boys of th e family 

my cake 

long beach 

fags in the basement. yuk stupid hair.ARGH 

my pasta which was pretty good. 

HEE MY BEST GAY 's getting married. 

hahaha so now we all know. ARGH THE BLOODY HAIR. YUCK YUCK YUCK. and heee i realise my friends are all so pretty! i like! drools* 

hee four silly girls at the arcade. all stupidly dress in green if you realise . to try be funny. 

sheralyn acting crazy on daytona. she was only posing for me by the way heheee 

hee see. showing her red hands. from playing and whacking too hard. 

hahaha see how happy they look. 

hahaha these are the 3 nuts playing the dumb game that i cant seem to catch. 

this is what joel, grace and sherry shopped together for. and sherry and grace pieced it together. its so pretty i cant stand it. 

today was a surprise for me. like
grace said to meet at 7 at cityhall
but when i asked to change to lunch
she said NO, so i thought okayy.
and then online i told sheralyn i wanted to go to suntec first to fix my phone
SHE SAID NO. and that she would accompany me
.
hee
so then mommy and daddy somehow knew too.
maurice and evie knew too
everyone knew except me.
that there was a teeny weeny surprise waiting for me at the basement.
SO.
i went down, was about to walk to the mrt station. when sherry said to look above the dustbin
so i saw this envelope. that said something. opened it. blahblah. headed to the mailbox blahblah found a note that said walk to car 2347 hahaha and there was my surprise. but
being the dummy i was i couldnt find the car. and sheralyn had to call to direct me there with angle directions and stufff
hahahaha
so there i found the prettiest thing.
fags. did it for me.
BECAUSE JOEL BUGGED THEM TO
isnt it cool?
joel went out with my best friends sherry and grace
hahahahahahahahahahaha
yay everything i wanted. for everyone to love everyone else.
and yea. he had a voice recorded message for me to listen to which was so sweet.
.

and the things they told me that JOEL said to them.
so we cabbed down to marina square to eat. thinking that we can kbox for the first time. but it was so freaking ex. 16++ per person WAHRAOS. so we went to the arcade to play hahahah it was so dumb but fun.
there was this whacking game. which was stupid but i kept losing anyway. grace is pro. so is sheralyn. and fiona. everyone except me. cos it was my first time. hahaha
DAYTONA. we won in this arrangment FAGS
no fair. i got 2nd. hahahaha sherry is so lousy. dumb woman
and then we played DDR. hahahahaha like four of us.
an arrow each. it felt so dumb.
and off to the used cd shop which is so cool.


thanks honeys
for doing everything for me on my birthday.
i really like the huge birthday pressie. and thanks for putting up with the requests from the bf.
and the bf, you are ... hmm you know what you are to me. i love you so muchhhhhhhhhhhhhh. im very touched okay.
hahaha squeezs and big hugs
thanks fjags! I LOVE YOU GUYS

okies. im so bored. yay sherry says she ll accompany me to fix my silly phone!
and then off with grace as well at 7 to eat.
just had fish soup with rice
hee
I NEED TO CLEAR THE BOWELS to eat later.
and grace is insane. she was like "wear anything except green black and white"
LIKE WHOAHHHHHHHH. siao.
.
so i cant wear what i wore to church?
hahaha impossible
so what have i been up to since joel was gone? nothing.
i cant bring myself to write any essays. yuk
.
was talking to nikki yesterday about her columbia and stuff! yea she got in. so did woochiao she says.
and like she thought i suggested tt she paid her mommy to write her essay
when i meant tt she paid her mommy to scream and jump for joy for her.
so i think she got pretty pissed. hahaha
so manu 's in cambridge med.
the class is doing so well.
WHAT AM I GONNA DO.
i shall challenge myself to do greater things in life. instead of whiling my time away.
joel's already gone anyway.
START LIFE ANEW!!!!
giveback to society. hiaks hiaks.
i wanna give tuition.

oh church church today.
baptism for a couple of people.
so fun.

its a bad disgusting day
woken up early by sis
went to comfort with mau
signed up for basic theory
saw sheralyn quek quek quek!!!
she passed btt!
maurice 's having practical lessons already next week
ade's not.
stayed there till 2. utterly broke.
returned home at 3
packed room until i almost died.
joel messaged
didnt reply.
dinner at 9 at espt
came home with bad mood
hair sucks
joel called
hung up 2 secs later
eve SAID she talked to gerald last time for darn long.
sad :(
so
went on his msn
and did something naaughty
hahahaha
uh oh.
but revenge for not talking to me.

