haha ade is ready for bed!
i restrained myself from coming online
YAY
1 chop for myself!
heehee
only to be greeted by a msn kiss from vic and a WAHLAU LIFE SUCKS from chong/chern who were fooling around.
and if he looks like a european model, fabio or something

I AM CONFUSED. 2 whacky guys. hee keith probably got dumped.

anyhows
another shit day
O*U$U$O(#OI($#$#)($#)$(_)(#$_#()_)#($
argh
waste my stupid time to walk to school and back
smart man didnt want to turn up for the tutorial. and the dept told us only at 940 tt the tutorial has to be reschelduled.
after we waited for so long
AND I FORCED MYSELF OUTTA BED THIS MORNING :(
only to trot home at 10! hahaha what is going on!
roll my eyes
ten thousand times

The car won't start--it's Falling apart falling apart
I was late for work and the boss got smart
My pantyline shows--got a run in my hose
My hair went flat--man, I hate that (hate that)

Just when I thought things couldn't get worse
I realized I forgot my purse
With all this stress--I must confess
This could be worse than PMS

This job ain't worth the pay
Can't wait 'til the end of the day
Honey, I'm on my way
Hey! Hey! Hey! Hey!

Honey, I'm home and I had a hard day
Pour me a cold one and oh, by the way
Rub my feet, gimme something to eat
Fix me up my favorite treat
Honey, I'm back, my head's killing me
I need to relax and watch TV
Get off the phone--give the dog a bone
Hey! Hey! Honey, I'm home!

I broke a nail opening the mail
I cursed out loud 'cause it hurts like hell
This job's a pain--it's so mundane
It sure don't stimulate my brain

This job ain't worth the pay
Can't wait 'til the end of the day
Hey honey, I'm on my way
Hey! Hey! Hey! Hey!

Honey, I'm home and I had a hard day
Pour me a cold one and oh, by the way
Rub my feet, gimme something to eat
Fix me up my favorite treat
Honey, I'm back, my head's killing me
I need to relax and watch TV
Get off the phone--give the dog a bone
Hey! Hey! Honey, I'm home!

Oh, rub my neck will ya

Hey, Hey, Hey, Hey, Hey
Honey, I'm home and I had a hard day
Pour me a cold one and oh, by the way
Rub my feet, gimme something to eat
Fix me up my favorite treat
Honey, I'm back, my head's killing me
I need to relax and watch TV
Get off the phone--give the dog a bone
Hey! Hey! Honey, I'm home!

I'm home, ooh that feels much better

:)

dancing when the stars go blue
where do you go when you're lonely


if only i could dance!
i can only fart.
ahem.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
COOL BEANS
EVE JUST sent me pictures of clothes she got from switzerland!!

yayyyyy

mommmmmmmy im so excited,
she says she ll leave them in london for me!!!
so pretty the skirt!
boy, you have good stuff.
hahaha i want the white halter. u can keep the tube with the lips, and i ll come kiss u!
cant wait for u to come!
yay
i kidnap u
jem can go hang out with the rest!

hee one bad thing happened after another
geez, i really dont know what more can go wrong!

but yea
i cant help but also delight in the Lord
because i know its time for the blessings to come :) :)

and praise God
i feel happy today
though i really really hope its not temporary
because today, i feel like i have forgiven
and i feel like all that used to matter, matters no more
i reaalllllllllllllllly hope it stays that way!!!!
its nice to be un-angry
its nice to able to do my work for a few hours in a row!
definitely more than 2 hours today!
YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYy

oh no i do not take pictures of myself everyday
hahahaah more like every meal -
hmmmmm
OK i will cut down.
then maybe more brain juices can go to studying
and like more energy can be channeled to growing longer legs!

we're back to eating one cup of rice per meal
DIE


HAHA talking to daddy makes me laugh all the time
i am tempted to quote you
on what you said this afternoon
when i told you my soup lid was stuck,
BUT I GIVE YOU FACE
lest i incur your wrath once again,
and be told to remove this and that from my blog
lol

grace would agree that my insanity came from dad
sherry rejected us, grace
you can forget about the trip :( :( :( :(

haha
ann just msged me
from singapore
and i cant help but cry

haha she s such a sweet lady
wishes me well
says she prays that i find somebody better
and to "eat good food, health is wealth ok"

awww
life is sad
but God is good.
i shall visit her when i go back to sg, and when the family's away! ;)
my favourite person :) :) :)

okie folks, ade's on study leave today :)

actually bullocks
attempted- study leave :P

who wants to GO TO BINTAN
or tioman
say yes say yes yes yes yes yessssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss

sherry u pull a disappearing act on me.

