hee hotel in ny. shuttle to take around. 
Sunday, December 25, 2005
was looking around
i decided lynn is pretty
hahaha i realise shafia prom pictures are very pretty
and sissy thinks s- looks like joel!!
oh my gosh so many s-es
and that im the only one jobless ARGH I WANT A JOB. i will go work at fullerton. i will go waitress at erm erm ritz. and get my work experience for cornell if they want me! and then give tuition on weekends. hahaha FUN.
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i need to pooooo .
anna s partying. sherry has highlighted hair. grace is lovesick. penny is asking if maurice can go over to so she can see him topless.
zhen is suggesting we have a gettogether!!
hee okay sweethearts/ since everyone knows everyone else. thats cool right.
okay i should be turning in!
merrry christmas guys i LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU. :) grin
i decided lynn is pretty
hahaha i realise shafia prom pictures are very pretty
and sissy thinks s- looks like joel!!
oh my gosh so many s-es
and that im the only one jobless ARGH I WANT A JOB. i will go work at fullerton. i will go waitress at erm erm ritz. and get my work experience for cornell if they want me! and then give tuition on weekends. hahaha FUN.
.
i need to pooooo .
anna s partying. sherry has highlighted hair. grace is lovesick. penny is asking if maurice can go over to so she can see him topless.
zhen is suggesting we have a gettogether!!
hee okay sweethearts/ since everyone knows everyone else. thats cool right.
okay i should be turning in!
merrry christmas guys i LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU. :) grin
oh im so tired.
today was a mighty long day
sissy woke me up at 7tish. saying she couldnt sleep. everyone s still suffering from jetlag. and then all 4 of us were up. and we went for prata breakfast. of course the boys ate prata on top of something else. it was so cool. just the four of us. it felt nice. like we were kinda grown up you know. and then we went supermarket shopping for salady stuff and yong tau foo. somehow something like that was fun too. and the rest of the day was sissy and i were in the kitchen working hard and cleaning. the salad turned out good. the brownies sucked. arghhhhhhhhh but HARHAR. i put in so much effort okay. and chocolate sucks. its bitter. yuk i had a hard time licking them off my fingers. haha
and then off to joel s place for dinner. whoah i ate till i died. and then there were those mini cornettos. and everyone was so happy opening their christmas presents. that was so cute. hee we tried to hide ann's big garfield in her room but she simply walked past it without realising! im exhausted. havent had much rest for the past few days ever since i got back. i can like not smile and have my eyebags sag like nobody s business EWWWWWWW. im tired. sissy s up and alive playing with gobi s cartoon drawing book because she just woke up.
today was a mighty long day
sissy woke me up at 7tish. saying she couldnt sleep. everyone s still suffering from jetlag. and then all 4 of us were up. and we went for prata breakfast. of course the boys ate prata on top of something else. it was so cool. just the four of us. it felt nice. like we were kinda grown up you know. and then we went supermarket shopping for salady stuff and yong tau foo. somehow something like that was fun too. and the rest of the day was sissy and i were in the kitchen working hard and cleaning. the salad turned out good. the brownies sucked. arghhhhhhhhh but HARHAR. i put in so much effort okay. and chocolate sucks. its bitter. yuk i had a hard time licking them off my fingers. haha
and then off to joel s place for dinner. whoah i ate till i died. and then there were those mini cornettos. and everyone was so happy opening their christmas presents. that was so cute. hee we tried to hide ann's big garfield in her room but she simply walked past it without realising! im exhausted. havent had much rest for the past few days ever since i got back. i can like not smile and have my eyebags sag like nobody s business EWWWWWWW. im tired. sissy s up and alive playing with gobi s cartoon drawing book because she just woke up.
Saturday, December 24, 2005
hee so today. was spent watching the family stoneeeeeee so so so so so so nice!!! i like. haha its supposed to be a comedy but i cried at the last part hahahaha im so embarrassed. but joel didnt know. i mean tears actually trickled down my cheek hahahahah but but but i think he didnt realise cos he was probably crying tooo hahahaha just kidding.
had a good chat with anna last night. NICE!!!! to talk talk talk. naughty naughty girl
hahahaha sherrry ishow you something.
cant wait to see you and grace too. eh why dont we go out for dinner some weekday. haha
so im meeting anna next thurs and going to penny's next tues. yay.
christmasssy
had a good chat with anna last night. NICE!!!! to talk talk talk. naughty naughty girl
hahahaha sherrry ishow you something.
cant wait to see you and grace too. eh why dont we go out for dinner some weekday. haha
so im meeting anna next thurs and going to penny's next tues. yay.
