i am amazed at how God works wonders
to put me back on track
:D

am looking at amphetamines now
haha exciting

Amphetamine is used by college and high-school students as a study and test-taking aid.^[17] Amphetamine increases energy levels, concentration, and motivation, allowing students to study for an extended period of time. These drugs are often acquired through ADHD prescriptions to students and peers, rather than illicitly produced drugs.

exciting yes? :D
too bad tis illegal now

caroline's 21st
pastel colours we were supposed to be in hee but we all ended up wearing white skirts hee

heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee MINE!

daryl is gay!

chongers cut his hair!
nice!
and whoah
why is he standing so weirdly
hee
happpy 23rd keith!
u old bird!

i cant help but remember
as i drink laura's chrysanthemum tea

of how i used to pinch my nose, and gulp it all down
when mommy used to make us drink it.

what was i thinking. really.

:)

the thoughts the thoughts
the distractions
how frustrated i am.

wont go away
coming back to haunt
and wtf
how come i cant seem to run away
i am tempted to close this stupid blog soon.

i am so damn screwed up.

before im ready to scream my lungs out
from the awful day

i will pop into bed and sulk

and then have a good rest
head to school. or maybe i ll skip school for once
because i have no lecture notes.
awful people who upload the notes so late.
and tis caroline s birthday tmr
cake baking and party
fun

and life goes on

hee and the worried mom skyped me today
exclaiming
nooo nooo please continue to put ur pictures up
the whole family wants to look at them

haha
and
:(
how come it seems so difficult to do well for the exams
AND AND
yea im in the midst of some good mugging.
but whoa whoa whoah!
how comeee the angmohs all seem to be working so hard
i mean exams are in a month
and they've started
they're supposed to be partying and drinking right.
wrong.

all around me
they're talking about what they ve studied
MAD.


hello chonges. u are spoiling me.
with lunch everyday!
yikes
it should be my turn to take care of you

hmm sooooon!

i ve reached the point when
i start to loathe seeing my face in photographs

tis the epitome of sianess
maybe its PMS
or maybe its the much dreaded coming exams.

belated birthday lunch with my ladies :)


the old foggey


tis so nice hanging out with the tan sisters
tis always a laughing session for me everytimeeeeeee
and they claimed today they wanted to scare CHONGES

and i was like erm HAHA u cant, he s not scared of u anymore.
liz our 19 year old
feng
or something
twas reallllllllllllllllly GOOD
but it was like 90 quid.
we almost fell off our chair
and they wouldnt let me pay
:(

company though, was better
love love love them :)

dinner at tai ka lok
obviously elaine and myself couldnt finish everything :(
but tis funny how we ended up there from oxford
hee and how our japanese dinner turned chinese!

hee basically we ran out of the restaurant once we found out the food was too expensive
it didnt help that they kept our coats
so we had to ask them for it back
and and that the manager gave us a super super black face!

heeeeeeeee
die.

as greek as it can get
dinner with elaine was so goood. it has been quite long since we really sat down to have a nice nice talk.

we shared this
hee man we finished it :D



and as we sat down
we learnt about a lot of stuff
the things that needed to be changed
and how harmless things can become inevitably hurt others.

i start to see lots of people in a different light.

AND
i looked at my life
and thought
wth

people're gonna see me as an empty vessel
who cant stop talking
and who cant seem to keep things to herself.
whether its my own private life, or things about other people
yea
and therefore the blog change.

ohwells. shrugs*
there - are - loads of things which i keep saying i ll do
but hasnt been done.
so.

dimsum at china experience!
twas yummy!

i was telling this person how disgusted i was with him for never ever looking horrible in pictures :(
tis one lucky chap :)

i think the blog deserves a little posting about flat 7
and what they really did
but before that
twas raining so heavily in the morning today
and i actually rolled outta bed
took out my silly tiny umbrella
and walked to sch in the blistering cold
twas wet and yucky
and miserable
hee
told chonges that i was les miserades
and then and then yea i felt really good with myself.