http://www.carmex-kiss.de/index.php?meintanz=318382006509
for ur amusement

presenting
DADDY

shit shit shit
grace, u just reminded me i have sims 2 as well
but dad reformatted my computer
argh
did u put it back in daddy?

teach me how to bear to delete my msn
ARGH
ill-disciplined i am.
why why
all in the mind yes.

the fags' infatuation with toilets :P this one was clean ok.

this picture just reminds me of
friendship.
somehow imagine
here i am
playing in the background
and waves lapping or something
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
hahaha
sherry and grace must be clubbing again
ARGH
horrible ppl.
eh sherry and grace sounds like will and grace
hahaahha ok nvm

ok i didnt study todayyyyyyyyy, that kinda sucks :(
but talking to cu was good!
kinda trying to force myself to absorb his wise o advice.
he s such a grown up
makes me wonder when i ll ever reach that stage
and really learn from mistakes and experiences

as i told him
the air up there is fresher
i got lousy air and therefore lousy brains.

i dont know why ppl bother with me.
life starts feeling good
when friends appear outta nowhere.
you dont need that one guy
when you have friends

and k was good company too
i felt i had a friend today while roaming the streets of london :) thank you!

i got OGL for sojourn
and dad and mom
sojourn is this orientation for imperial
for the freshies
in case u re wondering, u suakus
hee

yay im so damn happy
things are going well again! :P
thanks elaine, i know somehow u probably convinced them
hahahaha since i bet jx thinks im coo coo
and will probably give the freshies diarrhoea or something
verbal diarrhoea maybe.

we made a promise to prove everybody wrong about XXX
idiots
stupid e gardens ppl are so evil.
look at the mirror before you judge others.
but im going to fine everybody who messes up our apartment next year
though caroline wants to be in charge of cleanliness heehee :P

happy birthday anyway little boy :)
20 decades old!
i dont think i ll be able to wish you in time!

edit- shit i jsut said 20 decades old
2 decades old!

KEITHLEEN THE DUMBO who loves the disney store
hahaha see he took 3
so he's dumb to the power of 3!
yi loved the pooh and cup i got her :)
she said someday her tummy will look like pooh's and i got a hug! yay

my day ended at 10! and i came home at 4! hahaha so exhausting. time to study! yay :)
lunch with my beautifuls was good :)
hee we ate so much and ARGH
see eatfoodnotshit.
my tummy is still pretty pregnant from lunch

and my dinner is already beckoning me forward!

DADDY I LOVE U> dont be so angry about the apartment. i ll email u now
and mommy's skype username is quite funny. LOL

i am clever
created another user account
and it has no msn or skype :)
WHEEE
so i can watch youtube
and my tv-links
and study!!!! HAHAHA
say im smarttttt
wheeeeeeee

vic is so cute
sent me that kissie dance thingy
so i put my face and sent to everybody too
HAHAHA
:)

OC today
gross because we had to
sit next to the kitchen
and the toilet IS GROSS

but the food was alright. reasonable for 4 pounds!
cool beans
though i expected something more chinesey
hahahaa
and yucks
everytime i finish my salad i feel like puking
wheeeeeeee

ok time to watch my wife and kids!!!
:)
my wife's sheralyn!
and grace's my kid :P
yipeee
gonna meet caroline and laura for lunch tomorrow
see
im a no-lifer!
muggerwannabe

cant wait to go back to sg
and run with jean
from simei to bedok
HAHAHA
and then have breakfast
ok who are we kidding man

ROARRR
girl needs to eat meat!

HAPPY MOTHER's day mommyyyyyyyyyyyy
muacks we love u

AND I AM IMPRESSED
maurice left a note for mommy today
before he left for camp
heeheee
because the 2 girls are away and galvin wouldnt bother
cool beans!

