gee a person who finds trouble for herself.
thats me for you.
outofsightyetneveroutofmind.
someone tell me. what it means.
apartofmewishesthetruthwillcometolightandperhapsevengetcomplicated.
geteveryoneinvolvedandandi'llbeabletostepoutofthisonewholehugemess
theotherpartofme'sdyingtothinkimbeingashitagainthatitllendthatillbetheonewithahappyending.
when did i become ever so selfish. sheesh.
butitriednotthinkinganditsnotworking
istartthinkingthewholewholeworldsbeingunfairtomeagain
thats ade for you
wallowing in her self pity mode again
whatever.