and the party was a blast
i didnt want a party
so i told me housemates that.
because i knew i would rather be spending time alone with my closer pals, with housemates and with chonges.
hee but chonges told them he wanted a party
perhaps its because its the 21st
so laura caroline cheryl and liling really cleared up the house
got decorations and balloons
baked cakes, there was finger food and icecream and drinks
and i had to pop every ballooon to get the messages
heee
and ah they were so naughty la.
i got some la senza lingerie
omg
tis the 21st yes. but haha
lingerie not my thing
heee but for all the effort they put in
i realllllly give them 5 popcorns :)
i was happy because i knew how sweet and nice they were and to me, that was an even greater present
to have people who thought about what you would like for your birthday and how to make it extra special
heeee

elaine finished her exams too
and that lady
rushed down to sloane sq/st me doesnt know. to get me a coccinelle bag!
hahaha tis SO PRETTTY
thanks love. <3 we gonna eat good stuff tonight. giggles.

chonges totally loved it cos he ll be carrying it
i think its because it has a nice cute mirror on it HEEHEE
and yeaaa
everybody was talking some random 21 year old stuff hahaha about some restaurants in japan serving sushi on women and stuff and we were horrified.


chonges, as liling said
you were really YOU XIN. direct translation. HMM you have a heart
hahahaah no
really it means erm erm that you put in so much effort in this.
i really think a birthday is a no biggie. seriously
but like i said
it just reminds you how people think you're special and how much they love you.
tis nice to have a birthday in london
chonges been sleeping only a few hours every night cos of this and cos of the upcoming interview :(
me s getting a little worried cos he fell sick!
heee and he brought over hor fun from bayswater for lunch today
i shared some with liling
and she exclaimed that SHE LOVES CHONG U A LOT TOO.
hee HEY
MINE! :(
heehehehehhee
heeeee OH DID I MENTION we had dinner at macdonalds for my birthday
heeee
he might have been horrified when i exclaimed i wanted to have fast food.
and yea
cos i never had a macs birthday party
and neither did he.
think its his dream of getting married in macdonalds.



heee and we watched stardust toooo
man its so goooood
i would love to glow when im happy too
heeee

again this year, i thank God im blessed
I thank God He gave me so much after the horrid downs i went through last year
and i thank Him i know that He provides and that i dont take family and friends for granted.

hee
sissy
chonges saw the stuff u wrote and he said VERY NICE :D
kisssssssss

hellooo mommy and daddy
i studied hard today and and
i miss the boys :(

heeee

I AM TWENTY ONE
i have no inspiration to blog
except thanks guys for the partay :)
twas really cool bursting all 21 ballooons to find my surprises :)

OH i love u both
hee see eve mau gal wouldnt get emails like these on their 21st
HEEE :)


daddy's funnny

Ya ade,

have a really happy 21st birthday.

glad there are so many friends celebrating with you.

hope u like the e card i ve sent ... it takes me quite a long time to search for a suitable card (chip and dale cards are even really hard to find and took me all morning).

dad

mommy's funny too

adeline!

SWEETIE, A VERY HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY TO YOU


May you have a wonderful and great time on this day and any other days
Hope that now u are already a young adult, u should be more mature and
hardworking. I know that i wont have to worry about you ,ok stop nagging

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ADELINE
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU

Wishing you great and wonderful days and years ahead and keep smiling.

MUACKS MUACKS MUACKS

HUGS HUGS HUGS

KISS KISS KISS

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY

Definitely!

LOVE


MUM

hee
sorry tis gonna be a long entry because

tis the best birthday ever
and it should be
cos im twenty one
:)

from the surprise in sg
coordinated by sissy and fags, jean, anna (all my besties) and family
:) dinner was awesome. dokays at least i had my fair share of sushi before coming back

and then the boys came back with me
though i did lament about my sleep and how i had to drag myself out to see boring london
i wouldnt have given that time spent together with them up
hee me thinks we got closer, seeing each other so much
maurice always trying to make conversation
we, always trying to ask gobi about his life
gobi always disturbing me
but i enjoyed every bit of it. because i knew that he adored (i cant find a better word. sorry) me when he gave me attention. (sheepish grin.)