hee today joel has no more hair. and for those who dont know.
there 's this huge chocolate chip ( mole )at the top of his head, hidden in the midst of his messy hair.
so YAYYYYYYYY i ll get to feast my eyes on his chocolate chip and press it like a button anytime i want!!!
im so excited


today was a pretty long tiring terrible day
woke up at 7
had full breakfast
left home at 8
reached j's house at 9tish
saw sw. said all the best to j.el
teased j about it.
told ann
ann fits earrings for me.
had nasi lemak for breakfast again which jo's mommy bought
took pictures. their family tradition
set off
to pasir ris
yea im crazy.
so when i passed white sands. I WAS LIKEEEEEEEEEe !!!!!!!!!!!
thats 10 minutes away
and we past white sands at like tenthirty?
and ON THE WAY PASSED a bustop which had a 9. whoopsie
hahahaha and when we got to the ferry terminal. jo's dad could drive in. but there were these poor little new army boys who didnt know and stopped him and got scolded by his dad, who's some big shot in the army
hee
so i felt sorry for them. but all was well. no hurt of any sort caused.
and then ferry. and then JOEL SAYS BYEBYE IMMEDIATELY. and left me alone with the daddy and the mommy. and i was so out of place. because im like the dian deng paopao. you know the light bulb hee
so i just walked. lost them in the crowd a few times!
but i saw shiying!!! hee who went to see mingkun off. so YAY
talked to her.
lost the parents. apologised. j's dad said he wanted to go off without me. hhahahaha and then talked to the platoon commander. the blahblah.
auditorium. heard some talk. watched some video. they did the swearing. (not vulgarities)
the little boys had their shirts tucked in
watched in agony as my headache pierced thru the head
whacked the head. smiled. joel's mommy is very cute. she likes the fattie army boys who are in the dragon company. joel's in cougar or something. so he wakes up to cutie army boys. so i thought joel's mommy must like me too. hahahaha wobbly cheeks and all. FINALLY
got to see joel again
had lunch
chicken rice . not bad. pretty n eat. liked the chilli. AND WE HAD TO SAY BYEBYE ALREADY
SOBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBB
.
but whatever. its a weekend camp. hahaha idiot joel. he's coming out ON THE 9th!!!! my BIRTHDAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY. and although he might not be spending it with me cos he ll be so tired. im SO HAPPPPPPY. because he can call me all night to talk to me.


note to joel


i dont care if you're TIRED. you will talk to me. OKAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY? i ll let you sleep. thats my BABY hahahhaha



and then parents dropped me off at bugis
met sissy
took an hour to arrive . so i shopped. tried on so much stuff
but i was in a headache to appreciate shopping
she pissed me off today
so badly
because we went to eunos. the stupid driving place. the booking of stupid theory tests thingy was closed
so we wasted our time.
so we decided to cut ade s hair
and the lady did the good job
ade was happyu
but was eve happy?
NO
she told the woman to cut it SHORT
so its not long anymore and IM SO DARN ANGRY
ARGH
im AN UGLY SHITE. arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh


but anyway
cell group at stuart and rita 's new house.
SO NICE
ARGH
when i grow up, my house will be like theirs
my kitchen EVEN BIGGER THAN their already so big kitchen
so that i can cook. heehee*
and blahblahblah
cell group was okay. cos of the headache again
and stuart gave me nice pills from US which worked after a while.
joel called
i couldnt answer
i called
he couldnt answer
he called
lights out
so im not happy
hee and sherry thinks i sound spoilt. HMMPH
thats how my day went. long and boring. but joel 's coming back yayyyyyyyyy

joel s going in tmr :(
good for him
and i shall talk about HIM
joel was in my classs. we were pretty good friends. hee cos i was like advising on his lovey lovey affairs. and then i realised i wasnt alone. everyone else was giving him little bits of advices. i was simply this new girl. this new friendly face.
and like we got closer as the year went. we shared our problems. i never knew i would end up with this cool shortie.

so. joel and i got together pretty late last year. hee so i wasnt bluffing when i answered the rest that we werent together
he did it in the shyest way.
at the poolside
like his head inside his shirt totally so that he could hide his red face


and i told him maybe. and that doesnt mean its a no
(hahahaha sheralyn sounds familiar?)
yea so from then on. things went on. AND AND
yea
hahaha he s a fantastic bf now.
although
we fight a lot
get jealous of each other a lot
physical fights
sms fights
online fights
phone call fights
but joel always gives in anyway.
so thats how everything gets better.
hahaha

now that he's going in for good for at least 3 good weeks.
i know i ll miss him. i ll praise him next time when he comes out. i think i need to sleep right now. i hope i dont fall asleep tmr while being showed around tekong. scary scary

