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as much as i love rosti
its stinking up my roommm

HEE
but tis gooood
:) YUM.
and yay i m glad i stocked up on my yogurt

was enjoying every momemt of it last night when i made chonges eat some natural LOW-flat yogurt which was tasteless
and "issit just me, but ITS LIKE SPOILT MILK, WHY WOULD ANYBODY WANT TO EAT SOMETHING LIKE THAT" whines chonges
and then he tried to spill it

YAY
and overdose of cookies today
:( BAD

8 hours on stupid seminar presentation tmr
:( BAD

exams coming
:) GOOD

AHEM. :S :S :X :X :S :S
the more i think about it the more annoyed i am.
:( BAD

cny dinner
TIGER BEER
EEPS = smelly :(

wafffffffffffffles! tis super nice! weifeng s treat!
four seasons
yay i was really happy
after eating crappy food for so long.

here i am wondering why my face is suddenly so hot
and if my heater went cranky

but then i remember, tis the mulled wine sorbet laura gave me
and she gave me such a teeny weeny piece
now i feel so uncomfortable
:S
but twas really sweet of her.

im low class
dont know how to appreciate wine
hee

and yups another lousy day
i got bored at 430
so i decided to go for a short short run
took out my keys and debit card and ran to high street. HEEHEE and on the way back
i made stops at home base and big tesco.

andddddddd YES i am so unfit
and remind me i have to run in the gym!
im still aching from thurs

old old lady i am :X

my brain is saturated
im torn between going for a run now
and taking a bath, and heading out to shop for a bit before DINNER with evan.
HELP.

Bay: can u remove that lousy pic in ur blog?

adeeee: what pic

Bay: ur black n white one

look like siao char bo

adeeee: hahahaahha

I AM WHAT

hahaahhaaha

Bay: i dont like

tis so strange.
tis midnight now
i was talking to u a moment ago
in the wee hours of ur morning
and now u re in school! hahahaha cos tis 8! whoahhhhh

YOU ARE MAD BY THE WAY.

it all seems pretty much clearer now
=)
and for that
i thank God really.

i did the right thing
after chonges talked me into doing it.
to call up c and zy
and tell them how i might prefer staying with caroline
and though they were upset
they stressed how they didnt want me to be obliged to stay with them and i shouldnt make my decision cos i felt bad or anything.

so that made things a lot better.
and i was happy to know that i could make the decision on my own/
haha
and then liling came in at elevenish last night as i was trying to study in bed
in my nice romantic setting, with my little dim bedside lamp on
and talked to me

and i thought she was very brave
cos i could tell she was clearly very upset about other issues (which should also have led her to try convince me otherwise.)
but yet she talked to me about this
and was being very very logical about everything
and reminded me of committing decisions like these into God's hands.
of how, either way it goes, it cant be all that bad.
i dont know what led me to think of the worst

hee and she told me how how very sheltered i am
cos i have sucha boyfriend to dote on me all the time.
that im so much in my comfort zone here
her exact words were

dont be offended or take this the wrong way
but c-u really dotes on you like crazy and does everything for you
you have so much support from him, you're really very very blessed and sheltered even here in london.

yea and i know living with them would get me to step out of that comfort zone
and really grow up as a person
and grow as a Christian

i felt very much at peace after that
and i think that
if i could wake up in the morning
and not feel horrible about any decision i ve made.
im happy.

im delaying my reply to them though.
i need to be more sure than ever about it.
esp after more support from everybody.

and man. this is ur siaocharbo daughter after netball
for you mommy
after ur complaints about not having pictures
tis damn :S


MY wife and bf are gonna be so busy
poor things!
must take care of each other
my exams will be over soon!
then i can take care of you guys!!!!

netball
was goood
always always love the company
:D :D :D
but
as always
im damn unfit
and its not funny playing centre against vic.
i was literally dragging my feet after a while.
hohoho
hee
and then we headed for dim sum :D
the whole bunch of us and hj's old boyfriend.
and that was 4 hours of the day goneeeeeeeee.

but i am aching
even me neck's aching.
i was running across the road to chongers' place before church today
and suddenly i thought i got some butt cramp or something
hahaaha

and i was like, shit. what was i doing last night in my sleep
then chonges reminded me that i had netball.
:X

and
elaineeeeeeeeeeee, u are damn cute la.
i <3 <3 <3 you! :) :) :)

:D
gbk!

am frustrateddddd
am silly
make a decision.

tonight.

hee im not a cannibal dokays
i ve been eating crap

:D
like a lot of junk
hohoho!

anddddddd im so sleeepyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
:(
i know why i dont blog anymore
cos i have no pictures hahahaahahahaha
livejournal is a pain in the ass to tag my babes
hahaha
but i love u
i tag here!

elaine and i are MAD

and how come i blog so little now. haha

maybe
maybeeeeeeee
im so hardworking i have no more brain juices
HAHA

and other things to worry about.
eeeeeeeps.


what goes around comes around.
*shuts my stupid mouth*

today i <3 you more than ever

tis long!
tis short
hahaha me wants to cut my hair reallllyyyyyyyyy short

true blue chipmunks. :D
full strength!

thanks for calling woman.
twas so nice to talk to u on the phone after so many years hee

and
though i was dying to tell you loads
i was unfortunately
in the library.

and there were spies everywhere heheee

hmmmmmmmmm
the household might be going to brussels this weekend
hoho
dont know if its a good idea
but i hope it is
:D
and i hope its a good weekend getaway!

roarrr.
im so so tired.
even after the nap

there s so much on my mind.
twas sucha lousy day
i cant seem to stop whining

tis time
to grow up
=)

refreshed with God's love this week.
especially during the walks to school and back.
and it didnt feel like a hassle to get to walk anymore.

hello mommy and daddy i might be studying in school till late now. so i wont be online. hee much. so email me if anything alright?
and sherry are u mad. u want to call me for the kicks? hee

and hey
im always here for you dokays?

i want to be your lobster of loveliness

MY PLACE :)
KISSSSSSSSOOOOO




amazingly

im happy
and im starting to remember why i missed elaine so much
:)
dinner was so niceeeeeee
i dont know why we never seem to run out of things to say to each other.
and then we had dessert :( guilty whoops.
and
that lady was at my place teaching me NMR
heee she s an awesome teacher
i could never do it the way she does :) :) :)

and then chonges came by for a while
and we had a good chat.
yikes
cheer up pumpkin
:)