hee
and after cell today
we ended earlier than usual
because twas social and there wasnt any bible study
so yups.
i headed home early
and walked in with a reallly sweet smell. twas the smell of cakes!
hee but liling dragged me to her room to look at her pictures
and though i kept insisting that i know there was cake and i want to see my cake
she refused to let me go.
heeeeee





but WOW
21 pretty cupcakes with 21 candles greeted me with a birthday song on windows media player
:)
we played jungle speed after that, and asshole daidee. except we made the last 2 bitch and bastard :P
twas very good time together

at 12, the boyfriend called.
i couldnt hear him though
and then a knock at my door
beams
chonges came in with a huge bunch of prettty pink flowers
a cake
a guitar
and i beamed with HAPPINESS when i saw the guitar
because i knew he was going to sing to me :)
twas the song he wrote and composed
a few months back,
and which he didnt complete
and i ve been dying to hear him sing it to me
:)

the cake was SO IMPRESSIVE

even chonges was surprised
well im impressed.
who s the mysterious helper huh :D:D
and i got a ginormous card heeeeeee
twas so cuteeeeee and and and andddddd
a chip n dale dvd
we watched 2 episodes and were so tickled
i felt like a child again
and me little bracelet and necklace.


hey love, i know u did so muchhhhhhh when you were so busyyyyy.
you're sucha joy in my life.
i reallly appreciate you, and i look forward to happy times ahead
i love you love love loveeeeeee



sissy, thanks for the little tribute on ur blog and the prayer
twas so touching. me teared. and im glad u liked the bag! YAY

and then s a day out with chonges to look forward to
plus dinner with wife soon
and housemates
yay :)

and then drats
exams are coming
yikes

meet fatty snuggles!



first day of school!
as usual
i feel a surge of power to study hard
hahaha and again as always
that strange new power fades away as the day draws to an end!
i ended up wasting me time at sains for over an hour
and then
heading home to make some agar agar
which took up like 2 hours
cos i tried to make 3 layers.
HEE
tis pretty though :)

HAHA i must talk about my camera at oxford
GOOD old maurice took the camera from my bag on the bus
and me had no idea!
and then halfway
this angmoh man came to sit next to me. so i started to look for my camera in my bag. to look at the pi ctures to pass my time
BUT I COULDNT FIND IT
called out to maurice but he was fast asleeep a few seats away and couldnt hear me.
i was in a mad frenzy
even the angmoh suggested i turn on the lights to see better
haha and then i gave up
lost and dejected. kinda depressed, and stared out the window
wondering how im going to survive without a camera
that thought lasted like what 10 seconds
cos after that i was thinking of what new camera i should get
HAHAHAHA
smart ass me huh

WHOOPSIE
somehow
in lectures today
i thought of the tube rides with the boys
and the river cruise
DAMN.
school started alright.
yups.
tis almost 8. yikes. almost time to study a bit. but i need to GO TAKE A PICTURE of my agar agar and post it up :)

[BEAMS with pride]
hee sherry, yes dale is with me in london. its sitting next to my laptop,
looking as GOON as can be. haha make it stop grinning maybe?