And when the Israelites saw the great power the LORD displayed against the Egyptians, the people feared the LORD and put their trust in him and in Moses his servant.


exodus 14:31


"In your unfailing love you will lead the people you have redeemed. In your strength you will guide them to your holy dwelling.

so today was mos burger day. because jo and i used to go to mosburger all the time. for lunch or something. and i had veggie burger. not bad. but lots of fatty mayo. not good


the worst thing happened today.
i walked into the gents today
yea i was prolly blind
i was so embarrassed. i thought it would never be that bad. but like
i saw this man in front of the mirror. and i thought. prolly a butch. BUT WHEN I LOOKED closely, i realised that it was a man. AND MY FIRST THOUGHTS WERE LIKE
oh my gosh. whats this man doing here? then i turned and saw urinals. and thats it man.
rushed out immediately only to see some guy coming in laughing at me. and as i scrambled to the ladies and hid myself behind the cubicle. i couldnt stop laughing to myself. oh how could anything been ever more embarrassing.


ooooh i got evie a nice guess wallet that i was tempted to keep for myself.
but i decided. she needed it more than me :) so i ll give way and all. hee anyway.
nice ME


so then we took 111 to suntec. and yay joel got his passport photo done, was touched up nicely, we got batteries for him for NS. BUY ENERGIZER batteries from carrefour OKAY! 9.90 for 8 AAA batts. stupid j.el wouldnt listen but i was rightttttttttt. energizer batts as a pack of 8 are cheaper than 2 sets of 4 duracell. however u spell it haha and lets see. today i showed the jo that i was smarter than el. hiaks hiaks YAYYYYYYYYYYYYY.


and now im home.
i decided to not have dinner
because mommy just scolded me.
and im just a sad girl.
maurice sucks. couldnt even speak up for me.
you have no balls.

so MOMMY IS MAD AT MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
she's disappointed with me right now because she thinks i ate mouldy bread for breakfast.
but i think i didnt't
but see truth is, i m not really sure myself
so in other words, she just thinks im silly and stupid.
but the good thing is,
maurice ate half of what i ate.
so yea. we're stupid TOGETHER.

he tried to play YOU RAISE ME UP on the keyboard. moses the gayfriend taught him in 2 hours! 

hee there s one more pressie there. a cinderella ball from disneyland tokyo! with sweets inside. joel thinks he's prince charming. 

hahahahah MINE that s joel's hairy foot on the top left hand corner 

joel s pressie for me NUMBER TWO 

hee joel 's cooking day just before going into NS. yay 

joel s pasta sauce! 

hee joel s coming NOW SHIT> no time to write about him. he s cooking!!1

this is JOEL dressed up after the interview trying to put plasters on my blisters from wearing sneakers without socks. seee. a woman walked past and tried to see what he was doing. hahaha awww. he dragged me into guardian to get plasters and we played hide and seek before he could find me 

my something tofu with something cucumber salad which is so yummy i want joel to learn to prepare it for me everyday hahaha and joel's ham and cheese sandwich at cedele for tea at 4. greedy people arent we :) 

this is the fishmarket at greenwood avenue. im very displeased with it! dont go. :( 

hee newton! its so much food for 2 people really. poor joel was bullied by me. 

joel went for a DSTA interview today and i think they were really pleased with him :) :)
well done honey!
and then i met him at espirit today at raffles city. tried a bit of stuff without buying. went to erm suntec! cedele for tea. hahahah we re such fatties and then to narnia. stupid joel. DRAGGED ME TO ENG WAH. on the pretence of wanting to taking passport pictures at PICTUREME GROWL JOEL GROWL YOU. (OH joel said "fookyou" to me today after i told him to sms "ILOVEYOU" to moses) (note to reader: hahahahha moses is joel's gayfriend. they hold hands when they go out. ask me why im okay with it. )