christmasssy
Thursday, December 22, 2005
HELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLOOOOOOO. haha how come my blog looks so boring and plane. hahaha but who cares. i just decided that im tired. the entire family woke up at like 8tish in the evening. while i was out all day with fatty-an! haha and we got our pictures at suntec and had sushi and stuffffffff. and and and i hate the pictures so much. joel loooks so nice and suave in it. and i look like a piece of shit. ARGH what s with the stupid smile. hahahaha i hate taking pictures. as of today! deal. im tired. and broke. .i ll borrow money from sissy to go shoppping. hahahaa
Tuesday, December 13, 2005
haha i finished my interview say many many hours ago
hahaha
and the lady was so nice
but i dont know how i did
i hope i ddint screw it up
because i felt so small. and so young there
everyone else had make up on and stuff
and they looked 18
i looked 5.
so that kinda sucked
but itried my best to smile
hahaha
and stand tall.
as joel has always taught me.
and maybe i did okay
but she toold me it was highly competitive
sob. what are the chances man.
i guess i ll be happy if i get in, an di f i dont, thats fine, i ll stay in sg. yoo hoo.
save lives
deliver babies
hahaha
your babies sherry quekquek
your babies grace lim
your BABIES anna cheng
hahaha
and the lady was so nice
but i dont know how i did
i hope i ddint screw it up
because i felt so small. and so young there
everyone else had make up on and stuff
and they looked 18
i looked 5.
so that kinda sucked
but itried my best to smile
hahaha
and stand tall.
as joel has always taught me.
and maybe i did okay
but she toold me it was highly competitive
sob. what are the chances man.
i guess i ll be happy if i get in, an di f i dont, thats fine, i ll stay in sg. yoo hoo.
save lives
deliver babies
hahaha
your babies sherry quekquek
your babies grace lim
your BABIES anna cheng
I don’t know how a dream can do so much to me
Well today , this dream did
I realized just how important the family means to me
That when I woke up, I just prayed and prayed. Prayed and thank God for teaching me so many lessons in just one dream
The dream is pretty vague now
Was about people jumping out of our suitcases continuously
Like we couldn’t kill them or get rid of them
And they wanted to get rid of us.
In a way, it was like a crisis for the family
And immediately, In the dream, we prayed out loud. We just prayed and prayed for courage for strength to deal with the problem. And we also prayed to God, prayed that evelyn and I could share as much as we know about God to the rest of the family.
It taught me a very good lesson.that I should never wait till the last moment to share this one very important life-saving message to the world. To my family and friends whom I love very much especially. You know, guys, when you read this, I hope it doesn’t put you off. When we try to share our beliefs, its not that we want to enforce them on you. Its really about us loving you so much that we want you to enjoy what we enjoy
You know. One thing I really believe is that God is so amazing that he makes even the fearful things unfearful. With god, nothing seems impossible. I don’t know how to make it sound so personal. But really, for myself, I believe that God has made me a much stronger person, whenever im scared, I turn to God, and like Im not scared any longer.
You know how like when we were young. When we re scared and stuff, our daddies and mommies seems to solve all kinds of Problem for us, it works the same way, but this time, God solves even more problems. Even BIGGER problems. Even IMPOSSIBLE problems. I don’t know how to explain it. But in my dream. I kinda saw a message, I read that we should never hesitate to spread God’s love to people we love. You know, I didn’t grow up in a Christian family although daddy s side were Christians. Like from what kongkong used to say to us, the bad experiences he had from Christians in his school who used to bully him, in some sense,we tooo developed a slight dislike for Christians. At school, Christian friends try to talk about their God, I asked them “don’t you feel like you re betraying your Chinese cultures and stuff ” its not about that
True, I know when I say I find much comfort in Jesus Christ, others might say their own Gods give t hem comforts too. But if you are non-believers of God, I really hope that you let me share more about my change in life and attitude after having to come know God. Haha I know its hard to believe in an amazing God who can make the day in what 6 days. Shite or issit 7. he rested on Sunday right. Its hard to believe that the human race is not so powerful after all. But I can assure you that in writing all these, im not bullshitting or anything. Im only writing it because you, my friends mean so so so very much to me.im writing this because I hope that some one will stumble upon it and at least read something out of it.
In my dream, I dreamt that Galvin was saved. He carried a cross with him everywhere he went. You know, it isn’t about the church going, about the cell going, the socializing and all that matters. Its about simply believing in God, in believing that Jesus Christ died for our sins, paid for our sins with His blood. Its about believing that our God is amazing, believing that He loves us and only wants the best for us because we are His children. I know it’s a dream for me, to slowly spread God;s love around. because im after all pretty new if you think about it. I accepted Christ when I was 12. and then along the way. Things happen. I maintained to my friends that I was a free thinker. And then again along the way, I changed somehow because evie fell sick. You know in hard times like that, besides really strong family support and wonderful friends sticking around, you still really need God.