chonges thinks im irrelevant

5/20/2007		10:26:59 PM		Chong-U8-|		ade.		it's showing how irrelevant you are
5/20/2007		10:27:00 PM		Chong-U8-|		ade.		lol
5/20/2007		10:27:00 PM		Chong-U8-|		ade.		okie
5/20/2007		10:27:02 PM		ade.		Chong-U8-|		OI
5/20/2007		10:27:03 PM		ade.		Chong-U8-|		WHAT
5/20/2007		10:27:03 PM		Chong-U8-|		ade.		#1. hungry
5/20/2007		10:27:06 PM		ade.		Chong-U8-|		YOU
5/20/2007		10:27:13 PM		Chong-U8-|		ade.		#2. smelly
5/20/2007		10:27:16 PM		ade.		Chong-U8-|		YOU again
5/20/2007		10:27:18 PM		Chong-U8-|		ade.		#3. short
5/20/2007		10:27:21 PM		Chong-U8-|		ade.		lol
5/20/2007		10:27:21 PM		ade.		Chong-U8-|		ME
5/20/2007		10:27:25 PM		Chong-U8-|		ade.		#4. hungry and short
5/20/2007		10:27:31 PM		ade.		Chong-U8-|		you and me!
5/20/2007		10:27:34 PM		Chong-U8-|		ade.		HAAHHA
5/20/2007		10:27:37 PM		Chong-U8-|		ade.		eh you suck lah
5/20/2007		10:27:38 PM		ade.		Chong-U8-|		WAIT
5/20/2007		10:27:40 PM		ade.		Chong-U8-|		ok ok ok waigt
5/20/2007		10:27:42 PM		Chong-U8-|		ade.		cannot combine information one
5/20/2007		10:27:43 PM		Chong-U8-|		ade.		lol
5/20/2007		10:27:44 PM		ade.		Chong-U8-|		again again
5/20/2007		10:27:47 PM		Chong-U8-|		ade.		hahaha
5/20/2007		10:27:56 PM		Chong-U8-|		ade.		#1. homework
5/20/2007		10:28:02 PM		ade.		Chong-U8-|		see la my roommate thinks im siao
5/20/2007		10:28:11 PM		ade.		Chong-U8-|		wait what am i supposed to do again?
5/20/2007		10:28:17 PM		ade.		Chong-U8-|		say the first thing that comes to mind
5/20/2007		10:28:17 PM		Chong-U8-|		ade.		firs thting that comes to your mind
5/20/2007		10:28:18 PM		ade.		Chong-U8-|		ok
5/20/2007		10:28:18 PM		Chong-U8-|		ade.		cannot think one
5/20/2007		10:28:19 PM		Chong-U8-|		ade.		yes
5/20/2007		10:28:21 PM		Chong-U8-|		ade.		argh
5/20/2007		10:28:23 PM		ade.		Chong-U8-|		homework = sucks
5/20/2007		10:28:25 PM		Chong-U8-|		ade.		#1. hate
5/20/2007		10:28:32 PM		ade.		Chong-U8-|		bad!
5/20/2007		10:28:33 PM		Chong-U8-|		ade.		#2. love
5/20/2007		10:28:41 PM		ade.		Chong-U8-|		NICE!
5/20/2007		10:28:44 PM		Chong-U8-|		ade.		#3. boys
5/20/2007		10:28:54 PM		ade.		Chong-U8-|		YUMMY!
5/20/2007		10:29:01 PM		Chong-U8-|		ade.		#4. school
5/20/2007		10:29:07 PM		ade.		Chong-U8-|		not nice
5/20/2007		10:29:09 PM		Chong-U8-|		ade.		#5. singapore
5/20/2007		10:29:16 PM		ade.		Chong-U8-|		NICEEEE
5/20/2007		10:29:18 PM		Chong-U8-|		ade.		#6. snow
5/20/2007		10:29:29 PM		ade.		Chong-U8-|		wet and disgusting
5/20/2007		10:29:39 PM		Chong-U8-|		ade.		#8. keith
5/20/2007		10:29:44 PM		ade.		Chong-U8-|		GAY
5/20/2007		10:29:56 PM		Chong-U8-|		ade.		#9. your roommate
5/20/2007		10:30:07 PM		ade.		Chong-U8-|		SWEET
5/20/2007		10:30:14 PM		Chong-U8-|		ade.		#10. chong-u
5/20/2007		10:30:19 PM		ade.		Chong-U8-|		TALL
5/20/2007		10:30:23 PM		Chong-U8-|		ade.		k
5/20/2007		10:30:24 PM		Chong-U8-|		ade.		you fail
5/20/2007		10:30:25 PM		Chong-U8-|		ade.		haha
5/20/2007		10:30:29 PM		ade.		Chong-U8-|		HUH
5/20/2007		10:30:30 PM		Chong-U8-|		ade.		you are irrelevant
5/20/2007		10:30:31 PM		Chong-U8-|		ade.		hahahaha
5/20/2007		10:30:33 PM		ade.		Chong-U8-|		WHY WHY WHY

my boyfriend thinks im irrelevant
thought i was 8 months ago :D

uh oh
earth to ADE
sch s tmr
i cant find my labreports
HAHAHAHA DIE
hmmmmm

and after seeing the boys off, chonges was famished
we headed to eastern star to get some takeaway chinese foooddd
and the poor boy ate at 11
:)
hee tis a funny little boy.
who drew on my walll :)