BUT anyway. narnia is gooooooood.
i loved it. but i hate the white witch. argh i hate witches. hee
so anyway . after narnia. we headed to newton. took a bus from there to erm njc where fishmarket was. and joel was so excited about it and all. BUT WHEN WE GOT THERE> it was so packed. that they wouldnt give us a table at all. and told us to come back another day. i mean we took so much trouble to get there. DONGDONG. like walked so far innnnnnnnnnnnnnn. badbadbad place. its not fair. :( so we had to cab down to the hawker centre at newton. poor joel spent so much today. im supposed to be treating the guy who s going in to fight for the army. but he has been paying for everything hahahahaha im sorry but im broke. i will work hard while you re in okay. and give u treats to make u fat when u get out.
so we ate and ate at newton and i GAINED almost 2 kg when i got home. hahahahahahha yes i checked. so we had a little chitchat and joel was teaching me what to say to his parents and conversation topics. hahahah NOONE TEACHES ade how to talk. hes worried i tell them his cockadoodadoo doodadoodacock joke cos i threatened to. i ll tell YOU SHERALYN. but you might have heard it already hahaha i think its funny. :) anyway.
hahahah i think joel will cry when he goes in. such a lovely boy isnt he. so TMR a BLOG ENTRY SHALL BE DEDICATED TO YOUUUUUUUUU before you go in.. arent you excited? i cant wait. hee

i miss this class. sob anna and i didnt go for the gathering with mdm yeo! 

haha eeek. mommy thinks i HUNCH. is that how u spell it. 

2 Corinthians 5:17
Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation; the old has gone, the new has come!
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faithfulness of God
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Genesis 9:16
Whenever the rainbow appears in the clouds, I will see it and remember the everlasting covenant between God and all living creatures of every kind on the earth."
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Genesis 24:27
saying, "Praise be to the LORD, the God of my master Abraham, who has not abandoned his kindness and faithfulness to my master. As for me, the LORD has led me on the journey to the house of my master's relatives."
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Genesis 28:15
I am with you and will watch over you wherever you go, and I will bring you back to this land. I will not leave you until I have done what I have promised you."
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and i thought it would be interesting to share about MOSES hee :)
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Exodus 2
The Birth of Moses 1 Now a man of the house of Levi married a Levite woman, 2 and she became pregnant and gave birth to a son. When she saw that he was a fine child, she hid him for three months. 3 But when she could hide him no longer, she got a papyrus basket for him and coated it with tar and pitch. Then she placed the child in it and put it among the reeds along the bank of the Nile. 4 His sister stood at a distance to see what would happen to him.
5 Then Pharaoh's daughter went down to the Nile to bathe, and her attendants were walking along the river bank. She saw the basket among the reeds and sent her slave girl to get it. 6 She opened it and saw the baby. He was crying, and she felt sorry for him. "This is one of the Hebrew babies," she said.
7 Then his sister asked Pharaoh's daughter, "Shall I go and get one of the Hebrew women to nurse the baby for you?"
8 "Yes, go," she answered. And the girl went and got the baby's mother. 9 Pharaoh's daughter said to her, "Take this baby and nurse him for me, and I will pay you." So the woman took the baby and nursed him. 10 When the child grew older, she took him to Pharaoh's daughter and he became her son. She named him Moses, [a] saying, "I drew him out of the water."
Moses Flees to Midian 11 One day, after Moses had grown up, he went out to where his own people were and watched them at their hard labor. He saw an Egyptian beating a Hebrew, one of his own people. 12 Glancing this way and that and seeing no one, he killed the Egyptian and hid him in the sand. 13 The next day he went out and saw two Hebrews fighting. He asked the one in the wrong, "Why are you hitting your fellow Hebrew?"
14 The man said, "Who made you ruler and judge over us? Are you thinking of killing me as you killed the Egyptian?" Then Moses was afraid and thought, "What I did must have become known."
15 When Pharaoh heard of this, he tried to kill Moses, but Moses fled from Pharaoh and went to live in Midian, where he sat down by a well. 16 Now a priest of Midian had seven daughters, and they came to draw water and fill the troughs to water their father's flock. 17 Some shepherds came along and drove them away, but Moses got up and came to their rescue and watered their flock.
18 When the girls returned to Reuel their father, he asked them, "Why have you returned so early today?"
19 They answered, "An Egyptian rescued us from the shepherds. He even drew water for us and watered the flock."
20 "And where is he?" he asked his daughters. "Why did you leave him? Invite him to have something to eat."
21 Moses agreed to stay with the man, who gave his daughter Zipporah to Moses in marriage. 22 Zipporah gave birth to a son, and Moses named him Gershom, [b] saying, "I have become an alien in a foreign land."
23 During that long period, the king of Egypt died. The Israelites groaned in their slavery and cried out, and their cry for help because of their slavery went up to God. 24 God heard their groaning and he remembered his covenant with Abraham, with Isaac and with Jacob. 25 So God looked on the Israelites and was concerned about them.