly not to behave like them
but really, to be as Christ-like in all ways as possible.
and how important really it is, to be good living testimonies to others.

i'm hardly even halfway there
but today i pray to get there somehow.

to the family and to my friends who have experienced my horrid attitude/appalling behavior sometimes,
i'm sorry and thank you for being always so forgiving and encouraging.

:) YAY




HAPPY NIE for all the student teachers :)
(HAHA THATS U AND ME ELAINE, nobody else reads this stupid blog)

see you soon!!

ade
xx