phattiephattiephadeeee
HAHAHAHA
cool, no?
hahaha

yayyyyyyyyyyyyy
im so happy today
because

its 3 days to my exams
and 6 days till its over,

elaine finishes her exams today
and i can have her alllllllll to myself,

i crapped so much with the wonkie yesterday for so long
i was so sleepyyyyyy
and i fell asleep immediately!!!!
hee my sleeping pill, <3 <3 ,

chern sent me a short but damn sweet email
it made me realise
how loved i am,

im going to mug from 9 to 7 today, which is 10 hours, if possible
and then chill with elaine, chong and hopefully chern tonight and nandos :) :) :) :) ,

im going to disappear from the surface of the earth during the weekend ,

i am going to faraway land next weeekkk, boinks*,

keith and audrey are coming backkkkkk soon yay,

chern and i were thinking of organising a steamboat at my place when we go back to sg!!!
i owe you guys a treat,

i am starting to feel less guilty abt ahem,

and daddy and mommy are gonnnnaaaaaaaaa see their favourite kid soon,
heeheeheeheee

we're going to bintan AS PROMISED YES????????? excited excited
i getting a good tan
i dont care
maybe i ll buy tanning gear here
u cant stop me daddy
hahaha shit runs and hides,

AND LASTLY

GOD IS GOODDDDDDDD
he's above all things.
His love endures forever

AMEN.



BUT WAIT
i have a problem
people think its weird im not stressed up
or im taking it too easy
or im like boris, who s so relaxed during his exams.

but
DADDY, AS LONG AS I TRIED MY BEST ITS DOKAY RIGHT
no pressure ya
5% only ya
but still a teenyweeny bit worried

and because life has been so good
after so much shit i ve faced with j in easter.
im starting to worry the ups
will come to an end soon
and my downs are coming
touch wood
but
life is like that, aint it

but have faith
i trust God will see me through no matter what