here's a group hug from ur 4 monkeys
and signed with love from daddy and ur four kiddos :D

hahahaah OK DONT LAUGH
we walked all the way to hyde park
got caught in the silly rain
drenched from head to toeeeeeeeeee
gross beyond gross
and this shitty bus drove past
and whooooooosh
puddle splashed at us
ok at me
i protected vic
HAHAHAHAHA
so we walked all the way back to sch in the rain
to saf
TO HAVE OUR PICNIC
lol
pseudo picnic
but i had loads and loads of fun eating
hee and talking to people

yay i got my hugggggggs :) :) from the queen!
heee my walking to the park and back in the rain budddy :P
we headed to the toilet
took off socks
i took off the eeky stockings
and dried ourselves in the dryer!!! hahahaahah its how cool. u can actually flip it upwards! :D

and
those hilarious monkeys. LIKE REAL MONKIES, oh shit, how do u spell monkies. monkeys? yes. heheee
just thinking about how silly they are, makes me smile to myself! :D
it felt good to be free , to for once do my work and think about something nice, instead of crying at the thought of bad sad things! i really deserve a break. before i get a chance to start mugging my ass off. :P

haha our girl-friend didnt come today cos it was RAINING :(
and neither did my pretty ladies :( :( but it was a good thing they didnt waste their time in the rain!
hahaha e was so smart! she didnt get caught in the rain.
but it was pretty fun actually :P
im falling sickkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk
somebody gottagedda hurt real baddddddddd

and oh oh oh we told c some egg tarts were brown and some yellow, cos we take each of our own colour
HAHAHA and then bl said the same thing to him HAHAAH
we got the same poor taste in humour
and k said it was becauseeeeee she used brown sugar heehee so cute! she s amazing

and the biochem seniors
said i should start studying soon
because there's alot to cover
ROARRRRRRRRRRR

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
okies good i just studied for 1 hour i think HAHAHAHA YAY :)
one more hour to go
wheeeeeeee
i am so clever, i exited msn. WHOAH. discipline sister :)

hahahaha SCARY OR NOT
which reminds me
i took a bath twice today
waste my time
:(
THIS IS what i get for being lazy yesterday
heeheeee

SISSY IS SAD
I LOVE YOU
cheer up
GOD will pull you through!
please dont be so homesick
u re such a baby
heehee now u finally know how i feel
BUT at least ur boyfriend is with you!!! heehee :)

face so white, LOOK SO PALE. EEEEEk

whoah so pretttttttttyyyyyyyy

i am drooling over paul frank!
i am going to splurge on my paul frank.
soon.
hahha happy bunny!
john just taught me that saying yesterday
"she's just not much of a happy bunny"
hahaha am going to be a happy bunny!!!

he's an awesome lab partner :)

HAHA anna just taught me a new word
its called
mindfucking
:)

after the huge crying fit from seeing those things
and an embarrassed walk in by yi
who gave me a huge hug

i think
what the hell really.

but im going to cry it out anyway.
im going to make tonight the last time i cry.

better to be hurt now,
i really need someone to talk to.

my heart skipped a beat
:(
away with the fat arms
ok shall stop thinking and start studying now!

Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.

It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.

Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

Love never fails.

love never fails buddy
love never fails. :)
love never fails

love is such an abstract thing
yet so simple.
so impossible to go wrong.
yet it did.
maybe i was deluded hee :P

ade dont do this to yourself.
just dont.

on angmohs :)

f just asked me if i was caucasianophobic
lol
and i was like NO, im not rascist omg.
"but would you consider being with a caucasian?"
and i told him i was gay.


a said i looked 12
and my childish face suits me
and that i was portable
like a labtop
so i told him i hope his curls become straight overnight

omg
to think i thought i had nothing to talk to them about.
they turn out to be the cooler people of the lot

it'll be nice to have somebody
sing
eric clapton's
wonderful tonight
to you
aint it

:)
someday my prince will come!

bank holiday
whats a girl gotta do
havent studied since i came :(

Do you not know that those who run in a race all run, but one receives the prize? Run in such a way that you may obtain it. And everyone who competes for the prize is temperate in all things. Now they do it to obtain a perishable crown, but we for an imperishable crown. Therefore I run thus: not with uncertainty. Thus I fight: not as one who beats the air.




lol
im going to compete as athletes who really want to win.

yay

church today was really good
the 1130 service
whoopedy doo
more upbeat
and
i was so so overwhelmed by God's presence
and all the hurt all the sadness came rushing out
and it was so good
to know that God was there for me to channel it to Him
really so nice to feel like God is looking out for me, and that He wants the best for me
nice to know that maybe
if i let Him lead me on
I'll end up happy :D

cant wait to get through this
im going to be strong
and k is such a good girl-friend
so nice to talk to
and ELAINE heehee
poor girl couldnt study today
so we went out to starbucks for coffee
and got chased out after buying our coffee
cos they were closing
rarrr
so she came over
hahahaha and talked a lot! yay i love elaine! she makes me happy!
and i havent seen her for 2 weeks!

