ho hum. tis almost a wed alr. 4.5 weeks more till ze exams!

im feeeling so ... :( that surge of motivation to study hard is almost gone. and my mind s filled with cotton candy like cloudy stuff.

but i love the fact that i can look forward to something at the end of each day.
the bf.
andd sleep.
i like to sleep
i get nice dreams
last night was me floating on those floats in a large swimming pool in the middle of an important office building

that was really nice.
i deserve a real holiday. the bintan kinda holiday. the reallly lazy kind.

i reckon that i ll keep myself realllllllllly busy in summer.
to forget stuff.

whoa whoa whoa
HEE I grilled some FISH TODAY
:)
with chilli honey herbs salt
panicked when i thought i forgot to descale the fish

which led to chongs rushing over to help
HAHA and it turned out that there were no scales on the fish i got. :/
hehs im good
pretending to be in distress so that he would come! :D
but whoah. i sure dont know how to descale a fishie. still.

AND yay
i talked to the mother today :D