life is strange.
one thing i know for sure
i dont want to lose my friends

have a good trip sherry!
:)
and grace! i LOVE U. sorry im an insensitive wuss. hahaha
but good uknow, i can train u to tahan annoying people
you're bound to encounter such people when u go out to work next time.

i hate myself sometimes
Told dad about it this morning
omg hahaha and really. its time i listen
and hopefully i will change,
right DADDY
dont want to disappoint you over and over again.


hee he said that my character was such that when he tells me something about myself
and somebody else disagrees
i would choose to believe the other person
cos i like to believe what i like to hear
haha i don tknow if its wrong to blog about it.
but

i think its very true
and i ve gotta give dad some credit
if i ever become a better person, its because of daddy
hee what would i do without you dad.
i know u always feel that sometimes i spend too much time with friends and i am neglecting you and stuff
im so sorry. because in a way its true tt i can be so insensitive sometimes, to not bother about stuff in my own ditsy world.
i would have never made it through this tough period after the joel saga, if u hadnt been there to tell me what to do.
if you didnt choose to tell me the hard way
and tell me what i didnt want to hear abt the entire d thing.

im sorry i ll be away for ur birthday and eve's. hee
im coming back in dec dokays. or u guys should come to london. or to aussie. but whatever it is. we will get together again. family's after all top priority.
please dont think that i failed to understand that.
it has always been the most important,
no matter what i ve made it appear to be.

i love you guys.
am so very proud to be part of the bay clan.