think i should really listen to my friends
:)
advice is good
because i dont trust myself
bleah as eve would say hee

ok shall pray for housing as mommy tells me to
YAY

hee the picnic was so good
it meant a lot to me
i needed to get out of my room so bad
needed to tell myself to stop waiting in my room all day for something to happen
and jx claims he was hoping the picnic would happen cos he knew i wanted it quite bad.

we ate a lot of shit
HMM
greedy pigs :)
FUN FUN
hahaha all the girls who went are my besties i love them love them love them :)
was nice to see elaine after so long
and vic's outstanding humour
and my 2 beautiful housemates laura and caroline!

and it was not a cheerleaders' picnic
HEH
=)
cos k + me + e are not cheerleaders
ok who are we kidding :P
wheeeeeeee time to collect sushi soon

this one's for my mama
AND hahaha see la thanks to u
liling thinks im vain
cos I TAKE PICTURES of myself for u to seeeeee :(

seems not long ago
:(
i miss those days
badly.

hahahaha ARGH
liling and liling are so blur together
WENT all the way to edgware road to eat macs
PFFTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT
roar

hello jman!!!
if u ever read this
I DECIDED
not to return u ur jacket
HEHEE
its too comfortable

sorry buddy :)

bh "is this your phone?"
me "yes"
bh "then why does it have ur picture on the wallpaper"
me "then what, i have nobody to put"

t "this is when the guy hints that u take a picture of him and put it as ur wallpaper"
and so we took a picture of him
hahaha
sigh

its strange
so strange

happy birthday lap.
the cake was so pretty but
freaking sweet
yikes

haha the birthday was good
im actually glad i went
after the huge fight with lap
like the whole of last year
lol
it was nice to be with a bunch of friends
though they kept saying i was digging my own grave
and scoring my own goal
every time i made a comment
and fin ally told me its better i eat and not say a word
:D
asshole

yayy
and because of that
i couldnt get up this morning
LOL
mommy knows
she didnt scold me!
yay cos she s more worried her daughter s depressed and a loner
heehee

yesterday was good
very good
thressa or idontknow how u spell her name
IS SO CUTE
i mean she's much older than us
but she looks younger than me
hee seeee
she s so tiny!
and she s a 4/5th year medic! cool beans yes?

and this is zhonghan her boyfriend :) who s on exchange from nus for a year! damn cool

and this is ade b. whose side profile looks hideous
but looking very comfortable in the jacket as always :)

to hide everything LOL
extremely comfortable in the chair
while being poked fun at
lap insisted that the limelight be on him for that night

lol zheng yuan sent me these
then went
shit
im sorry im so insensitive

海平面远方开始阴霾 悲伤要怎么平静纯白
hai ping mian yuan fang kai shi yin mai / bei shan yao zhe me ping jing chun bai
Clouds gather on the faraway (sea) horizon, How can I keep my sadness calm

我的脸上始终夹带 一抹浅浅的无奈
wo de nian shang shi zhong jia dai / yi mo qian qian de wu nai
I remained straight-faced, trying to cover the hint of resignation

你用唇语说你要离开 (情不在)
ni yong chun yu shuo ni yao li kai (qing bu zai)
You silently said that you wanted to leave (The love's gone)

那难过无声慢了下来
na nan guo wu sheng nan le xia lai,
The sadness slowed down silently

汹涌潮水 你听明白
xiong yong chao sui, ni ting ming bai
Listen carefully to the crashing tides,

不是浪而是泪海
bu shi lang er shi lei hai
It is not from the sea but from tears

Chorus:

转身离开 (你有话说不出来) 分手说不出来
zhuan shen li kai (ni you hua shuo bu chu lai) fen shou shuo bu chu lai
Turning around to leave, (You have something to say but remained speechless), unable to say it's over

海鸟跟鱼相爱 只是一场意外
hai niao gen yu xiang ai / zhi shi yi chang yi wai
The love between a seagull and a fish is only an accidental occurrence

我们的爱 （给的爱）差异一直存在 (回不来)
wo men de ai （gei de ai） cha yi yi zhi cun zai (hui bu lai)
Differences had always existed in (the love you gave) our love (we can't go back)

风中尘埃(等待)竟累积成伤害
feng zhong zhen ai (deng dai) jing lei ji cheng shang hai
The dust that gathers in the wind (ends up) accumulating to pain

转身离开 分手说不出来
zhuan shen li kai fen shou shuo bu chu lai
Turning around and leave, (can't say it's over), unable to say it's over

蔚蓝的珊瑚海 错过瞬间苍白
wei lan de shan hu hai / cuo guo shun jian cang bai
An azure coral sea, a missed momentary paleness