U know its very true that when we re happy, we in good times,laughing, smiling, we tend to forget God, but when we re in deep shit, in trouble, God doesn’t say “hey you forgot me when you re happy, now I ll forget u ” its amazing how He chooses to be there for you all the way when you re down. Its amazingggggggg. How He never leaves us alone. Im bad at this, I know im a newbie. Haha but im just sharing my experiences. I hope that you don’t find it bullshit. But when I woke up and started praying. When I prayed the second time, tears just started rolling down my cheeks, teaching me how important it is to save love ones as well.
Please don’t get mad at me for sharing these okay. I m just sharing something from my heart. Really. I think God cures all heartaches, all loneliness, all frustrations. And I guess you have to believe in Him, to experience it for yourself!
I love you guys. I really do J
Monday, December 12, 2005
hee. hello im online! at ithaca now. and it was snowing on the way here!
its a very nice place. although pretty dark already since when we got here it was like almost five. its like this small cosy town with NOBODY. its super mi ghty ulu. and we kinda drove past cornell jus t now. hahaha its nice!o oh boy. now it seems super hard to get in. sob. hahaha
yay
hi sherry i got your email! okay i ll look out for you. and maybe get to you again. haha but if you buy your shoes first, then email me quickly okay. hahaha although my internet connection here doesnt last long.
only hilton offers complimentary internet access! hee
okayyy how do i upload pictures"? hahaha
prom sucks
i was talking about ny.
cold cold ny!
its a very nice place. although pretty dark already since when we got here it was like almost five. its like this small cosy town with NOBODY. its super mi ghty ulu. and we kinda drove past cornell jus t now. hahaha its nice!o oh boy. now it seems super hard to get in. sob. hahaha
yay
hi sherry i got your email! okay i ll look out for you. and maybe get to you again. haha but if you buy your shoes first, then email me quickly okay. hahaha although my internet connection here doesnt last long.
only hilton offers complimentary internet access! hee
okayyy how do i upload pictures"? hahaha
prom sucks
i was talking about ny.
cold cold ny!
Thursday, December 08, 2005
hey sweeties. im off to ny tmr. let me know if you guys want anything from over there okayyyyyy. can email me. the gmail. one. adeeeebay@gmail.com hahaha cos i ll be checking that one. and i love you guys.
sherry the food was disgusting. and i hate prom. good thing you saved your 88 bucks. hahaha okay byebye darlings.
sherry the food was disgusting. and i hate prom. good thing you saved your 88 bucks. hahaha okay byebye darlings.
Tuesday, December 06, 2005
hee. i cant believe myself. this is so gay.
i actually spent 5 hours playing DINER DASH
hahaha the stupid mouse is not working and i had to use the notebook s mousey thingy.
whoah i can see my finger somehow twisted in a pretty awkward angle. scary!
.
okay its one thirty
i need to clear my computer. it has way too much shite
by the way
chicken little is really funny
man i laughed so hard.
hhahaha
and i was practically screaming
though we did get 2nd row seats.
HMMMMMMMMMMM
i actually spent 5 hours playing DINER DASH
hahaha the stupid mouse is not working and i had to use the notebook s mousey thingy.
whoah i can see my finger somehow twisted in a pretty awkward angle. scary!
.
okay its one thirty
i need to clear my computer. it has way too much shite
by the way
chicken little is really funny
man i laughed so hard.
hhahaha
and i was practically screaming
though we did get 2nd row seats.
HMMMMMMMMMMM
Sunday, December 04, 2005
and i guess in some ways you may find me sick for using all sorts of ways of getting to know what i want to know.
but its not stopping me.
i wont stop until you come out of your shell and give me what i want
.
i seek your honesty
your love
your patience
your endurace
your concern
.
and when i dont get any of those
i fall
and even you cant pick me up.
.
you said you left but i see you there.
you can tell me how much its hurting you but you dont see my hurt
.
its way past 2 . i have church tmr. good night!
it was a good day out today
shall put pictures up soon
courtesy of sheerry
unlike grace who brings her camera out and refuses to ttake pictures with us cos she s lazy hahaha idiot
but its not stopping me.
i wont stop until you come out of your shell and give me what i want
.
i seek your honesty
your love
your patience
your endurace
your concern
.
and when i dont get any of those
i fall
and even you cant pick me up.
.
you said you left but i see you there.
you can tell me how much its hurting you but you dont see my hurt
.
its way past 2 . i have church tmr. good night!
it was a good day out today
shall put pictures up soon
courtesy of sheerry
unlike grace who brings her camera out and refuses to ttake pictures with us cos she s lazy hahaha idiot