当初彼此（你我都）不够成熟坦白(不应该)
dang chu bi ci （ni wo dou) bu gou cheng shu tan bai (bu ying gai)
Right from the beginning (you and me both) were not mature and frank enough (shouldn't)

热情不改 (你的) 笑容勉强不来
re qing bu gai (ni de) xiao rong mian qiang bu lai
The passion had not changed, (your) smile cannot be forced

爱深埋珊瑚海
ai shen mai shan hu hai
Love is buried deep within the coral sea

Verse 2:

毁坏的沙碉如何重来 有裂痕的爱怎么重盖
hui huai de sa diao ru he chong lai / you lie heng de ai zhe me chong gai
How do (we) rebuild the damaged sand sculpture, how can (we) fix a broken relationship?

只是一切 结束太快 你说你无法释怀
zhi shi yi qie / jie shu tai kuai / ni shuo ni wu fa shi huai
Only that all has ended too quickly and you said you could not understand why


贝壳里隐藏着什么期待 (等花儿开)
bei ke li ying cang zhe she me qi dai (deng hua er kai)
What surprises await in a seashell (Waiting for the flowers to bloom)

我们也已经无心再猜
wo men ye yi jing wu xin zai cai
We do not want to play the guessing game anymore

面向海风 (面向海风)
mian xiang hai feng (mian xiang hai feng)
The sea breeze caressing the face (the sea breeze caressing the face)

咸咸的爱 (咸咸的爱)
xian xian de ai (xian xian de ai)
The salty love (the salty love)

尝不出还有未来
chang bu chu hai you wei lai
Unable to feel any future (between us)

the wise old sage says
sometimes we like to eat
laksa
and sometimes we like to eat chicken rice

but at the end of the day, we still like both.

i dont want to be either the laksa or the chicken rice
its all or nothing
lol

lol
somebody s tanning in a bikini and a straw hat, a few rooms away
on the balcony!
HAHAH SO FUNNY
and she s studying there :D

londoners

polly put the kettle on
the kettle on
the kettle on
polly put the kettle on
and
erm
whats the next line

lets have tea?
hahahaha
poly
what a stupid name

oligopoly! lol

--- oooh i just found it

Polly put the kettle on,Polly put the kettle on,Polly put the kettle on,We'll all have tea.Sukey take it off again,Sukey take it off again,Sukey take it off again,They've all gone away.

"Polly put the kettle on" was published in 1797. The origin of "Polly put the kettle on" was based on the author having five children - two boys and three girls. There were constant arguments as the boys wanted to play soldiers and the girls wanted to play house! When the girls wanted to play without their brothers they would pretend to start a game of tea party "Polly put the kettle on" and the daughter, called Polly, would put the toy kettle on! As soon as the brothers left Sukey (or Susan) would take it off again! Their father was so amused by this ploy that he set it to words and added the music which were subsequently published.

what a sweet thing

i remember mommy loving rhymes and songs

and singing them all to us

sigh

childhood s so blissful, why do we ever wanna grow up

why.

why.

maurice
i cant help but say
is nearly almost always correct
i think
i should listen to him for once

:)
:)
:)
:)
:)

hee the gosu, im very proud of you!

Been alot that I've been through
I cried a tear a time or two
Baby, you know I cried some over you, yeah
Had my heart kicked to the ground
Love ripped me up and tore me down, baby

But that ain't enough to break me
Cuz I'll rise above it
And I'll pick myself up
And I'll dust the pain off my heart

And I'll be alright
And I'll love again
And the wounds will mend
I'm bruised but not broken
And the pain will fade
I'll get back on my feet
It's not the end of me
My heart is still open
I'm bruised but not broken

Been alot of tears stained nights
I thought the tears were here for life, baby
The hurt came on and held on tight, yeah
Took a chance, I took a fall
Love broke my heart and shattered all my dreams
But I won't be down on my knees
Cuz I'll rise above it
And I'll pick myself up
And I'll shake the rain out of my heart

And I'll be alright
And I'll love again
And the wounds will mend
I'm bruised but not broken
And the pain will fade
I'll get back on my feet
It's not the end of me
My heart is still open
I'm bruised but not broken

Gonna pick my heart up
Take my life back
Shake the hurt away
Pull myself together, put the pieces back in place
I learned love's so hard
Love left my soul scarred
I was shattered inside

And I'll be alright
And I'll love again
And the wounds will mend
I'm bruised but not broken
And the pain will fade
I'll get back on my feet
It's not the end of me
My heart is still open
I'm bruised but not broken